My husband got drunk and punched me. Should I choose divorce?

I married my husband because my mother-in-law is a very superstitious person, and she is very picky about whether a birthday is worth it. I am a child of my poor family. My parents also prefer boys to girls, so my mother-in-law wanted to find a daughter-in-law who was consistent with her husband's birthday, so she asked the matchmaker to look for such a person everywhere and finally found me. My mother-in-law compared me with her husband's eight characters, which were very consistent, so her mother-in-law made a decision for me and my husband privately.

My mother-in-law told my parents that as long as I can marry my husband, their family will pay 200 thousand bride price and don't want my parents to accompany me for a penny. My parents almost lost their eyes when they heard that there was a bride price of 200 thousand. Although I didn't want to marry my husband, my parents insisted that I marry him, saying that with this 200,000 yuan, my brother's tuition would drop, and I was forced to marry my husband. My husband and I only met once before marriage.

After marriage, my mother-in-law urged my husband and I to have children quickly, but I don't know my husband well enough and don't want to have children. In fact, I hate my mother-in-law very much. If she is superstitious, how can I be forced to get married? But it's too late to say anything now. I have married my husband, and seeing that he is not so bad, I resigned myself. I also want to live a good life with my husband after marriage. Anyway, marriage means that two people live together, and it doesn't matter who they live with.

At first, my husband was nice to me, probably because the family had money. My husband likes fooling around outside because I see him come back every night and he smells like perfume. Although I don't have any feelings with my husband, I can't accept sharing a man with other women, so I had a quarrel with my husband for this matter, but my husband didn't care about my noise at all. He even told me that I was just a woman bought by his mother and that I had no right to control him.

I was really angry with my husband's behavior, so I went to complain to my mother-in-law, but her mother-in-law said that men need to take part in accidental amusement outside, so let me not care too much, just turn a blind eye. At that time, I was pregnant for two months. Even if I wanted to get a divorce, my mother-in-law couldn't let me go. After that, my husband became more and more arrogant and even unscrupulous. One night, I saw lipstick marks on his neck.

I said angrily, even if you want to steal food, you should clean your mouth and come back. Unexpectedly, just because of my words, my husband actually slapped me and completely ignored that I was pregnant with a child. My husband smashed everything that could be smashed in the room that day, and I was scared by my husband, so no matter how much he went too far, I won't say anything about him. But when I was six months pregnant, my husband was drunk that night, and I thought he smelled of alcohol, so I was going to sleep in the guest room.

But I didn't expect my husband to say that I didn't like him. Just when I was about to go out, I always grabbed my hair and beat me, whether I was pregnant or not. It was dark at that time, and I didn't know how to get to the hospital. When I woke up, I heard the doctor say to me, Girl, why did you fall down so carelessly? It's a pity that all the children in your belly are formed, and they are still boys.

When I heard the doctor say this, I asked the doctor who said I fell by myself. The doctor said, Oh, when your mother-in-law sent you in, she said you fell while going up the stairs. I was angry to hear the doctor say so. What is life like in the eyes of this family? My mother-in-law begged me to marry her son. Now that her son has done this to me, she has sheltered her son without thinking. Fortunately, I just lost my child now. What if I lose my life seriously?

Anyway, this time I have made up my mind to divorce. When my mother-in-law heard that I wanted a divorce, she came to persuade me not to divorce and said that she would give me some money to make compensation. But this time, no matter how my mother-in-law advised me, I still wanted a divorce, because my husband and I were barely together, and now it just ended early. Everyone says I chose a divorce, right?