Obviously you have answered 1570 questions for everyone, why can’t you see your own growth?
After being fired twice, you say that you have no confidence in yourself. If you really don’t If you are confident, you can go back to your hometown. You have been staying at home for a long time and are afraid to go out. You are just temporarily encountering difficulties. If you are really not good at interpersonal relationships, start with a simple job with less contact with people. Take a rest
How could someone who is kind to you ask you for money? Those shameless people will only take advantage of the vulnerability of others