You went to the hospital for a kind of help, which shows that you have been actively dealing with this matter.
You can't go out when you go to the toilet, which means that your situation is not good in your opinion, because the toilet is very dirty, and your situation is just like this toilet.
Please relax yourself, go back to your dream, go back to that toilet, open the door, do nothing, face your pursuers, stick to it quietly and don't escape.
In this way, in the subconscious, you will have the strength to face your predicament and not escape. I'm sure you'll find a solution.