During my long winter and summer vacation, I can stay indoors for nearly ten days. Sometimes my parents will urge me to go out for a walk, but when I think about going out, I will meet those aunts and grandfathers. They even talk about you behind your back. Sometimes I can't even tell the title, so I'm afraid to get along with them, so I don't want to go out so much. Maybe it's Cancer's personality, or maybe I haven't developed the skills of interacting with people.
Sometimes I think to myself, why not go out to play? While I am still young, I want to go out and see this beautiful world. Every day, I think in my heart that if friends come to visit me, I will go out with them. But whenever a friend asks me out to play WeChat, I like to find various reasons to refuse, probably because of my own social phobia, which is a kind of inferiority in character. I always feel that some places are not satisfied, so I am afraid of getting along with others and some troubles.
Now my ideal is to have close friends around me, have a stable job and give myself a long time to arrange my own affairs every day, such as reading yoga and so on. This is also called staying at home, but I don't think it is lazy.