This happens when I'm stressed.
I had worse dreams than you.
People will inevitably lose, sometimes everything is fine, but they still owe some luck. Especially those who are as talented as when they started, or not as good as themselves, but have developed.
It is even more difficult to reduce the pressure in my heart and often torture my thoughts.
In this case, you should relax, don't feel that you don't earn enough money, and be down-to-earth and have a good life. Money is an urgent need. You must improve yourself, work hard and strive hard, and your developed fortune will surely come.
It seems that you are still young and have a long life, but you are not old. It's hard to say who earns more than who and who is better than who.
Think more about things that can make you happy. If you indulge in happy things, your mood will gradually adjust.