People who have their destiny in their hands are deceiving themselves. They cannot see the dual unfreedom of matter and consciousness. But you are deceiving yourself but not others. You have seen the lack of freedom on the material level, but you have not discovered the lack of freedom on the conscious level. He believes that he still has an independent and free spiritual thought, and uses this spiritual thought to measure the material world in reverse. Born in a family of numerologists, I have known a lot since I was a child. The thoughts instilled in me by my family have taken over the innocence of my childhood, so I will be indifferent and calm in everything I encounter.