So you avoid her and dare not look into her eyes. At first glance, it will turn to stone. It seems that if you really accept this temptation, you will fall into an irreparable situation and cannot move on.
You want to kill her and completely eliminate the temptation to fall, but so far you can only face it by escaping and avoiding. You don't know what to do and you can't solve it.
Are there any strong temptations in life that lead you to the side you think is degenerate, such as study, diet, emotion, mentality, health, etc. This requires your own thinking.
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