I dreamed that I saw my shoes drop (female)

The loss of shoes shows worthless efforts. I think you should be prepared for two things. You have no source of income now. You have been taking the postgraduate entrance examination for two years. Do you have the heart to continue gnawing at the old capital?

It's not wrong to stick to your beliefs, but think about your parents. They hope you can find a stable job. In addition, you have to go through the process of finding a job after the postgraduate entrance examination. Why not practice it from now on?

Wish you success!