I think there will be more or less. For example, my father still doesn’t dare to look at my grandma’s photos, and he doesn’t dare to live alone in his hometown. In fact, he is not afraid of my grandma, but Because his grandma's death hit him so hard, he was a little reluctant to see these things, because it seemed that when he saw the sad things in the past, those regrets would come to him, and then he might be in pain to the point of wanting to cry. , so we can only stay away, not see or see, so as not to think of it.
My family's family conditions are not good. There were many children at home when I was a child. Moreover, when I was very young, my grandfather was injured when he was a soldier and his health was not good. In short, he took medicine almost every day. My grandma was also unable to work in the fields due to poor health. It seemed that she was still earning work points at that time, so my family was relatively poor in our village.
Later, my grandpa passed away, and the family gradually got better. My grandma’s health was not good anymore. There were many children in the family, and the family burden was extremely heavy. At that time, only my parents worked. At that time, there was already a land-sharing system. At first, my grandma could still see, but later she became completely blind. When grandma was in her seventies, probably because she didn’t want to drag my father down, she sent my parents out to the street. They asked one to buy her food and the other to buy her medicine, so he ended his life at home. So my father has not been able to go back to his hometown or enter my grandma's room.
At that time, my father almost went crazy. He was almost stupid. So he was really sad to the extreme. Maybe after he gets better, he will be afraid of the things that once caused him pain. Grandma passed away. More than ten years later, my father still doesn’t dare to go back to his hometown or look at grandma’s photos. I think I can understand that Huo Siyan is afraid of bananas because she misses her mother too much.