From the above dream, it is obvious that you are a person who wants to be treated fairly (related to milk tea). And sometimes doing things in life has an extreme side (tearing things).
Secondly, through dreams, people can gain insight into their inner needs in a certain period.
Recently, I need to rely on and get rid of it, which can be reflected by crying and holding my boyfriend's leg. In the meantime, I think you need a good rest, walking with your boyfriend, drinking tea and listening to music. To ease your nervousness.
To tell the truth, there are not many easy-to-learn explanations for dreaming this dream, unless you really think this dream is unusual, then you are required to tell me more details. If you don't avoid easy-to-learn explanations, you can see my other answers.
In a word, I hope everything goes well with you.