Guanyin Bodhisattva is a very compassionate goddess, symbolizing kind mother, maternal love and selfless love like Mother Earth. Grandma in my dream, an old man represents profound wisdom after vicissitudes of life, and is also a symbol of kindness.
To sum up: everything is fine. If there is a problem, it may be that you suppress your desires too much and take moral concepts too strictly.
So you should give full play to yourself properly.