Why is the urn empty again? Maybe I finally convinced myself that I don't want to die, or on the other hand, I think I should live more actively.
At least it shows that your life has improved psychologically, or that you have a very strong desire to change your life. It indicates that you will become more optimistic, confident and positive. At least this dream is nothing to be afraid of.
I think it can be used as a "reward" for myself. Very good. Keep it up.