Dreaming of horses is a good thing, representing the main reason for good luck. The red horse may be a bloody BMW. At first it didn't listen to you, but later it became handy after recovery. A leopard stands for the strong. It may be your boss. Your success in your career keeps you from pursuing the strong. I suggest you find a good time and try to communicate with your boss. If you really think you can't do it, then learn something solid and jump again.