My name is Li. Actually, I have another name, Yu Huan, which in turn means joy.
It used to sound good, but as long as I thought of the name, I couldn't help gnashing my teeth.
When I first met Yan Ziling, I was really fascinated and surprised that there were such beautiful people in the world. That's really a face that can't be found anywhere.
Ties scrambled to follow, and he willingly became his pet. From then on, he had a magnificent house with a big pond, and lived a comfortable life. ?
After all, as a fish in the eyes of mortals, I have reached the highest treatment of my kind. Finally, it's not bad to carry a big tree on your back to enjoy the cool. Prince Dongfang is even different from other families in raising fish.
Yan Ziling is very kind to me, probably because other fish don't have my high wings, and things are rare and expensive, so my value is rising.
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If I keep my position, my life will be extremely smooth, but unfortunately, I shouldn't covet his beauty.
The avatar wanted to kiss Fang Ze, but he was mistaken for a traitor who broke into the palace to assassinate him. He almost sealed his throat with a sword, and I was so scared that I fell on the ground.
The moonlight shone on his chiseled face, and the knife-shaped eyebrows were cold.
"Say, who are you to break into the East Palace at night?"
"..." I was speechless for a moment, only my head was buzzing.
The blade clings to my throat, gradually penetrating three points, and my painful tears drop straight. At that time, I was about twelve.
I couldn't help crying like a child, and finally I was so nervous that I fainted. When I woke up, I found myself lying on the sofa.
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I rubbed my half-closed eyes, and Yan Ziling put a hand on her forehead. She was so absorbed in her book that I was not noticed when I approached him.
I glanced at the passbook, which read: Jizhou was seriously flooded and countless people were displaced.
Suddenly my heart thumped and I felt guilty. Nine times out of ten, it is my own masterpiece. As we all know, we cry like mandarin ducks when we smell it, and there will be floods.
After a long time, I decided to tell the truth and be a good boy.
He just looked up at me and didn't react much. Obviously, he doesn't believe my fable. Until I finally showed my true colors in the surrounding empty space, he was dumbfounded, and he was a little dumbfounded.
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Surprisingly, Yan Ziling didn't accuse me, but patiently taught me what not to abuse divine power, but to cultivate virtue and be kind to others.
I froze for a moment, and after a while I said, "Aren't you afraid?"
"What are you afraid of?"
"Devil."
"What about the devil? Everything is spiritual, but this is a different category. What is there to be afraid of? "
It may be the first time I saw someone think that demons and people are equal, so even after that, I was very happy and had no regrets.
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In order not to make my appearance too ostentatious, Yan Ziling arranged an identity for me, and fostered me in the East Palace in the name of an orphan of the war minister, and named me Yuhuan, hoping that I would be happy all my life.
The only thing he can't do is cry, because it will lead to floods. He also knows that this is counterintuitive, but for the sake of the country and the people, he can only wronged me.
So I was spoiled since I was a child. In the East Palace, I walked sideways, and no one dared to mess with me, so I didn't shed a tear.
For me, it is enough to go in and out of the palace like an ordinary person and accompany him for a lifetime.
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In a blink of an eye, I have passed my thirties, although he always said that men and women are different, and demons are no exception.
However, I always insist on eating, drinking and whoring. I harass him for a few minutes from time to time and follow him for some courtship. Even though I was rejected many times, I persisted.
Whenever lonely, the most reluctant thing is that the temperature of his palm is always so light and soft to stick to his hair.
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This kind of happiness lasted until the arrival of Green Sleeve. The prince appointed by the emperor was as beautiful as a fairy and had a mountain of jade seals, and no one could change it.
I asked Yan Ziling, "Do you like her?"
He always turns a deaf ear to silence, and my heart secretly rejoices, but Yan Ziling's attitude towards me is always hot and cold, and no amount of patience can be exhausted.
I ran away in a rage, wandering around with my proud huge white wings, venting all my anguish, and the cold teachings of His Royal Highness have long been forgotten.
I think I did it on purpose. I just want him to run around, keep controlling the water, let me lead him by the nose, and have no time to take care of any good things. I am the only one in my heart.
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Until one day, I was unfortunately caught by him and prepared to bear the wrath of thunder, but he smiled brightly.
At the moment, the sun, the moon and the stars seem to be inferior to them. At that moment, I was in a trance, and I clearly saw that his eyes were full of joy of being found, without any disguise.
He hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear, "If you run again, I will tie you to my side even if I break this wing."
It was discovered that his body lost a lot and his eyebrows were gaunt. It turns out that he cares so much about me.
A lot of words have been on my lips for a long time, but I don't know what to say. At this moment, I just want to snuggle in his arms and refuse to move at all.
Back to the palace, I saw that my extremely ugly greensleeves couldn't hold on any longer, and I was preached everywhere that I was a witch who charmed the Lord.
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In this way, I was imprisoned by the emperor. In order not to implicate him, under torture, I endured the pain, and my nails were embedded in the meat, but I refused to shed half a tear, which made them sit still. I would bring disaster.
But when he knelt in front of the emperor and pleaded for me, and his knees oozed bright red for three days and three nights, I still couldn't help crying.
Since then, I don't know why his temperament suddenly changed and his face looked like a pool of cold water.
I didn't want to say a word that day, but he really cut off my wings and threw me out of the palace gate, vowing to break up with me in front of the emperor. At that moment, I felt that I really gave up.
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It happened that he still refused to let me go, always secretly looking for someone to send me a feather letter to be caring and attentive. Crimson hair used to be my favorite thing, but now it is a sad irony.
Speaking of it, people are really contradictory and ridiculous animals. After spending a long time with them, I began to ink. I haven't received the letter for several days in a row, but I still miss it day by day, and I still can't let it go.
Only on the last day, a long-lost letter said that he wanted to see me before he died. I scoffed, but decided to go. I was just about to start when Green Sleeve came to me in a hurry.
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She told me that the prince had died a few days ago, and the emperor didn't want to take this opportunity to vent his anger, so he secretly sent people to spread false news.
I insist on leaving regardless. She wondered, "Do you not believe me or are you crazy? Why do you know that this is a conspiracy but go to the appointment regardless of life and death? "
Actually, I don't know why, because I want to see him. Even though I know all this is false, I want to go to a place with his breath. Even if I die, I should at least be close to him.
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Green Sleeve told me that what Yan Ziling did was just a deal with the emperor. If he can guarantee my safety, he will draw a line with me and stop giving me the chance to release my divine power.
Therefore, I was forbidden to hide in a wilderness, and even the emperor could not find my shelter, which also prevented the flood from spreading to the people.
The emperor had to promise not to hurt my life, or he would commit suicide and never give in.
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Clinker Yan Ziling missed her illness and she couldn't ask my forgiveness when she was depressed. The papers she sent out always went away and never came back, which led to such a bleak ending.
After listening to all this, I didn't cry as expected, just brushed my thoughts lightly.
In fact, when there were no feathers in the letter, I knew that he was afraid of an accident and was ready to die.
I don't hate him for a long time. I want to be with him more than hate. I'm annoyed because he took the initiative and didn't want to bear the wind and rain with me. He insisted on taking everything by himself.
The only regret now is that we are both too stubborn to pull back ten cows after making up our minds.
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Before, Green Sleeve didn't leave me alone. I thought it was jealousy, but some conversations made me underestimate her love for Yan Ziling. Although there was a feud in the past, now I want to thank her and confirm my guess again.
It was dark the day I returned to Du Ji. I slowly pushed open the gate by myself, and all sides were closed. The fire of the arrow cluster poured with thick oil is as fierce as the stars and as dense as a storm.
But I'm not afraid. I still have a smile on my lips, because this is my best home. In the faint light, a familiar face overflowed into my heart, as if it were still dim in front of him that night.
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If there is an afterlife, I hope I am still Yu Huan, and you are still the Prince of Du Ji who is as warm as jade and as cold as snow.
However, Yan Ziling, the next time it's my turn to protect you, I just hope I can be happy all my life and never leave.
(End)