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The ups and downs of nature Chapter 10 Shouye Stage
I have always been an unsatisfied person, just like a boat floating on the water, it will only rise higher and higher with the tide, and so will my desire.
I have had many women, but most of them were on a whim, and I almost forgot them by now. My only concern is Yanfei Xiao. Emotionally speaking, maybe she is the only woman I have ever loved. Personally, maybe the reason why I can't forget her is that I can't conquer her. She was the only prey I missed, and all I gained from her was failure.
My journey of desire is RMB except for women. I never thought about studying, working, further study, becoming an elite and so on. My ideal is simple, that is, making money. When my peers around me are still studying, I have stepped into the society to make money everywhere, and my outlook on life and vision will always stay at this level. I can only let my desire push me into unknown waters, but I can't control my own direction freely.
I remember when I visited the fortune teller at the beginning of the year, the old man calculated a divination for me according to my birthdates, and read me a seven-word mantra in a Shinto way:
Let the boat float on the sea.
This is the routine of an old fortune teller. There is a word "boat" in my name. ...