Episode 1
1998 Haiping & Su Chun moved into a rental house of only 10 square meters in Jiangzhou City, and Haizao prepared for the college entrance examination
Haizao was admitted to Jiangzhou half a year later Zhoushi University, living on campus
After Haizao graduated four years later, he moved out of the dormitory and lived with Haiping in June. After Haiping got a job, he moved out, and later met and dated Xiaobei
Zumijiang Haiping is pregnant in the seventh year of the state
Episode 2
"Narration":
Haizao rarely takes Xiaobei to Haiping's home because the place is too small , unable to turn around. Xiao Bei and Hai Zao were holding hands on the street, not wanting to buy. In Hai Zao's words, "Light not buying, catching the fashion." Hai Zao would never buy a new piece of clothing, no matter how aggressive the advertisements were, Sammi Cheng and Carina Lau Neither foreign movie stars nor foreign movie stars can pry open the wallet of Popeye Seaweed. All the clothes bought by Haizao are classic styles and are sold at 50% off. She tried her best to try on new styles when they came on the market, and then aimed for the one that she came to see often, until one day it became a product that was off the shelves.
Seaweed is immune to all high-consumption foods, except ice cream and chocolate. This kind of temptation is like the temptation of furs and diamonds to a noble lady, which is irresistible. Every time she passed by, the seaweed would always come in for a spin. She made up her mind to buy it several times, but in the end she found an excuse to escape. Twenty-five dollars per ball, this price is too luxurious for them. Not to mention the mellow luster on the surface of the ice cream, the box that contains the ice cream, the sublime chocolate color, and the delicate spoon make Seaweed unable to resist the desire in her heart. In the past, Xiaobei always tried to buy one for his beloved seaweed, but seaweed always had its reasons. She didn't know which one to eat, the queue was too long, and...
She really wanted to eat seaweed, but when she thought about how frugally Xiaobei was saving money to buy a house, she felt embarrassed to be extravagant. There is also my sister. Every time she goes there, she buys fish and shrimps for her to satisfy her craving, but she is reluctant to take a bite. When she thinks about how hard everyone works, she would feel very guilty if she allowed herself to be corrupted.
Finally, with reluctance and heartache, Haiwei ate up a week’s lunch money.
Episode 3
"Narration":
In Haiping's mind, the baby always stayed in the silly look when he was three months old. Those are the skills that can be coaxed. Whenever she sees her daughter pointing at the book and carefully choosing the chapters to read, or standing balanced on one foot, she is amazed. She has no idea that the child has grown up.
Though Ran Ran, who is two and a half years old, has not yet spoken clearly, her meaning is fully understood. Haiping wants to punish her. She chose a hug. In other words, Haiping loves her daughter so much that she cares about this little thing with all her heart and pours all her love into this little thing, but Ranran feels that being held by her mother is a kind of punishment. The child is already sensible. She knows who her relatives are. She only communicates with those people who live with her day and night. And mother, what is mother? Mother is the "Hello?" on the other end of the phone. Mother is the woman who comes for two weeks every year. Mother is a symbol, a symbol. Haiping was thinking, why do I want a child? Do I want her just so that one day, when she thinks of me, she won’t even be able to remember what I look like? Is it just to give her a house one day? Is it just for parting?
This is also one of the most annoying jobs in seaweed. When the table is full of dishes, you will never take the first chopsticks. Only after everyone on the table has picked them up can you eat what others have left. Saliva, at the dinner table, you will not concentrate on the dishes, but you will pay attention to whose glasses the wine is empty and the dishes are dry, and then pour the wine and dishes diligently, and say some complimentary words that even feel disgusting to you. He smiles charmingly and pleases everyone, and by the time the meal is over, others are full of food and drinks, but he himself is empty and tasteless. It is obvious that the money will end up in the boss's pocket, but he is only willing to give himself a tiny cent of it, and he has to do all the flattering work himself.
Haizao smiled. No matter how unhappy he was, he would smile as soon as he saw this big bear. It was so vivid. Now whenever she sees that big bear, Haizao feels that it is her dear Xiaobei. Xiaobei loves her very seriously and with all her heart. In this world, apart from her parents and sister, Haizao feels that Xiaobei is her dearest person. .
Episode 4
"Narrator":
What is happiness? Happiness is like the shreds of meat on the head of chopsticks. If he has you in his heart, that is happiness.
Haizao understands that Haiping is just Haizao’s sister, not Xiaobei’s. These two emotions that meet in Hai Zao are always parallel to Hai Ping and Xiao Bei.
Haiping kissed Su Chun on the cheek in a rare and affectionate way, and her hair brushed Su Chun's face. What's even more rare, Haiping was talking about our mother, not your mother. It seems that the saying that money can make money work is absolutely true. At 40,000, she is still your mother, and at 60,000, she is our mother. Su Chun was glad that he made the right choice. If he didn't have a penny, he would probably be damned.
Episode 5
"Narration":
Su Chun's retreat did not affect Haiping's mood when viewing the house at all. Enthusiasm, enthusiasm for studying the house.
Song Siming's heart was filled with a familiar impulse that he had had before, and his blood was boiling like a young boy.
These days, from the first day he saw Seaweed, he always saw that ordinary little girl in front of him. She is so ordinary, not to mention pretty, with clear noodle hair and no makeup. But I don’t know why, where, or what kind of expression touched Song Siming’s heart so much. Maybe it was the expression that made him sleepwalk into his own fairy tale world all the time, and the eyes that were as simple as a period. Song Siming could see that Behind those bright eyes, one day crystal clear, warm, moist and hot tears will flow out, just for him.
Episode 6
The housing price market continues to be hot; Song Siming took Haizao away from the drunk customer at the entrance of the KTV and sent her home, and then became indifferent to Chen Sifu; Haizao told When Xiaobei borrowed money from abroad and was urged to pay, Xiaobei took out 20,000 yuan without saying a word.
"Narration":
Every day, he stayed in Wenshanhuihai and followed the leaders to visit everywhere. It was truly like a star. Song Siming felt tired. In the office, Song felt a bit of emptiness in his heart after the night party. There was always a little bit that he couldn't let go of, but he couldn't remember what it was. I haven't seen the sleepwalking girl for a long time, and I don't know what she is doing at this time. Inexplicably, Song seemed to see Haizao holding his chin in reverie under the lamp. The night outside the window was like water, and he suddenly couldn't help but want to call Haizao.
Song Siming suddenly felt a little disappointed. The scene he sketched turned out to be just the beauty in the mirror in his heart. The pure woman no longer existed in this complicated world, and was just a fantasy of his own.
That kind of slightly bitter and slightly sweet taste made Song Siming feel like he was back in the 1890s. Obviously, with his status and age, he no longer needs to pretend to be innocent. He can come and go with a wave of his hand. He can even give a look when he wants what he wants. Days like this were something he envied when he was a young boy. But after finally reaching this status, why did he start to go back to his old ways again? Song Siming secretly decided that if Haizao came out of the KTV and looked around like a frightened little white rabbit wearing a long white dress in the night, he would follow her quietly from the dark and put his windbreaker on her silently. , and then mustered up the courage to hold Haizao’s hand under the cover of night and walk without hesitation. Yes, that's it.
This is not the scene designed by Song Siming at all. Seaweed is neither fluttering in her long skirt nor looking around, but is in the arms of a man, half-pushing and half-moving. Song Siming was so angry that he had the urge to pick up a wine bottle and smash it to wake up the drunkard who kept patting the seaweed. However, the patience he had developed over many years of work allowed him to just run away and act wild.
For more than two hours, the two of them didn't say a word except asking for their address. There is an indescribable feeling in Haiwei's heart, as if it is cloudy and about to rain and feels uncomfortable, with a bitter and astringent pain.
Haiping’s first sentiment is true. There are too many people getting married, and they are all unrelated relationships. They are distant relatives separated by several generations, classmates who have not seen each other for N years, and colleagues from previous workplaces. There are newcomers who chase after phone cases and change jobs before they are even familiar with them. There is absolutely no chance of getting back the money you give away, unless you get divorced and get married again. Maybe these people are really just trying to raise housing funds, and they keep getting married and having weddings. The latter sentence was false. Haiping decided not to accuse those who were wronged and made up an excuse casually.
Chen Sifu, Haizao’s boss, has been like an ant on a hot pot for the past two days and can’t figure out what’s going on. The land near Zhongshan Park is going to be tendered, and I am not sure how to write the tender document. But Secretary Song disappeared. He didn't answer the phone and went to the office to stop him. Where did this ancestor offend him? He fell out with him at any time. Chen Sifu suddenly thought of seaweed.
The relationship was suddenly broken apart. The previous few times Chen Sifu called his eldest brother Song Siming, he acquiesced, but now he acted like a businessman. Chen Sifu thought to himself, well, all the money he spent a while ago was in vain. Looking at that face that was neither yin nor yang, neither cold nor hot, Chen Sifu really wanted to punch him.
Episode 7
"Narration":
Haiping actually can't eat anymore. She feels sick when she sees it, but if she eats rice, she will As a side dish, if you eat noodles, a pack of pickled mustard is enough.
Secretary Song clearly felt that a thick wall had been built between the two of them. Whenever Haizao finished a move, he would hold his hands defensively in front of his chest, showing a posture of keeping at a distance.
Secretary Song’s heart began to ache again. He knew that this was Haizao’s own way of saying goodbye to him tactfully. Song Siming's heart started to bleed as if a big hole had been torn open. This farewell came so suddenly, and his happiness ended before it even began. And he couldn't say or do anything. He could only pretend that nothing happened and still deal with the seaweed business. His heart really hurt. This cry of pain was rejected.
After hearing the news, Chen Sifu ran to Secretary Song's office happily, thinking to himself: It seems that this little elf is really effective. He is sultry at heart and will succeed immediately. It was the first time that Secretary Song greeted him by his name, and the relationship was obviously a step closer. He had always called himself Xiao Chen before.
For the first time, Chen Sifu saw that seaweed, which has always been soft, would also explode. Seaweed is a spring-type staff, and it will elastically shrink back no matter how large the load capacity is. It seems that today is the end, so it is better to take a step back. If she really leaves, she and Secretary Song will basically have a feud from now on.
Hai Zao felt that she could no longer stay here and had a falling out with her boss. Yes, I have to buy a copy of the evening newspaper when I get home at night to see if there are any job openings in the job market. It’s not that I don’t want to do it. But every time I do it with good intentions, even if I swear that I have just made up my mind to take root here for the rest of my life, I immediately end up in a situation where I want to pack up my clothes and leave. This is reality.
Haiping started riding the bicycle she bought from the market to work on Monday. It seemed strange that the new one was not expensive, only 180.
The boss not only did not fire Haizao, but also promoted her to the office downstairs, but Haizao got a idle position. Every day, her colleagues would greet her and go about their business, but she would leave work early. This was not a good sign. Haizao stepped up his job search. Instead of letting others sit on the bench and look at people with cold faces and let others drive them away, it would be better to vacate the job. The boss seems to have evil intentions and doesn't know how to deal with her. Every time he sees her, he is always polite and considerate, which feels very hypocritical.
Chen Sifu believed in his heart that Haizao and Secretary Song were having an affair. Haizao must have started stirring up trouble with Secretary Song. If he was good to Haizao, Secretary Song would know about it sooner or later. Since the boss doesn't like his woman going out to socialize, I'd better take care of her for him if I have some foresight.
Song Siming has also been in contact with Chen Sifu several times recently. Each time, he only made small inquiries and could not see the seaweed. He was very disappointed every time.
Xiao Bei would often take seaweed for walks around the community. Even if it was an ordinary walk that didn't cost a penny, Xiao Bei would still make it interesting. He would pull you to make a wooden figure and pretend that the two people were walking together with their left and right feet tied, or the two of them were walking together. Xiaobei would exaggerately twist his hips and walk quickly, leaving the seaweed behind. Seaweed couldn't stand losing, so if he fell behind, he would run to catch up and then walk again. Therefore, they jokingly called this sport a combination of walking and running.
Su Chun's heart was pressed heavily by a big stone, and she couldn't express the pain that she couldn't escape even if she wanted to roar or struggle. Man, very tired.
Every Saturday is a day for Haiping to have fun, buying fish, meat and vegetables. Before there was a younger sister, Haiping basically ate all the fish at home. Since having a younger sister, Haiping suddenly became more sensible. She always felt that she wanted her younger sister, so she loved her more than her mother. At home, Seaweed eats meat and she gnaws the bones, Seaweed eats chicken legs and she eats chicken heads. She always tells her mother that I love to chew bones, and then she saves the meat for her sister. Over time, she really liked it.
Episode 8
"Narration":
Although the house is a bit far away, although the supporting facilities have not been built yet, and although the transportation is still very inconvenient so far, But Haiping fell in love with it at first sight and decided that this was his home.
Haiping's eyes have already seen the furniture and furnishings of the future house: the walls should be sky blue and sea blue, with some cloud wallpaper, and her daughter is running around the house in beautiful clothes. Come and run.
At night in Jiangzhou, the lights are bright and the people are having sex, and the air is filled with an ambiguous scent of lilac. Song Siming liked the alternation of light and dark in this ten-mile foreign field, and was fascinated by this lazy pace.
The sweet doll with its eyes closed looks like a sleepwalking girl. That kind of expression that is thoughtful even in a dream makes it look so much like a person.
Song imagined in the car that maybe he was on the road, or maybe the seaweed was right in front of him. Then he pretended to be a chance encounter and stuffed the doll into her hand. Song Siming didn't see Haizao until the car stopped downstairs at Haizao's house. Forty-two-year-old Song Siming stood downstairs in Haizao's house, laughing at himself. This is not what a man of his age should do. Forget it, go back
Many times life is lost in your expectations, and opportunities are missed inadvertently.
After Su Chun returned home, Haiping began a week-long silent operation. She had unilaterally decided not to talk to Su Chun. She really had nothing to say, and the volcano might erupt if she opened her mouth.
Episode 9
"Narration":
Haiping has no place to go. She feels that she has become a lonely boat in the vast ocean, surrounded by the whole world. Abandoned. How can it be trusted? Even the person next to her is lying to her so-called immediate family members. Haiping couldn’t help but sneer while crying. It’s so interesting. Haiping, who originally had nothing, ended up carrying a child in just a few years. A useless husband has a daughter who can't support him, a house he hasn't acquired, and a debt he can't pay off. Haiping finally entered the ranks of millionaires, and her current situation was worse than being robbed by robbers. Even if robbers robbed you, they would only empty your pockets, but now it is better, even your soul has been empty.
Episode 10
"Narration":
Haizao seems to be waking up soon. In the past, even if she had any different opinions, she would remain silent in her heart. , acting very well-behaved.
Haizao looked at Xiaobei's angry and unfamiliar face, and could not connect this man with the man who had just said, "What's yours is mine, and what's mine is yours" at all. Before the heart-warming words could dissipate, his face changed.
Haizao actually wanted to add, "I feel ashamed", but she couldn't say this. A few months ago, I stood there innocently and righteously returning the money to others, but within a few days, I lowered my head and crawled over to hug others' legs.
Another dollar. One dollar may seem inconspicuous, but life is made up of many dollars piled up.
A dollar can bring you happiness or sadness. A dollar is very small, but it also contains energy. I wonder if the dollar today will be the dollar in the future.
Yes, this is the future life of seaweed, there will be meat for dinner.
Xiao Bei’s life is to be happy with meat, but this is not Haiwei’s goal. A happy life should be like, "Two cows per acre of land, wife and children on the kang." But first you have to have land and cows, and then you can recruit a wife, and then you can have children. No one said, "Wife and children on the kang, two cows on an acre of land." That’s awesome.” Even old farmers understand this truth. Seaweed is laughing, laughing at himself as he is very philosophical when facing a few slices of beef and a bowl of kimchi.
Episode 11
"Narration":
Haizao felt that he was very reckless, and that Song Siming was just what he thought was his love, and he had no idea. Maybe, from the beginning to now, I just had a liking in my subconscious, and I was afraid that this kind of liking would really pop up and scare me. After running away for a long time, it was actually myself who was running away. How stupid, forget it.
During that meal, the two sisters argued for a long time over who ate better instant noodles, but in the end Haiping won again.
On the way back, tears kept rolling in Haizao's eyes. She couldn't figure out how a sister who was so diligent and frugal and always cared about her family could be the vain woman in Xiaobei's mouth.
If it was Song Siming during the day, if it was Song Siming who was awake, he would say that he passed by here during a meeting, what a coincidence.
Haizao seemed to have expected it. She knew that this day would come when she walked into Song Siming's office and asked to borrow money, but knew that she could not pay it back. She was ready, she neither panicked nor hesitated, and was pulled meekly by Song Siming, going here or there without saying a word.
Song Siming sobered up and felt shameful. Just because of the impulse of drinking, he exposed his not-young body in front of a girl as transparent as jade. Like...why do you have to have it? Then I left the unknown darkness and worries to this little woman who touched my heart.
At this moment, Song Siming felt a sudden surge of hot blood in his chest. Seaweed was indeed the little girl in his heart, pure and beautiful. Last night he did the right thing, or the wrong thing, and drew his mark on that white paper. Seaweed is mine. Song Siming thought of Seaweed's nervousness, biting his tongue until his teeth hurt and his little body trembled. Song Siming shouted in his heart, I want seaweed to be able to control the wind and rain, I can! Because she is the first woman who belongs to me, completely and completely.
Song Siming didn't even think of apologizing, but because of Haizao's expression of rejection, he apologized inexplicably. At this moment, he suddenly felt that he was stupid and had no grasp of the situation. At least in his feeling, Haizao was half-hearted last night. He understood it as the shyness of the first night. Today, Haizao had a different look. He was not as helpless and hesitant as in the night, and he was like the last time he paid back the money and mobile phone. Determined. This woman, does she have two faces, night and day?
Song Siming was still full of confidence in the morning, but in the afternoon Song Siming was completely beaten. He has been strategizing for many years, but he never thought that he would be defeated at the hands of a little girl today. If the girl smiles, he will feel soft; if she cries, he will be at a loss; if she is indifferent, he will be afraid; if she refuses to break up, he will feel pain in his heart. This is the second time in a short period of time that he has been abandoned by this little girl. When she wants you, she doesn't even have to wave, you just rush to her. It is destined that Song Siming will lose to Haizao, but what should he do?
Su Chun stopped expressing his opinions. Originally, his opinions at home were not counted, but if he persisted, he would return to On the old track of "useless, making no money, and letting my wife show off".
Haizao looked at the cash in his hand and thought, this is the money for selling herself. Sure enough, a spring night is worth thousands of gold, no, ten thousand gold. If my guess is right, it should be 60,000. It is sad to think that I have wasted millions in the past year. At this moment, Haizao suddenly felt relaxed all over. In the past, when I borrowed money from others, I always felt like a big stone was weighing on my heart and I was panicking. Now that I have taken this stack of money, I feel at ease and am not so eager to pay it back
Haizao looked at her sister's relaxed look. , I feel very clean
Episode 12
"Narration":
Haizao does not let Xiaobei touch her, Xiaobei thinks she is still because I am angry with myself about Haiping. In fact, Haizao knows that she is no longer the Haizao that Xiaobei was, and has become very dirty. When she has nothing to do, she will clean her body very diligently. There is always an insurmountable fear in her heart, worried that Xiaobei will detect the smell of other men remaining in her body. Moreover, she couldn't let Xiaobei's body enter hers. She felt like she was a toothbrush used by two people.
It was this place. As soon as she approached this road, Haizao's heart began to beat wildly. She knew what would happen, but she couldn't escape. This strange relationship is like a magnet, making you desperately resist when facing each other head-on, and expect to be pulled into the magnetic field when your back is turned.
Haiping bought an MP3 player and plugged in the headphones as soon as she entered the car on the way to work. This was the only time she could use now.
Episode 13
"Narration":
Seaweed is living an abnormal life, which can be summarized in the title of a book "Half of Seawater" "Half of Fire", Song Siming's unpredictable changes are really like the sea water, sometimes calm and peaceful, sometimes magnificent. He will not change for a long time, making Haizao guess that he has forgotten him, and the past pleasures and pleasures are just passing by, and he will suddenly become lingering and pathos, and he will suddenly receive a phone call and say a few words that make people blush and heartbeat. Haizao's heart is always hanging in the air, not knowing when he will harass her from time to time. She is a little worried and a little looking forward to it. The feeling of being loved is much better than struggling to pursue it. Of course, Hai Zao has never experienced the emotion of not getting what she wants. Some women are very lucky and get something without having to pay. Be it Xiao Bei or Song Siming, what they always bring to themselves is passionate love.
One day, Seaweed shuttled through a bar and club like a lady, and the next day she was dressed in coarse cloth and cooking in the kitchen. She felt that she had a dual personality like Dr. Edward Gregory Peck. .
Seaweed felt that he was soaking his body in the red soup of the hot pot and in the white soup. In the hot and boiling flames, he watched himself change from transparent to fragrant pink like a shrimp. However, The downward fall is always easier than the upward climb. In the previous section, they thought the life of a slut was difficult, but in this section, Haizao and Song Siming have adapted to the changes in their roles.
Haiping felt very relieved when he took the envelope. He had worked hard for this day for a long time, and every night he thought about how to speak so that Mark would understand and make the language class less boring.
Haizao had no idea what to do with the money, because it would be difficult to keep it in the bank without being discovered by Xiaobei, so he temporarily kept it in the office. I originally thought I would give it back to Song Siming if I had the chance, but when I thought of him spending the weekend with his wife and children, Haizao vindictively chose the safest way to spend it as soon as possible.
Episode 14
"Narration":
Haizao suddenly understood one thing, that is, fifty yuan of underwear and five hundred yuan The essential difference between underwear is: women and women.
Episode 15
"Narration":
Haiping sat down to chat with the child. She found that the child could speak a little, and his foundation was better than Mark's at that time. Much stronger, but they jumped out together while talking in Japanese and English. Haiping first checked his academic level and found that except for "you", "me", "him", "his", "mom", "yes" and "de", he said all the words in the book indiscriminately, even the words he said when he went home. I don’t even know anyone crossing the street. Haiping started to follow him step by step, explaining word for word.
Song Siming's chest was filled with anger. He was angry with Haizao. When he came back, he planned to put pressure on Haizao, stop calling this enchantress, and wait for her to take the initiative to tell her that he misses her. But this week has passed, and the seaweed has not moved at all, and there is no meaning of greeting at all.
It’s the Chinese New Year, and the business is basically spread out there, and no one is in the mood to do it. Haizao was hesitating whether to call Song Siming. There were many things he wanted to tell him, but he had been acting indifferent recently. If he ran over and took the initiative, it would seem a bit hot. Besides, Haizao always Not sure what he was thinking, she was a little afraid of him, unlike with Xiaobei. Xiaobei is like a clear spring of water. You don't have to care about what he is thinking or what might annoy him. It is best not to take the initiative to give someone a thumbs-down on someone you are not sure about. Haizao made up his mind, but as soon as the words "cold buttocks" popped into his mind, Haizao started to get distracted.
After leaving Song, this suburban villa seemed particularly empty and lonely. Just now, Haizao wanted to fall into Song's arms and take a nap, but now he was completely awake. You want to sleep because the person you like is by your side. When he leaves, you lose sleep.
Episode 16
Episode 17
"Narration":
Haizao feels that Song Siming can speak as long as he doesn't want you to If you understand, you will definitely not understand
Episode 18
"Narration":
Haizao felt that the atmosphere was a bit cold, so she stopped talking. There was no good way to deal with Song Siming. She could only say some icing on the cake when he was in a happy mood, but she didn't dare to tease him when he was angry. Although he doesn't get furious when he gets angry, he can make you feel cold and have an untouchable sense of distance.
Haizao felt as panicked as if grass had grown, what should we do? Why is she here?
Does she know, does Siming know, if I want to go out, will she bring someone to ruin my appearance? Will she ask someone to take off my clothes immediately? Should I call Song? Haizao Liushen Wuzhu
Song Siming was restless all day long. He wanted to call Haizao several times, but he had no chance because he was busy with work and followed his superiors back and forth.
Episode 19
"Narration":
Song Siming is confident that his mind is as clear as a computer, and those who work as secretaries for others are very organized. He would never miss a meeting or fail to write a manuscript by misremembering a person's name. Every day when he opens his eyes, he knows exactly what he needs to do today without even thinking about it, and even the length of time and priorities. He has a clear account.
This is a natural quality. He doesn't have to write down everyone's birth date, annual solar terms, and holidays on the calendar. He will naturally know it a few days in advance. He even remembers the day when each veteran cadre retires, so he knows it in advance. Remind leaders to visit and prepare corresponding gifts according to level. But just yesterday, his computer suddenly developed a virus, or Haiwei was the virus. Because of her, he actually forgot his beloved daughter's birthday. He completely forgot about it. While his daughter was cooking, he hugged Haiwei on the bed. Tossing, while his daughter was waiting, he watched Haiwei sleeping soundly, and he actually forgot that on this day he was supposed to be a father with a young daughter who needed care.
Haizao is very scared. I don’t know how long Xiaobei will be burning like this. Should I ask my sister to take him to the hospital together? But she also hoped that maybe Xiaobei's fever would subside in the next minute, after all, he was still young.
Episode 20
"Narration":
In this family, Song Siming feels that as time goes by, he has been excluded from the group, so I have owed so much to my wife and children over the years that my children have grown up without me noticing, and I can’t even remember what my children looked like when they were children. The only thing that impressed me most was that my children were riding on my neck while looking at the lights. The joy seems like just yesterday. A young couple next to him held up a little boy of three or four years old. The family walked in the crowd in harmony. The father held his son in his arms lovingly and kept talking about this and that. Song Siming suddenly wanted to have a baby, another little Tingting, so that he could hold her in his arms and feel good pain. Seaweed... Seaweed... Seaweed didn't give herself a call for so long and disappeared from that night. This was not a good sign for herself. It was better to give her time to deal with it by herself. Song Siming was now waiting for Seaweed's verdict. At this time, Song Siming could only say to Haizao in her heart: Haizao, I am not omnipotent
For so many days, every time Haizao cried quietly, she only dared to shed tears and did not dare to make a sound. She was afraid that her own voice would break the silence and bring about the worst ending in advance. Then, she heard Xiaobei say: Seaweed, I love you. In the past, Xiaobei had always said that Haiwei never cherished him. He heard it so much that he felt that he deserved it. Then in a coma, Xiaobei said: I love you. Haizao is afraid that Xiaobei will wake up and say soberly: Haizao, I don’t love you anymore. Haizao nodded desperately, she wanted to answer very much: Honey, I love you too. But she just couldn't say it. She felt that the weight of what she said was too light compared with Xiaobei's.
Haizao had a bad premonition that Xiaobei might have left. The words he said I love you should be an auditory hallucination of his inner expectations.
Haizao’s heart is so warm. Xiaobei has suffered so much damage, but he still feels sorry for himself as always. This may be his personality. He is very caring and does not look like an only child at all, but in detail Haizao felt that he really planned to forgive himself. Haizao has thought about it, and as long as Beckham forgives him, even if he acts like a cow, Haizao is willing. Haizao must take care of Beckham diligently and without complaint to make up for his fault. In fact, Xiaobei did not ignore Haiwei because of this.
In the future, Xiaobei would always say yes to Haiwei's suggestions, but this preference was completely different from the other. The two of them were walking on the street, and Xiaobei would no longer describe the zodiac signs to Haizao in a eloquent manner, or pull Haizao to watch things that he found interesting
Song Siming was very busy, and occasionally thought of Haizao and looked at her He had guessed something after not calling for so long. He thought, what should come will come, and you can't force what is not yours
Xiao Bei's mood has obviously improved in the past two days. When he got off work I would bring back the sugar-roasted chestnuts that seaweed loves to eat. When I was sitting on the sofa watching TV, I would peel them one by one and feed them to seaweed. But now it is the seaweed that is gloomy.