She is the worst female writer in the Republic of China.
At the age of six, her mother betrothed her to the son of a widow in a neighboring village with a very low bride price, and she became a child bride;
At the age of sixteen, the widow didn't come to the door and forced her marriage. I thought her parents would cancel her marriage, but they agreed. She married a man she didn't love.
After being forced through the door, her mother-in-law made things difficult for her. Her husband Li is a clown. He doesn't like her as a scholar. Not only did she have to do coolie farm work every day, but she also endured the beatings of her mother-in-law husband, and her mother-in-law finally bit her hamstring.
In order to escape from this terrible family, she made great efforts and finally had to change her name and surname and go to Japan alone. In order to survive, she worked as a domestic waiter and a coffee shop waiter.
In the first twenty years of her life, she lived a very difficult life.
Fortunately, she studied in Japan and dabbled in biology, history, education, psychology, philosophy and literature. After returning to China, she also wrote many stage plays and literary works, which were greatly appreciated by Lu Xun.
At the age of thirty, she met a man and fell in love, which made her play this good card to pieces.
Sister Yang had a girlfriend. She is a beautiful and elegant girl, majoring in vocal music. Her name is Ling Qinru. She studied in Japan with Yang Sao. Yang Sao fell in love with her at first sight and wrote many songs for her, and they soon became inseparable. 1923, a major earthquake occurred in Tokyo, and Yang Sao and Ling Qinru returned to Shanghai. When they went to Hangzhou together, Qian Gechuan, a more handsome and talented translator than Yang Sao, came to Yangling as easy as blowing off dust. Yang Sao only talked with structure.baiwei in the back building of a shabby house in Shimonoseki, Tokyo.
Bai Wei felt bad at that time. She took a fancy to Ling Qinru's brother Ling Biru, only to find someone else to date, but ignored Bai Wei's love. Structure.baiwei depressed to Yang Sao confession. After that, the two men came together in mutual appreciation.
That year, Bai Wei was 30 years old and Yang Sao was 24 years old. They belong to sister-in-law relationship and divorced. In this relationship, Bai Wei loves very lowly.
In order to maintain this feeling, structure.baiwei put a low profile in front of Yang Sao.
Even if Yang Sao goes to pick up girls casually and disappears casually, she won't give up. She admired Yang Sao and said, "You are the freshest, purest and most unpretentious man I have ever seen". Because of Bai Wei's enthusiasm and ferocity, Yang Sister-in-law was bored. He ran to Hangzhou for a while and found Cynthia chasing him. Then he fled to Zhangzhou, saw Bai Wei's letter and avoided Singapore.
Yang Sao wrote to structure.baiwei said:
Yang Sao told structure.baiwei, you wait for me. Structure.baiwei also waiting.
She came to Guangzhou first, then moved to Wuhan and finally came to Shanghai. During this period, she devoted herself to the fiery revolutionary struggle, and filled her inner emptiness and emotional loss with words. During this period, her creative talent was recognized by the literary world. Structure.baiwei's fame gradually rang and her living conditions improved. It can be said that the spring of her life has come.
It happened that nothing happened in other places, and Yang Sao, who was penniless, came back. Seeing the infinite scenery of Bai Wei and wanting to get back together, Bai Wei agreed without thinking. After the random harvest, Bai Wei found herself infected with sexually transmitted diseases. In addition, it also caused pneumonia, rhinitis, rheumatism, cholera, chronic abdominal pain and so on.
Even so, when she met such a wrong person, structure.baiwei still didn't stop. She also began to prepare for the wedding with Yang Sao. She sent invitations to relatives and friends and prepared a banquet, but on the wedding day, Sister Yang disappeared.
Yang Sao didn't get married because she was close to another woman.
Bai Wei was badly hit by this and was seriously ill. Her self-esteem and self-confidence were strongly shattered, like a withered flower, falling into the mud and difficult to recover. Xie Bingying described her in the writer's impression:
1June, 944, Sister Yang married and had children with Chen Renniang. After learning the news, Bai Wei fell again and was sad for a long time. After that, she never got married again. A person lives in a single unit in a residential area in Heping, Beijing. The house is shabby, the furnishings are simple and the room is messy. She lives alone.
Structure. Bai Wei's life, no husband, no children, no property. Only the pain left after being consumed by a wrong relationship.
If I can, I still hope that more women will be selfish in love, don't love someone too humbly, stop losing when they meet the wrong person, and don't screw up their lives for a man.
Love is a part of life, but it is by no means the whole of life. When love is not everything to you, it is not easy to be disappointed, otherwise once lost, it is easy to have nothing.
Everyone should have a mature view of love. One person is relaxed, and both of them are comfortable.
I like a passage very much: marriage and love are actually a long-distance race. Don't always think about speeding up. It's easy to give up halfway. It's better to advance at a constant speed and then go white-haired.
Used for self-encouragement and mutual encouragement.
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