I think the name of the poster is pretty good: not only is the word Tian not rustic, it also seems fresh and connotative at this moment. Of course, if you don’t like it, it’s a matter of personal preference! There are two solutions to this problem. One is to go to the police station to change your name after discussing with your parents; because the law stipulates that adults can change their names on their own. The second way is to work on your own psychology.
First of all, I have to briefly analyze the character and psychology of the poster. Judging from the poster's question, he used two strong rhetorical questions in succession. It can be seen that on the one hand, the poster is a person who pays more attention to personality. His views often conflict with the calm views of his family, and his personality is relatively rebellious. On the other hand, he said You are going crazy, so you have probably encountered something that has hit you hard recently. Maybe it has something to do with your name, such as ridicule from classmates, colleagues, etc. Judging from the sentence structure of "Is it hard to hear? Exhale or not?", your age should be between the youth age group, that is, 15-26 years old; and the short two lines of language have a profound emotional leakage , indicating that the poster is not living a satisfactory life in daily life, especially psychologically, he is often in a depressed state. Furthermore, the poster complaining about this name issue is just because he feels "contempt". If the poster is not part of the post-90s generation, it may only be due to your psychological "empathy".
For these analyses, I must first apologize to you. I’m sorry, but I shouldn’t analyze people randomly; however, in order to better solve this problem, I have to analyze your personality and psychology as much as possible. . But I really didn’t mean to offend!
For the above issues, my suggestions are: First, strengthen moral cultivation and philosophical cultivation, and improve your understanding of the nature of things. For example, a name is actually just a code name. It does not need to be worth your depression, let alone It is necessary to make you feel less confident from now on; secondly, pay as much attention to external things as possible, it is best to focus on things that you like, better things, and reduce the attention to yourself, so many so-called "problems, troubles" "Ah, it doesn't exist; third, make two close friends, talk to them often, vent your feelings regularly, and release depression and other bad emotions in your heart as early as possible; fourth, don't always focus on one side , even if it is "empathy", don't just move it to one aspect. For example, you can also move it to things that are easy to change, such as your clothes and the weather, which can alleviate your pain.
In fact, there are indeed some psychological obstacles to this problem. The most fundamental thing is that you should pay less attention to yourself. In fact, this name is really better, unless you are a girl (maybe this name affects your feelings), if it doesn't work, you can also discuss changing the name with your parents; but more of it is up to you to decide for yourself. Open up and raise your sights!
(If necessary, we can chat alone. I can also help you with psychological counseling. I can also talk about your real confusions. There is nothing to be embarrassed about. After all, these are the problems. the real location)