At this time, all the people have fallen asleep peacefully. In dreams, everyone should have different dreams! I, on the other hand, was silent and a little weird. There are ghosts all around, and they are sucking the wandering souls. And I, like the thousand-year-old mummy, didn't breathe, didn't have a heartbeat, and my whole body froze there, like a dead man. People, not sleeping; Dream, but stay awake! This is the biggest sorrow in my life.
People, why live; Everyone has his own story. So, what do I live for? I should live for my dream. Once, I had many dreams; Nowadays, they are all replaced by reality. Today, I still have a dream. I am afraid it will be replaced by reality in the near future. I live for my dreams; However, my dream will never let me see the end ... If I can't see the end of my dream, I will convince myself that I want to live for my responsibility.
When I turn on the music, Rene Liu's song rings in my ear: Keep my sadness to yourself, and your beauty will make you take it away. Since then, I have no reason to be happy ... This moment is so heartbreaking. Keep your eyes on the document and look at the document full of words. Is this writing or writing? No, not words, not works, but words that I want to say all my life!
For a long time, I shut myself in my room and listened to A San's Lonely Singing. The woman who may be as lonely and indifferent as me; A woman who may be worse than me! There seems to be a shadow in front of me, with loneliness in indifference. It turns out that A San is also a lofty, lonely, arrogant and narcissistic woman. Like me, she is alone in her own world, either quiet or noisy. ...
I don't know how many people in this world are like me, living silently in loneliness and living for responsibility. Live, watch silently, bear all the joys and sorrows of life. Too often, there is no one else in my world but my own shadow. My mother saw me curled up like this and said, "You! What a loser. Seeing someone else's daughter can't stay for a day. I either run east or west every day, or I don't know how to go shopping. All you know is that you should stay at home all day, and it's best not to step out of the house. " Listening to my mother's nagging, I showed an ugly smile I laughed just to hint at my mother, so I'm fine and I'm satisfied.
Spring has really come. Words about spring can be seen everywhere, but my season is still so cold. Cold wind, rustling rain, and loneliness in the past. Who knows how much heartache is hidden in this boudoir? How bleak is it? Women are the easiest to get old while waiting! I am really afraid to write this sentence, afraid that my face will disappear in an instant. What a terrible thing that would be!
In fact, how eager I am to harvest real happiness, infatuation and sincerity before I get old! What kind of courage does it take to want more than you want? Just to meet a true heart, true feelings and the right person in life! People are always greedy. I, in particular, have no room for concession in the word "sincerity". I have repeatedly asked myself, is "sincerity" really that important? For these two words, would you rather die alone? I didn't hear any answer, like my heart, I'm tired!
A person's deepest desire will not fall apart from some irrelevant people. A person's joys and sorrows, a person's sorrow, can only die and self-destruct in the cycle of years ... I came to this world gently, and finally, I will leave you quietly! The only thing worth thanking is-there are words! The words published in various magazines and newspapers and the feelings expressed on Sina blog will not disappear with my departure, although they will not be the continuation of my life in the end!