Your dream is simple. First of all, let's start with the basics: you always do things fairly. Maybe you haven't noticed, but in fact you like the doctrine of the mean. In life, emotion often trumps reason. People who are not radical in their communication often can't help but resist or simply ignore small violations. Your social relationship is fairly stable. Life also tends to be stable.
You're easily disgusted with other people's lives recently. You're a little person. It's no big deal.