I can't read eight characters, but you are really out of place. The combination of monkey and dog is bound to shock her. Generally speaking, in your combination, the monkey is the first to propose a divorce, but if the dog proposes first, the other party will basically cross the rubicon.
If you want her back, it is certain that you will not think about it for 5-6 years.
I hope you can be strong and start a new life as soon as possible. The truth.