What dreams did you have and wake up glad it was just a dream?

Since the birth of the child, I have been in a state of severe sleep deprivation. It is difficult for me to sleep at ordinary times. A few days after the full moon, I dreamed that the child's figure was getting smaller and smaller, and finally it was as small as mahjong. I dare not hold it in my hand, but somehow, one second the child was still in my hand, and the next, the child was gone. I searched madly, and I couldn't shed a tear when I cried. My mind kept repeating the disappearance of the child, and at that time I was desperate. Really, I don't think it's meaningful to live without my children. I can't breathe. I'm choking. I thought I was going to die of grief and wake up. I cried when I saw the sleeping baby beside me. Wake up the baby, hold and feed him, watch him breast-feed and pinch his little face, which is more lovely than usual. He is as beautiful as an angel. It's okay. It's okay. This is just a dream. Mom can't lose you. On that day, I decided to have a younger brother or sister in the future, so that after my husband and I left, we could have brothers and sisters to rely on each other.