Spring is the same, people are empty, and tears are red and sad. Peach blossom falls, idle pool pavilion. Although Meng Shan is here, it is hard to trust Jin Shu. Mo, Mo, Mo!
Lu You was a famous patriotic poet in the Southern Song Dynasty. He was born in a wealthy scholarly family in Yin Shan, Yuezhou. In his childhood, when the Jin people invaded the south, he often fled with his family. At this time, his mother's uncle Cheng Tang and his family had a lot of contacts with Lujia. Tang Cheng has a daughter named Tang Wan and her name is Huixian. She has been quiet and elegant since childhood, but she is not good at words but understanding. Lu you, who is similar in age, hit it off very well. They are childhood friends and bosom friends. Although in the war, two inexperienced teenagers still spent a pure and beautiful time together. As they grow older, a lingering feeling gradually arises in their hearts.
In their youth, Lu You and Tang Wan were both good at poetry, and they often poured out their hearts through poetry. Before and after the flowers, they sang poems to each other. Their beautiful figures were in pairs, just like a pair of colorful butterflies dancing among the flowers, and their eyes were full of happiness and harmony. The two parents and all relatives and friends also thought that they were a match made in heaven, so the Lu family took a beautiful heirloom as a keepsake and booked Tang's marriage. As an adult, Tang Wan became the daughter-in-law of Lujia after a night of wedding. From then on, Lu You and Tang Wan became more harmonious and loved each other more deeply. They are immersed in the world of two people, and they don't know what will happen in the evening. What imperial examinations, fame and fortune, and even family and close relatives are temporarily forgotten. At this time, Lu You has been promoted, but this is only the first step to become an official. Next, he will go to Lin 'an to take the "lock-in exam" and the does exam. The newly married Yaner's land tour lingers in the gentle village, and she has no time to take care of the exam homework. Lu You's mother, Tang, is a dignified and bossy woman. She is looking forward to her son being admitted to the top scholar, taking the official position and shining brilliantly. Seeing the present situation, she was greatly dissatisfied. She reprimanded Tang Wan several times as an aunt, and even reprimanded her several times as a mother-in-law, ordering her to put her husband's future in the imperial examination first and be indifferent to her children. However, the relationship between Lu and Tang was deep, and the situation did not improve significantly. Because of this incident, Lumu was disgusted with her daughter-in-law, and thought that Tang Wan was really the jinx of the Tang family, which would delay her son's future. So she went to the boundless buddhist nun in the suburbs and asked the nuns in buddhist nun to predict their fate because of their children and daughter-in-law. Miao calculated and said seriously, "Tang Wan and Lu You don't match. First, it is misled and will eventually die. " Lumu was scared out of her wits. She hurried home, called Lu You and forced him to say, "Set a piece of paper and divorce Tang Wan, or I will die with her." This sentence is undoubtedly a bolt from the blue and shocked Lu You. Lu You, who has always been filial, had no choice but to swallow her tears in the face of her resolute mother.
Forced by her mother's life, Lu You had to promise to send Tang Wan back to her family. This situation seems unreasonable today, and the feelings of two people are not allowed to interfere with others. But in China's ancient society, which advocated filial piety, the mother's life was the imperial edict, and it was impossible for her son to get it. In this way, a pair of affectionate mandarin ducks will be torn apart by unreasonable filial piety, secular merits and emptiness. Lu You and Tang Wan were inseparable, so they couldn't bear to go there to get together. So they quietly built a clause to house Tang Wan. Lu You and Tang Wan went to dream for the first time, looking as good as ever. But the paper can't wrap the fire, and the shrewd mother Lu soon noticed. They were strictly ordered to cut off contacts and marry another docile and filial daughter for Lu You, completely cutting off the long-term love relationship between Lu and Tang.
In desperation, Lu You had to pick up his bitter water. Under the urging of his mother, he resumed the imperial examination and studied hard for three years. At the age of 27, he left his hometown of Yin Shan and went to Lin 'an to take the "Lock-up Examination". In Lin 'an, Lu You won the appreciation of Lu Fu, the examiner, for his solid knowledge of Confucian classics and brilliant literary thoughts, and was recommended as a leading figure. It happened that Lin Qin, the grandson of Qin Gui, the prime minister of the Tang Dynasty, won the second place in the same subject. Qin Gui was deeply ashamed of his face, so he simply refused Lu You's test paper as an excuse when he did not take the exam the next spring. Lu you's career suffered from wind and rain from the beginning.
As expected, Lu You returned to his hometown, where the scenery remained the same and his face was completely new. What I saw and the people I thought of made me sad. In order to dispel his melancholy, Lu You always walks alone among the green mountains and green waters, or sits idly in a wild temple to visit the ancient times. Or go in and out of restaurants to recite poems; Or a street singer crying. So I live a leisurely and dissolute life. At noon on a warm spring day, Lu You casually strolled into the Shen Garden of Yuji Temple. Shenyuan Garden is an elegant garden with lush flowers and trees, verdant rocks and winding paths. It is a good place for local people to enjoy flowers in spring. On the secluded path deep in the garden, a woman in a cotton-padded coat came over, and Lu You, who was walking with her head down, suddenly looked up. It turned out to be his ex-wife Tang Wan who had been away for several years. At that moment, time and eyes were frozen, and their eyes were glued together. Both of them felt in a trance, not knowing whether the dream was true or not, and their eyes were full of emotion, resentment, thinking and pity. At this point, Tang Wan has been married by his family to Zhao Shicheng, a scholar in the same county. Zhao is a royal descendant of a prominent family. Zhao Shicheng is a generous and affectionate scholar. He showed sincere sympathy and understanding for Tang Wan who suffered emotional setbacks. Tang Wan's traumatized mind gradually calmed down, and new feelings began to sprout. At this time, the unexpected encounter with Lu You undoubtedly reopened Tang Wan's closed mind, and the old tenderness and myriad grievances that had been accumulated for a long time suddenly poured out, and the weak Tang Wan could not bear this feeling. Lu You, though he has been studying hard and writing poems for several years to suppress his yearning for Tang Wan, at this moment, the old feelings buried deep in his heart can't help but gush out. Four eyes are opposite, thousands of thoughts and mixed feelings, but I don't know where to start. This time, Tang Wan and her husband Zhao Shicheng went to Shenyuan and were waiting for her to eat. After a great trance, Tang Wan, who is already someone else's wife, finally took a heavy step, took a deep glance and left, leaving only Lu You in a daze among the flowers.
The breeze woke up Lu You who was immersed in an old dream. He couldn't help following Tang Wan to the pond under the willows. He saw Tang Wan and Zhao Shicheng eating on the waterside pavilion of the pool. Vaguely see Tang Wan lower the head, frown. He stretched out his jade hand to drink tea intentionally or unintentionally, and drank slowly with Zhao Shicheng. This deja vu scene broke Lu You's heart. Yesterday's dream, today's delusion and today's resentment are all around my heart. I am deeply touched, so I began to write a title on the white wall, "Feng Feng", which is the first word mentioned at the beginning.
Then, Qin Gui's disease. Lu You was re-employed in North Korea and was ordered to work as a bookkeeper in Ningde County, far away from his hometown of Yin Shan. The following spring, with an inexplicable longing, Tang Wan came to Shenyuan again, wandering among winding corridors, and suddenly caught a glimpse of Lu You's inscription. Repeatedly chanting, recalling the scene of two people's poems singing together in those years, I couldn't help but burst into tears and my heart vibrated. I unconsciously neutralized a poem that was written after Lu You's poem. This is the second "Hairpin Phoenix" mentioned at the beginning.
Tang Wan is a woman who attaches great importance to friendship. Her love with Lu You was a perfect combination, but it was destroyed in the secular wind and rain. Although Zhao Shicheng gave her emotional comfort, after all, the sea is difficult for water. The unforgettable love with Lu You has always remained in the deepest part of her emotional world. Since seeing Lu You's inscription, her heart has been difficult to calm down. Recalling the watery past, sighing the helpless world, the emotional fire tortured her, making her listless and unhappy, turning into a fallen leaf in the bleak autumn and quietly passing away with the wind. There is only a sentimental "Hairpin Phoenix", which makes people cry.
At this time, Lu You's career was in full swing. His literary talent was praised by Song Xiaozong, who was newly enthroned, and was awarded the background of Jinshi. Since then, my career has been smooth sailing, and I have been a servant of Bao Hua Pavilion. During this period, he not only devoted himself to politics, but also wrote a lot of poems reflecting his concern for the country and the people. At the age of 75, he wrote to ask for retirement and got a golden thread to take home. Lu You has been wandering around the world for decades, trying to forget his sad past with Tang Wan. However, the farther away from home, the more Tang Wan's shadow haunts my mind. After returning from this tiring tour, Tang Wan has already passed away, which is already a twilight year. However, he still has a deep attachment to the past and Shen Yuan. He often wandered alone on the secluded path of the deep garden, recalling the scene that was deeply imprinted in his mind, and wrote the poem "Deep Garden Nostalgia":
First of all:
The dream is broken and fragrant for forty years, but the old willow in Shenyuan does not fly;
This body is a land of mountains and mountains, or a trace of death.
Second:
On the city, the sunset draws a corner, and there is no revival pool platform in Shen Yuan;
Under the sad bridge, the spring waves are green, which used to be a stunning photo.
Shenyuan is Lu You's homesick place and also his sad place. He is thinking about Shenyuan, but he is afraid to go to Shenyuan. Spring is coming again, the weather is sultry, birds are singing and flowers are fragrant. Although Lu You, who is in his twilight years, can't go to Shenyuan to look for traces of the past, but the meeting with Tang Wan, the iraqis' sad eyes, poor manners, helpless steps and embarrassing appearance all make Lu You fresh in his memory, so he wrote the poem Sleepwalking in Shenyuan:
First of all:
The road near the south of the city has been afraid to walk, and the injury of Shenjiayuan is even heavier;
Incense wears plum blossoms on the guest sleeves, and Qingsi Bridge is born in spring.
Second:
The small stranger in the south of the city meets spring again, and only plum blossoms are not seen;
Jade bone has been under the spring for a long time, and the ink mark is still locked in the wall.
Since then, Shenyuan has changed hands several times, and the personnel landscape has changed its former style. It is already a "powder wall drunk dust desert", and only "clouds break dreams without boundaries". One day in the spring when Lu You was eighty-five years old, he suddenly felt refreshed and light. I was going to go up the mountain to collect herbs, because my physical strength was not allowed to go to the sacred hospital. At this time, the Shen Garden was rearranged, and the scenery was roughly restored to the old view. Lu You wrote Shen Yuan's last love poem affectionately:
The flowers of Shenjiayuan are like brocade, and half of them were known that year;
I also believe that beauty will eventually become soil, and it is too late to dream.
Shortly thereafter, Lu You died suddenly.
Time has passed, the scenery of Shenyuan Garden has changed, and the poems on the powder wall have disappeared without a trace. However, these poems, which recorded the love swan song between Tang Wan and Lu You, have been circulated among lovers of later generations for a long time. It reminds people: cherish the feelings you have and don't say goodbye easily, which will lead to lifelong regret.
Not full of lovesickness
When I read the book "When I entered my lovesick door, I knew I was lovesick, but I was lovesick, and my short lovesick was infinite", I couldn't help being slightly startled. A handsome man like Taibai will get lovesick.
The tenderness between the eyebrows will be revealed in the moment when the eyebrows are lowered. Who hasn't lived a young age, who hasn't lived a helpless past, and who hasn't lived unspeakable love. In those fleeting years, the lingering thoughts of youth turned into acacia in the corner of my eyes, and the long years were endless. The helpless but unwilling feelings of youth can only be hidden in the fundus and placed in the lovesickness at midnight. Flowers are similar every year, but people of different ages are different. In the end, the past became a scar in my heart, and only I knew it.
Involuntarily, Shen Yuan's couple came to mind. I'm afraid you have to nod, Lu Shaoyou and Tang Wan.
When spring comes again, I see red beans blooming, but there is no lover to pick them.
On a sunny spring day, catkins are flying all over the sky. He visited Shen Yuan, where he was engaged to his wife Tang Wan. Times have changed. How many years have passed? Since I left home in those years, the scenery remains the same, and things have changed. I haven't seen her for years.
At that time, the two promised, "Be generous and talk to Zicheng. Hold your hand and grow old with your son. " At that time, the two men came here hand in hand, with their fingers clasped. I think holding hands will be a lifetime, and looking back is a reincarnation. What an enviable pair of peerless women. At that time, she got along well with him and his wife. As long as they smile at each other, the sun and the moon will be eclipsed. Their mutual affection is manifested in smiling eyebrows and upturned corners of the mouth. A person for a lifetime.
However, their mother's words ruined their happiness. There are three kinds of unfilial, and the last one is the biggest. They have been married for three years, and they are close all day, but they have no children. Moreover, watching his son indulge in his children's affair has delayed his future. So Lu Mu threatened to "fill a piece of paper quickly and divorce Tang Wan, or die with her." This sentence is undoubtedly a bolt from the blue and shocked Lu You. His heart ached. He has always been very filial. In the face of a resolute mother, there is no other way but to submit to humiliation. Forced by her mother's life, Lu You had to promise to send Tang Wan back to her family. After that, fly away.
And she couldn't bear to embarrass her husband, didn't want to see him suffer between his beloved and his closest relatives, and didn't want to ruin his happiness. So a person left silently. Only he is happy, just like his own happiness, but he never thought about it.
Under the secular ethics, she was forced to decide by her family to remarry in Zhao Shicheng. Women at that time could not control themselves, including love. Later, my husband was a gentleman and had a good impression on himself. However, this life is doomed to fail him. I grew up with Lu You, and no one could replace me in the later Bai Shou League. Her heart, always dusty with this person, Lu Shaoyou.
Now, her husband took her hand to visit the Shen Garden, and she whispered to him. He recognized her in the distance, and after years of separation, she lived happily. With that man, there was a smile in her eyes, as if she had walked hand in hand with her. He felt depressed.
Unexpectedly, she met his eyes at the moment she looked up, and after a slight Zheng, the corners of her eyes began to flood. Is that him? Is that him? Is that him? She won't admit her mistake. She missed people day and night for so many years, just across the street. She was too busy shaking off her hand, afraid that he would see it, that he would be sad, and most importantly, that he would think he had forgotten him. Looking at him coming to himself, he was in a trance, but unfortunately this man was in his heart and not around.
He greeted her husband politely, but kept his eyes on her. He said, you're fine. I have nothing to worry about. She said, take care.
After the other party made a mistake, she burst into tears. I can't go back in those days.
After seeing her husband take her away from the Shen Garden, bitter tears brimming with bitterness suddenly poured out. Farewell, love of my life. Turn around and pull off the hair clasp on your head, and write a song on the wall of Shenyuan Garden.
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Red crisp hands, Huangteng wine, Mancheng spring willow. The east wind is evil, and the feelings are thin. A cup of sorrow, I haven't seen you for years. No, no, no! Spring is the same, people are empty, and tears are red and sad. Peach blossom falls, idle pool pavilion. Although Meng Shan is here, it is hard to trust Jin Shu. Mo, Mo, Mo!
After she went back, she could no longer be as calm as she appeared. How could she forget the scene of her old love? She has been worried about him all these years. Seeing him so lonely and lonely, her heart kept twitching. The scar hidden in my heart for many years began to crack, and her love was powerless. Their past, their once love, is destined to be at this age.
A year later, she could no longer control herself and went to Shen Yuan. She wants to walk the way he walked and smell the smell he left behind. Just as she was about to leave, she saw the words on the wall and his handwriting, which had been hanging there alone for a year. Every word is like a knife, cutting his own heart. He still misses me, and like me, he can't forget it.
She bent down and sobbed silently.
When I left, I attached a song.
The world is thin, human feelings are evil, and it is easy to fall when the rain is sent late. The breeze is dry and the tears are residual. If you want to worry, lean on the diagonal. Difficult, difficult, difficult!
People become different, today is not yesterday, and sick souls are often thousands of miles away. The horn sounded cold and the night was hazy. Afraid of being asked questions, swallow your tears and pretend to be happy. Hide, hide, hide!
You failed me, I swear to you. Miss you. However, kind and loyal love is rewarded. Soon after she came back, she fell ill because of depression, and the fragrance disappeared.
And he, far away, never heard from her. Unexpectedly, his little wan is still happy. The woman he longs for.
Those unspeakable lovesickness always make me cry, and then I can't help crying.
Red bean trees grow in the south, and they will grow many branches in spring. I hope you will take more trouble. This is a symbol of our love.