When it comes to depression, everyone is afraid. This psychological disease of killing people without seeing blood has cost many people their lives. They also want to live well, but their depressed mood is like a scourge, which can only lead to death.
In addition to Leslie Cheung and Kimi, there is Liu Yupu, a famous actress in Taiwan Province who suffers from depression in the entertainment circle. Liu Yupu's life can only be described as miserable, and even when he died, no one knows.
Stiff body lying on the ground for three days, this unfortunate woman called "the most beautiful Zhao Min" by the audience is Liu Yupu. What did she go through to get such a tragic ending?
There are almost no parents in the world who don't love their children, but some people are cold-blooded to the bone, and parents naturally don't recognize them. They have no feelings in their hearts, only endless anger, extending the devil's hand to their children.
As the saying goes, "tiger poison doesn't eat children." But in real life, some people are more cruel than cold-blooded animals. They can't be called parents, let alone relatives.
Liu Yupu was born in an ordinary family in Kaohsiung, Taiwan Province. As the only child in the family, she can't feel the feelings held by her parents, and even the most basic love has become a luxury.
Because his father preferred sons to daughters, the young Liu Yupu looked at his father with cold eyes, without a trace of temperature.
Later, because of his parents' work, Liu Yupu had to be put in foster care with a relative. Without her mother's care and consideration, she became more and more introverted and did not like to express herself.
When Liu Yupu was five years old, I was finally able to return to my home, because it was hard to rely on others, but what I was waiting for was not a happy family life, but the beginning of a nightmare.
At first, my father was just too strict with himself, but now my father starts to lose his temper at will, not only hitting his mother, but also taking his anger out on young Liu Yupu. Liu Yupu, who was sensitive in heart, became more and more inferior, just like an injured animal, with no sense of security.
The drunken father will not only beat Liu Yupu, but even reach out to touch her body, but she dare not move, because once she goes against her father's wishes, she will be beaten more violently, and her mother will turn a blind eye to these. Liu Yupu's childhood was full of indifference, violence and sexual assault, and she almost fell into despair.
When all the children want to go to school during the day and return to the warm embrace of their parents, Liu Yupu wants to stay at school all the time, because that is her rare leisure time.
Besides studying, Liu Yupu also works to earn money to support himself. Although life is hard, it is nothing compared with her childhood experience.
Other children were orphaned by their parents' accidents, but Liu Yupu became the only orphan whose parents were still alive. Other parents brought love to their children, but Liu Yupu's parents brought her endless pain.
As an adult, Liu Yupu has a clear understanding of his future and an independent and self-reliant personality. Seeing Shaw Film and Television Company openly recruiting actors, Liu Yupu held the mentality of giving it a try, but he didn't expect that his unique appearance and temperament were taken a fancy to by the person in charge of the company. In this way, Liu Yupu unexpectedly stepped into the entertainment circle.
The tragic childhood did not erase Liu Yupu's vitality, and it was with this strength that she gradually found her self-worth in movies.
Whether it's "Three Rushes to Shaolin" with Dong Shengyi, or Zhao Min in "The Dragon Slayer with Eternal Feelings", Liu Yupu familiarized the audience with this treasure girl through acting.
When Liu Yupu was on fire all over the Taiwan Strait and three places because of the corner of Zhao Min, the fanaticism of fans did not make her feel happy, and her extreme inferiority and anxiety made her feel unworthy.
In order to relieve the inner pressure, Liu Yupu pinned his hopes on religion to release his inner guilt. Here, Liu Yupu met the priest Zhang Jianzhong.
Zhang Jianzhong, like her therapist, makes Liu Yupu feel relaxed and happy for a moment, which is why she can't help falling in love with this man who can bring her happiness.
Compared with career and family, Liu Yupu resolutely chose to be a housewife and take care of family affairs. Just because she was caught in the rain, Liu Yupu didn't want her children to suffer the same experience as her.
When the sweetness of love fades away, the contradiction between Liu Yupu and her husband Zhang Jianzhong is increasing. Later, Zhang Jianzhong even got into a fight. Domestic violence made Liu Yupu feel the pain of childhood again, and depression began to haunt her.
Liu Yupu couldn't stand domestic violence and asked for a divorce, but her husband refused. When the traditional father heard the news, he punched and kicked Liu Yupu, but it still didn't stop Liu Yupu from ending his pain. Finally, Liu Yupu applied for a domestic violence dissolution order to end this painful marriage.
Suffering from depression, Liu Yupu still hopes that her parents can help her life, but her parents are as indifferent as ever. Desperate Liu Yupu immediately committed suicide by swallowing medicine in front of her father, but she never imagined that her parents were indifferent. Fortunately, her friends helped her through the difficulties.
Later, Liu Yupu chose to live alone, earning a meager income by painting and writing books, and wrote "Open Your Heart" based on his experience in fighting depression. Although Liu Yupu's life is on the right track, she has always longed for her mother's love and chose to bury the hatchet with her mother.
One day, Liu Yupu was found dead in a rented house by his parishioners. Police investigation revealed that Liu Yupu did not commit suicide, but died of a heart attack. Liu Yupu was lying on the ground with a medicine bottle in his hand. It seems that fate has never cared for this woman.
Liu Yupu lived through a miserable childhood and a failed marriage. She should have a better life because of her beautiful appearance, but everything came to an abrupt end because of her death.
Fortunately, Liu Yupu once stood in the spotlight and realized her own value, but this short-lived success did not completely cure her. Although Liu Yupu is eager to save herself, it may be a relief for her.