Secondly, I don't think you read much. When you encounter these strange dreams, you don't know how to explain them scientifically. You seem to believe in ghosts and gods, but you don't believe in science, medicine and truth.
When I was a teenager, I also had strange dreams like ghosts and gods. I felt as if I were out of life itself and in another illusory time and space. . . . In fact, everyone has had this dream.
We know very little about people after death and the world after death. Our imagination and speculation in this respect actually comes from the movies we usually watch. Especially horror ghost movies and the like.
So after watching these movies, we will have a sense of substitution, and feel that those things will happen to us, and it is easy to have horrible and strange dreams.
In fact, life is normal and death is normal. People, like flowers, trees, fish, insects, birds and animals, thrive in nature from generation to generation. . . . . In your own opinion, how important you think you are, but in nature and the universe, we are all tiny creatures, our life, our death, our love and hate. . . Are insignificant.
So, when you live in the world, you should take it easy and don't take things outside too seriously. I want to dance with the wind and grow naturally from a grass that once grew in the wild. Feel the warmth of the sun, feel the sunshine, rain, dew, rain, snow, wind and frost in every season, and you will feel that life is so beautiful! It's good that we can come to this world for a walk!
I study psychology and philosophy. According to Freud's dream analysis, most dreams about ghosts come from personal psychological pressure.
Think for yourself, what are the pressures you are currently facing? Where did it come from? How to solve it? Or look at the problem from another angle, and your stress can be eliminated immediately!
When you solve your psychological stress. This kind of dream and feeling won't bother you anymore.
Your current situation is: serious insecurity! Working alone in the mountains, often working overtime, lack of entertainment, maybe you just sleep besides working!
There is not much contact with the outside world, and there is less communication with relatives and friends. You are lonely, and you lack someone to talk to and explain. If you work in your hometown city, besides working for eight hours, you still have a lot of time to spend with your relatives and friends. People come and go, and there are many programs. Your mental state must be very good! It will never be like this.
I can imagine that your working environment is very bad. Chemical plants located in mountainous areas may discharge a lot of chemical sewage, seriously damaging the local ecological environment. Moreover, the salary will not be very high, and small factories that violate the rules may be investigated and dealt with by relevant departments at any time. This is not a very good job. Maybe you have no choice. Alas. . .
anyway/no matter what/ in any case
I wish you happiness!