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The Reader introduces Tian Wei's article-Half an acre in a flower field Hou Jianfei. This is a story about mother's love and gratitude in words. Tian Wei, an ordinary Beijing girl, can't leave more material wealth for the world, but she has branded a red mark in people's hearts ... Since the day of pregnancy, Wang Chunrong has been shrouded in the joy of being a mother. She loves this little life in her belly too much. Not many women can understand this woman worker's heart-she lost her mother when she was a child, or when she was a little girl, she thought to herself that if she had children in the future, she must give all her love to her children and never let them lose their maternal love. However, the child did not arrive as scheduled. Five days after the expected date of delivery, Wang Chunrong obviously felt that the fetus had stopped moving, and she came to the hospital for examination. No fetal sound. The doctor pronounced the fetus dead. Wang Chunrong, who was in tears, collapsed to the ground ... The operation was carried out immediately. The baby girl who didn't breathe was like a transparent carrot, and was slapped on the back by the nurse upside down, but there was no response. Wang Chunrong, who has been awake, cried loudly, and before the knife was stitched, she struggled to get up and grab the child. Just as the medical staff were preparing for the final treatment of the baby, the mother's crying stopped abruptly and the delivery room was suddenly quiet. Just as the medical staff were in a daze, an extremely weak baby cry startled everyone. The miracle happened on this early spring morning-Wang Chunrong's daughter came back from the dead! Wang Chunrong desperately grabbed the baby and held it tightly in her arms. The baby's crying is getting louder and louder, and the mother's tears are still flowing freely, but these are already tears of happiness. The name of this recovered baby girl is Tian, and her mother named her Tian Wei. Tian family is the most common family in Beijing, and Tian Wei's parents are factory workers. Tian Wei likes reading and drawing since he was a child. When he was in junior high school, Tian Wei had read a lot of China classical literature. Strange Tales from a Lonely Studio, Tang poetry and Song poetry are her favorites. Tian Wei started to keep a diary and take reading notes when he was in the first grade, but no one could read those words, not even his mother. From elementary school to junior high school, although Tian Wei's composition has always been regarded as a model essay, her academic performance has always been average. Several teachers said that this child loves reading casual books and spends all his time on reading, otherwise his grades will be better. The mother tolerates her daughter's reading and buying books. Tian Wei, who had been sensible for a long time, knew that his family was not well off, so he bought old books as much as possible. The day when Beijing Ditan has a special book fair twice a year has become her most anticipated festival. Sometimes she doesn't eat or drink there all day, and all the money she gives birth to buys books. In 21, Tian Wei was in Grade Three. One day soon after the winter vacation, Tian Wei came home from school with a strange expression. Mother asked her why, she hesitated for a long time, and then held out her left middle finger and said to her mother, in PE class, I felt some pain in this finger. When I looked carefully, I found that the middle finger was pale and there was no trace of blood. The PE teacher said that the house of lords should check it. The mother quickly grabbed her daughter's hand and looked at it carefully, but found nothing unusual. Tian Wei was afraid of her mother's worry, so she said, maybe she accidentally bumped into something at that time. Then one day, the four fingers of Tian Wei's left hand turned white, accompanied by terrible pain. The teacher told Tian Wei to go home, and her parents rushed her to the hospital. After a series of blood test results came out, the doctor had a good idea: Tian Wei had a disease similar to hematologic cancer's. This disease is mostly caused by the incompatibility of parents' blood types, and the incidence rate of children is one in 1,. The four bad news suddenly fell on this beautiful 15-year-old girl, just like "stillborn" 15 years ago, which caught the whole family off guard. Mother prayed thousands of times: will miracles happen again? Can Tian Tian come back to life? While the adults were focusing on Tian Wei's illness, Tian Wei endured the sharp pain from time to time and turned his attention to his studies. In the third year of junior high school, Tian Wei studied in school for less than three months, but she was admitted to Zhongguancun Middle School in Beijing with one grade. In three years of high school, Tian Wei spent almost half her time at home for illness or hospitalization, but she was admitted to the Chinese Department of beijing language and culture university with excellent results. Tian Wei knows how much his parents have paid for himself. She knows that in order to treat her, the family has spent almost all their savings. She has no other way to repay the love of her loved ones, only with an optimistic attitude, while actively cooperating with the treatment, while studying hard. During this period, the mother shed the most tears, but she seldom shed tears in front of people, let alone her daughter. Whenever she sees her daughter in unbearable pain, the mother tries to make her daughter happy. Mother said, "Tian Tian, if you feel uncomfortable, you won't go to school." A woman without talent is virtue', and the Tian family has never won the top prize in his life, so your father still marries a good woman! " My mother suddenly became humorous, but Tian Wei, who is considerate, knew that my mother was never a joker, and her pain was in her body and her mother's pain was in her heart. In the silent nights, Tian Wei lost sleep in pain, or woke up from pain. She knew that in a corner of the night, her mother was weeping; She knows that what her mother wants to do most is to bear the pain for herself! This little bit was felt by the intelligent sweetness, and she recorded every touch and happiness in words. Gradually, Tian Wei felt that whenever he described his mother's love with gratitude, or when he spent a flower, a grass, a tree and a stone, the pain in his hands, feet and head would be alleviated; Whenever I remember the encouragement and help from my parents, relatives, classmates and teachers with gratitude, the gray sky will brighten up. Writing has become the most vivid color in Tian Wei's life. In 24, a personal space named "Flower Field and Half an acre" appeared on the campus network in Peking University. The casual writing style, like short songs, has attracted countless sincere eyes. The memory of an autumn leaf, a pool of water and a wisp of coffee seems to have a breath of life there. Of course, careful people will also see that behind this beautiful poetic text, there is a touch of sadness and multiple torture of life and fate. Such words full of spirituality and wisdom, like a gentle wind, make a little ripple on the impetuous sea in the troubled university campus. Perhaps it was God's will that Tian Wei, who was ill, unexpectedly gained a love in this half-acre flower field. A senior who was later nicknamed "Big Bear" by her couldn't resist the poetic temptation of "Huatian", so she must find the owner of Huatian to have a look: "What kind of beautiful person wrote such beautiful words?" They fell in love at first sight. Bear is about to graduate. Mother invited Bear to dinner at home. Finally, she tentatively asked, "Do you know about Tian Tian's illness?" Bear nodded seriously and said, "Tian Tian told me everything, but it's not a problem ..." At this moment, Tian Wei rushed out of the next room, threw himself into his mother's arms and cried bitterly. Later, she quietly said to her mother, "Mom, I will definitely put on the whitest wedding dress for you! I want you to know that you have the most beautiful daughter in the world! " However, she finally didn't wait until the day when she put on her wedding dress, and death closed the net. On the evening of August 13th, 27, 21-year-old Tian Wei closed her beautiful big eyes. She was in her third year of college. "Flower field is half an acre", a word becomes a prophecy. A fairy-like girl left half an acre of flower field and went to become a butterfly. Six Tian Wei's close friends from universities compiled her computer logs in memory of her. To the students' great surprise, she was writing from the moment she learned of her illness to the day before her death, and every word was a story of gratitude. Tian Wei remembers from his playmates in primary school, writing little by little about growing up. When she learned that her disease was still a medical problem in the world, and that many sick children in China died because their families were poor and had no money to treat them, she wrote a letter for help to Liang Xiaosheng, an elective course teacher. Teacher Liang is a deputy to the National People's Congress. "If Teacher Liang submits a bill, the government can set up a fund, and children suffering from this disease will have hope." Jing, a close friend of Tian Wei's high school, said that she went to college in Nanjing, and Tian Tian always wrote to her personally, and she never forgot to make a card herself every birthday. If you haven't heard from Tian Tian for a long time, Jing will know that her condition has worsened. "Tian Wei never writes to her friends when she is depressed. What she informs everyone must be happy news." Jing also said that once she came back from Nanjing to meet Tian Wei, Tian Wei said that she had something to do in those two days and wanted to meet again in a few days. Static knew that Tian Wei didn't want to see her with a sickly face. Three days later, Tian Wei suddenly appeared in front of her, as bright as the sun, and Ming Che's big eyes were shining, as if he had never been ill. Tian Wei said in his diary, "If you can, just let my right eye shed tears. The other eye makes it bright and smiling. " About mother, Tian Wei wrote: "Mom said that it would be great if I could give birth to you again. You seem to resent yourself and make me a sick body. You think you caused me continuous suffering. Mom, I am always grateful to you for giving me life. Even though this body has many disappointments, life has always been a unique and most precious gift. I am grateful that I am your daughter in this life, and thank you for thinking that I am by your side and can open up in your palm. Mom, the bad part is our common destiny, and happiness is indeed a deeper theme. " Now, at the foot of the Western Mountain in Beijing, there is a cemetery called Hot Springs, where Tian Wei, a fairy, sleeps peacefully. In front of the small tombstone, there was a bunch of gentian flowers all the year round, which was Tian Wei's favorite flower before his death.