How does it feel to understand something that you didn’t understand at the time and suddenly understand it many years later, and it’s terrifying to think about it carefully?

1 An encounter occurred when I was very young. I was only five or six years old at that time. Because the family is very big and flourishing, the eldest son with a house got married in a certain rural area. So my grandma took me there - I was the same generation as the groom, and I was the legitimate son of our family. My parents didn't go because they were busy with work. It would still be the 1980s. Weddings in rural areas are very lively. It was noisy for most of the day. There were many people at the wedding, and my grandma didn't pay attention to me. One of the guests attending the wedding, who must be from the same village, saw me and a few children running around and playing, and he became very close to me and gave me He ate sweets and asked me many questions.

My parents have taught me to be polite since I was a child, so I answered in a good manner, and he also gave me candy. After that, he asked me if I liked puppies and kittens. Of course I did. Ah, a child. So he said he would take me to their house to play with puppies and kittens, so I followed him stupidly. After walking for a long time, I came to a small yard (there were several times during this period when I didn’t want to leave, so he gave me candy. I ate.

When I walked in, I found that there were no puppies or kittens. I said I wanted to go home, and he smiled and said he couldn’t leave. I didn’t understand what he meant at the time. Fortunately, someone came to look for him. The man who came to the house was the groom! He came for me! He took me home and brought me to my grandma! I was kidnapped. My grandma burst into tears when she found out that I was missing after the wedding. Fortunately, everyone in the village knew what the family was doing, so they looked for me right away. Come and take me home. If you come later, I'm afraid I will be transferred to another place. I am still grateful to my clan brother! He abandoned the bride after the wedding and came to rescue me in time. Home.

2 When I was young, my family’s shop was by the bridge, and there was a “flower tea shop” under the bridge. I rented an extra house built by my friend’s family. Later, the tea shop suddenly closed for no reason, and a group of us. The little boy went to see the room. There were many beds in there, but they were separated by wooden boards. There were about ten beds inside.

Everyone thought it was fun, just like Bai Xue. The princess discovered that the room of the Seven Dwarfs was very novel, so it became our game gathering place until one day I asked my mother why there were so many injection syringes on the floor where we were playing. He asked me where I had gone wild, and when he found out, he beat me up and ordered me not to go there again.

I always felt aggrieved. It was only when I grew up that I finally understood the reason. Extremely, I feel that my childhood has been completely ruined.

Tips: 1. A "flower tea shop" is a tea shop with a flower girl, and the flower girl is what we commonly call "Miss". p>2 You can guess what the dozen or so beds separated by wooden boards are used for.

3 The function of the injection syringe is mentioned in the comments.

< p>3. A friend from my hometown often picks up white balloons in the lower reaches of the river in the village. I don’t know who dumped them. Although they are a bit greasy, they are not the same as ordinary balloons (?) , but after adding water, it seemed quite fun to blow it up.

But he was very stingy and never let us play with it.

So one day he blew up two balloons. , filled it with water (I don’t know whether to fill it first or blow it first), and returned home happily.

As a result, I was beaten by a mixed couple from my parents.

4 When my grandma gave birth to her first aunt, my grandpa got sick. My grandma heard from the village god that my aunt and grandpa were not compatible, so she drowned her in a basin one afternoon. Grandma told the leader of the production team that my aunt was sick and died. In those days, human life was so important that no one cared about it.

As soon as I pressed it, she giggled, thinking I was playing with her. Decades later, my grandma told us with a smile, as if she was talking about someone else’s family. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I had to cover her with another basin and put something heavy on it. After a while, there was no movement before I went to take a look.

Last time I said I would kill a frog by the river. Just as I was about to chop it, it grabbed my knife with its bare hands and shed tears. I felt so pitiful. Throw it and the knife into the river. After talking about drowning my aunt, my grandma talked about it again.

It’s scary to think about it.

My grandmother passed away more than ten years ago. At that time, she and my sister were waiting for my grandfather to have a meeting in front of the county committee. Then she suddenly suffered a myocardial infarction and fell to the ground and died.