What do these eight words mean, "I am ashamed of my ugliness, and I am ugly in Chen Geng"?

What does eight characters mean? Renchen is a pillar of the year, which means the year you were born, representing your ancestors, Gui Chou is a pillar of the moon, representing your parents, brothers and sisters, Chen Geng is a pillar of the sun, Geng Jin represents himself, Japanese branch represents his wife (husband), and Ding Chou is a pillar of the time, representing maids.