I think you have just joined the work, and your family wants you to go on a blind date, so it is difficult and contradictory for you to face your career and marriage at the same time. In love and marriage, it seems that you have your own ideas. Although you may dislike this old-fashioned way, the way you handle it is unreasonable. In fact, blind date is just a way to meet friends of the opposite sex, and whether it is accepted or not depends entirely on you; But if not handled properly, it will alienate you from your parents. I have had it before, and I had your confusion at the beginning. My current girlfriend met on a blind date. )
I hope you can adjust your mentality and have confidence in the future.