I dreamed of a monk last night. He told me that he was my master. . .

You pay too much attention to things outside, too much attention to many vain and meaningless things. I'm not talking about money and birthright, but some inexplicable useless things. Think about it.

Crying in dreams, subconscious emotional catharsis, scientifically speaking, is a manifestation of stress.

As for seeing you after the tenth time, I really dare not talk nonsense. No one can understand what happened in the last life and the next life. Maybe you really have Buddha's fate. Buddhism always says to practice the afterlife, but it seems that your "master" wants you to practice this life well.

This is not to persuade you to become a monk. I have always thought that becoming a monk is actually giving up, and practicing at home is to be tested.

I think if you really come to practice, I'm afraid you paid too much attention to things you shouldn't have paid attention to in the last session.