You just asked what this matter was about. I think it has something to do with your personality. You may be a perfectionist in your study, work and life. You have done something sorry to yourself and you will never forget it. Besides, you may have a stupid mouth. My mind is full of ideas and I can't say a word. I am timid. Is a child who has nothing to worry about. Otherwise, I wouldn't have asked this question.
Maybe you've been calling to say who you are for a long time, and it will take her a long time to remember. You worry too much.