As for your worry about marriage, it is not unnecessary, but early marriage has a great influence and late marriage is much better, which is also related to the mature concept of late marriage.
To sum up, I guess your current career is relatively smooth, leading to a tendency to be half-hearted. The most dangerous thing is not an affair, not a divorce, but escaping into an empty door in ancient times, and now you are alone, so please cherish the people around you.