I am afraid to escape from the pavilion, which shows that you are a little afraid of this open emotional space and hope to get a certain emotional relationship.
"Grandparents and cousins are gone", and the combination of grandparents and cousins is an external relative, symbolizing a boyfriend. You still want to find this emotional need, so "grandma didn't take me home but led me through a secret passage from the city." The old woman was led by an experienced person to get married, which is a kind of seeking guidance. Of course, grandma often looks for the potential wisdom prototype in your heart! Crossing the city to the countryside is from a good living environment to a poor living environment. Maybe your boyfriend is in poor financial condition.
"I saw eight straw houses and a tile house at her friend's house. There is a big rooster in the cage in the yard, which has all the organs, but is still alive. Grandma's friend said that the chicken only lived for one day. Grandma fed it with a chopping board, and the cock's mouth touched and fell off. Although the dream is absurd after waking up, "this is a description of the bad situation in life." The rooster seems to be asking for your love, and it is also your own reflection. You're afraid you can't hold on! I am also afraid that love and life will not last long, which reflects your contradictory heart!
Let's just say that my parents have nothing and don't have high demands on life. How do they live their lives? But modern people care too much about the quality of life, and their requirements for love are also influenced by material things, which is very realistic! This cock without internal organs is actually a portrayal of people without love, and it won't last for a few days! Geometry of life, life is just suffering from the body, but there is still spirit inside. Without spirit, people live like pigs!