When I went to college, I was just eighteen years old. The first semester of my freshman year belonged to Xiaoya.
Xiaoya is a student in Class 4 of Foreign Language Education, and I am in Class 2. She comes from the Peach Blossom River in Yiyang. There is a proverb in Hunan: "There are many beauties by the Peach Blossom River." Although Xiaoya is not an absolute beauty, she is so fair that she is dazzling among the crowd. There are also two dimples, which make people like them at first glance. In the words of his roommate "Chrysanthemum", "Fairy, very romantic, must be very romantic in bed." Romance is his only criterion for appreciating a girl. To be romantic is to be coquettish, good-looking, and exciting. Not romantic means no feeling, no sexual desire, not coquettish, and boring. "Chrysanthemum", whose real name is Lu Bo, is from Yongshun in western Hunan. He is like a stallion, looking for a female with a big butt and a round waist everywhere to breed with him.
His words cannot be heard.
There are many good-looking girls in the foreign language department, and they come in various types, such as those with a foreign style, tall and tall; there are also innocent, like fairy sisters, as well as white-collar workers and little secretaries of. Xiaoya's "whiteness" has also become a characteristic, and she has been nicknamed "Ya Dabai".
There are always more women than men in the Foreign Languages ??Department, and there are many people who covet Xiaoya, but I am still the closest one. At that time, many roommates and classmates were not optimistic about me. They thought that I was ugly, dark, thin, walked with splayed legs, could only play football, and was not an artistic young man. It was embarrassing to be a bodyguard, compared with fair skin and full of vitality. How can Xiaoya, who is as happy as a deer, be a couple? I didn’t have any hope either, but fortunately I was thick-skinned and kept chatting nonsense with Xiaoya.
Once in a big class, I happened to sit in the same room as Xiaoya. That day, Xiaoya was in a very good mood. I didn’t say a few words, but she made her tremble, and I also In all my excitement, I forgot about the problem of being an ugly man.
After class, I ran to my good friend Jiao Zhu and excitedly showed off my pick-up stories to him, but Jiao Zhu had a cold expression on his face, "Are you filling her with crazy soup?" he said leisurely. Smoke Ring, "Why do I feel like she's feeding you crazy soup?"
"Oh my God." I was about to open my mouth to retort, but suddenly I remembered that when it comes to love, Jiao Zhu has more experience than me. Much more.
Jiao Zhu went on to say, love is poison, so be careful with your eggs.
When I looked at him, I thought he looked like a fortune-telling monk in a temple.
But his words still woke me up: Is Xiaoya really giving me crazy soup? It seems that Xiaoya is the one who takes the initiative in love, not me. Think about it, if Xiaoya ignored me and rejected me directly, I would definitely turn around and leave, hooking up with a girl from the foreign language department or another girl. And Xiaoya really needs a man to make her happy, or a local man who is familiar with Xiaohe City to take care of her? The silent crush on those cowardly men who covet and drool in the dark has no effect.
As expected, I, being a thick-skinned person, quickly made an appointment with her: I went to the movies twice, worked as a bodyguard to accompany her to the ballroom for two dances, and even took her there with her as a guide. The city helped the class get a bus and driver for the outing. Soon, I tasted the sweetness. When I came back from the movie theater, I held her little hand; in the ballroom, I hugged her slender waist and spun around in a couple of ecstatic circles; on the bus back to school, The others squeezed us together, and I hugged Xiaoya. Xiaoya tried to struggle for a while, and I hugged her tighter. Her breasts were pressed against me. After that, she stopped struggling.
The next night, I kissed her.
At that time, students in Xiaohe City had a very unfashionable behavior called "weekend dance" when they were dating and chatting up, which was ballroom dancing. Generally speaking, in the "Student Activity Center", a relatively large place, it is around 7 to 9 pm on Friday and Saturday evenings.
At that time, I thought this was very vulgar, like how college students played in the 1980s. After entering the academy, I was surprised to find that there was such a way to do it. But this is a way to seduce a girl openly and not obscenely.
I was also shocked that Xiaoya actually liked dancing. I thought of the "romantic, very romantic" joke my roommate "Chrysanthemum" said.
Once, I asked her: "Why do you like dancing?"
"Dancing is very happy." Xiaoya smiled heartlessly.
The second time I accompanied her to the dance hall, I met Xiaoya’s classmate Xiao Xu. Xiao Xu was a tall girl with a small face and a flat chest. The most terrifying thing was that she also wore a pair of glasses.
"Hey, little bald man." She took the initiative to talk to me.
I ignored her. My eyes were still following Xiaoya in the ballroom. A handsome guy in a white shirt was holding her hand.
"Stop pretending, I know you, bald Aji from Class 2."
This time, I raised my eyes and looked at her. She asked: "How are you and Dabai?"
"It's okay, we're getting along."
"Has it reached that point?" Xiao Xu suddenly said, "Kiss Have you?"
I rolled my eyes at her.
"Looking at you, you must have kissed me before." Xiao Xu then taunted me, "Come on, little bald head, Dabai has a good impression of you."
After hearing this , my mean spirit came back, "I have no hope. Ayuan in your class likes her too. Ayuan is so nice. He has a white face, is tall, and can play basketball well. How good is your internal digestion?" , the province’s fertilizer flows to outsiders’ fields.
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Speaking of A Yuan, he was my imaginary love rival at that time. A Yuan was the class leader of their class and an honest and reliable monitor. A Yuan had a white face and I had a dark face; A Yuan was polite and courteous. , I provoke cats and dogs; A Yuan has a clean white shirt, and I have a wrinkled and worn-out shirt. Half of the girls in A Yuan’s class like him, but all the girls in my class think I’m a weirdo, but A Yuan likes him a little bit. Xiaoya, it is said that the two even dated and taught Xiaoya how to play basketball in an empty afternoon. For a time, everyone thought they were going to fall in love.
"Who knows, she is just like you. Orally. "Xiao Xu sighed, "When the lights are turned off at night, all she talks about is you. It's funny to say that you are bald. ”
I looked at Xiaoya spinning on the dance floor and was stunned. I didn’t expect that I was so charming.
Looking at me stunned, Xiao Xu went on to say : "You are so stupid. After looking at it for a long time, you are quite cute. Don't tell Dabai what I just told you. "
When walking out of the ballroom, Xiaoya squeezed my arm: "What did you and Xiaoxu say? "
I curled my lips, "Guess! "
"Guess you are a big-headed ghost! If you don't say anything, I'll tear your mouth apart. "
"I said, I am an ugly man and you are an ugly woman. How about we make a couple? Forget it. ”
“What a beautiful thought. "Xiaoya slapped me.
"Oh, you really feel sorry for me and know how to protect food. "I teased her, reaching around her slender waist with my hand.
She avoided me and said, "What are you thinking? I feel sorry for Xiao Xu. "
"It's really a pity, Xiao Xu. "I smiled maliciously.
During that time, in November, I was going crazy. For me, love was an addiction. All I could think about was how to accompany Xiaoya. During the day, I just listened to Xiaoya's instructions. If she gave me a bowl of poisonous wine, I would drink it like Coca-Cola. I only wanted to drink it at night, hoping to get closer. Xiaoya was very calm, and it was time to go to class. , it’s time for self-study, but she usually smiles, as if there is a happy event, her roommates all know that she is in love, and she is attracted by the bald, black and skinny "good guy" from the second class.
My roommate "King Kong" and others were also shocked. They could hardly believe that I kissed Xiaoya! I protected my girlfriend and didn't tell them any further details. We still had a French-style passionate kiss, which was very enjoyable for them. I am very lucky, and I have also accelerated my actions. "Chrysanthemum" no longer dares to comment on me, "It's romantic or not"
Xiaoya once asked me a question, "I just watched it." When you meet a girl, what is the first thing you see? ”
I was eighteen years old at the time, and I didn’t know what this meant. “What do you mean?” "
Xiaoya looked at me with disgust, "Oh, when you look at a girl, a stranger, the first thing you see is her appearance? Eye? Boobs, legs, or ass. "
Only then did I realize it, and I said leisurely: "Hair. "
"Yeah. "She was stunned for a moment. She was also very naive at the time. She heard from experienced roommates: experienced men look at women's butts, virgins look at girls' faces, perverted men look at breasts, and timid and wretched men look at feet or calves. But she didn't hear that Look at "hair".
Xiaoya touched her hair, she had medium-short, black, straight hair, and she said, "Well, I should grow it longer. "
In fact, at that time, I should say that her most proud skin color was, "At first glance, I saw whether the skin color was white, whether it was as white as Ya Dabai. "This will please people. As a result, I talked about hair. Well, to be honest, in Xiaoya's heart, those who like to see hair are also innocent boys.
At that time, I was indeed a virgin, in high school When I was a kid, I fell in love with the monitor, Ru Juan. When I was about to reach my third year of high school, I fell in love with a girl from the library of National Normal University, named "Xiao Xiao." She was twenty-two years old, with long curly hair, like a pony. I was seventeen. Years old. I almost subconsciously revealed my high school crush to my first girlfriend, Xiaoya. I had a chance to say goodbye to my virginity, but I messed up.
One night, I kissed Xiao Xiao. Xiao Xiao buried me in her breasts and asked me to kiss her breasts. I was frightened. At that moment, I suddenly felt that Xiao Xiao was no longer a virgin, but a woman a few years older than me. When she touched my lower body, I ejaculated immediately. Xiao Xiao shook her head and said, "Hey, take it off and I'll help you wash it." "That night, I was empty inside, wearing outer pants and underwear hanging outside the window. I didn't have an erection anymore. Xiao Xiao fell asleep, and I fell asleep exhausted.
Then , it didn’t take long for me to see her again, and I kept comforting myself in my heart that Xiao Xiao was my first woman, and I believed that Xiao Xiao would not think so.
“Hey, I think so. What? Do you want your first girlfriend? "Xiaoya likes to pinch me and use her thumb and index finger to perform gentle torture.
"No, I'm checking to see if anyone from the security office has come. "I said with a smile.
"Ha egg, come on. Leave him alone. "As I said that, we kissed again.
In fact, I also asked why you chose me, not the classmate A Yuan.
"Haha, you don't have to be handsome to be suitable. Me, I'm not a superficial person. "It sounded to me like there was obviously some guilt in his tone.
I refused to give up, "Ayuan is also very good, and he is also the squad leader. He is sensible, decent and polite. Unlike me, I am a weirdo. I don't have a nice word to say, and I offend people easily."
At this time, Xiaoya finally spoke loudly, "Ha Zi, you are a Pisces and I am a Scorpio, a perfect match."
When it comes to zodiac signs, I shut up. , I would not be stupid enough to ask A Yuan what his zodiac sign is.
Jiao Zhu didn’t think so, “You’re such a fool. Think about a girl who travels hundreds of kilometers to study in a strange little place. She’s usually fine and has classes, but on weekends, How can I survive the long nights without a boyfriend during holidays?"
I nodded and said, yes. Then, I asked, what about your girlfriend? She is studying in Changsha, what should I do?
Jiao Zhu was speechless, like a constipated philosopher, "Hey, this life won't last long."
From what he said, it was only a matter of time before we broke up.
I don’t care about Jiao Zhu’s feelings. I am passionately in love myself. By the end of November, I often accompany her to study in the evening, go to the library or classroom. Xiaoya is a good girl who loves to learn. She is excellent in English writing and speaking. She is one of the best in the class and she studies like no one else. I was much worse. After reading for 3 minutes, I got distracted, and then I harassed her. First, I held her hand and drew a heart on her hand, then her legs, and then I slapped Xiaoya, and so on. repeatedly. Until an hour or two later, the lights in the library were turned off and the power in the teaching building was cut off.
I am not always such a hooligan. I also read books, but they were all Chinese books. I read Yu Hua first, then Su Tong Gefei and Mo Yan Ma Yuan, and I almost had the idea of ??changing my department. Later, he was taught a lesson by Xiaoya and accepted.
After self-study, there is still an hour before the dormitory closes. At this time, we often go for a walk by Fengyu Lake, or go to the bamboo forest on the playground to make out. We are like two cats in spring, often trapped in the darkness. The couple in the scene was shocked.
What lovers like us in the dark need to worry most about are the patrols from the Security Department. These guys are boring and shine a broken flashlight all night long, which makes us jittery. If you are caught, you will be given a punishment at least, or you will be taken to the security department to call a counselor to pick you up.
Xiaoya and I have always been very careful about this. We would even hide in the classroom in the teaching building after the lights were turned off, lock the door from the inside, and then make love unscrupulously. After we were exhausted, we Sneaking out of the side door of the teaching building quietly, the administrator or the aunt didn't know at all. They were usually watching boring TV series in the duty room at this time.
Speaking of which, it is ridiculous. Soon, Xiaoya and I had our first time, and it happened in the classroom. Of course, in the classroom after class in the evening.
After the first time, Xiaoya and I quickly became bold. We often made out in the classroom on the 6th floor of the Chemistry Building opposite the Foreign Languages ??Department, which was next to the fire escape. Because the equipment room of the Chemistry Department is nearby, many expired or worn-out chemistry experimental teaching equipment are stored on the sixth floor, in many classrooms. There are only two or three empty classrooms used as study rooms. Usually few people come here, and all the chemistry students are unwilling to pant and climb up to the sixth floor for self-study. So, this became our secret world.
And when we do it, our movements are also more careful. In fact, many times, we also feel guilty and know that it is inappropriate, but we are like two children who found a delicious piece of candy, hid in the dark, and ate it secretly.
We all like rainy nights the most, when there are few people, there is the sound of raindrops hitting the cement floor, the air is sweet and mixed with the strange smell of chemicals, and the atmosphere is very romantic. , and feel confident and bold.
We soon became dissatisfied and all wanted to go to the same place. Xiaoya was embarrassed to say it, but I started to save money, find a room in a small hotel near the school every week, and go have fun. I usually choose a place four or five stops away from the school. Because it is too close, I will meet classmates or teachers I know. We are not afraid of others knowing that we are in love, but if they find out that we sleep in a room, it will inevitably be embarrassing. At that time, the school also cleaned up the surrounding small hotels, and those who caught them would receive a demerit.
In the room, with the door closed, it is our world. Once, the weather was very cold, there was a cold wave coming from the south, and it was raining coldly. We closed the window and were fooling around on the bed. Xiaoya suddenly screamed, and ran to the window naked, got out her head, and looked outside. I was startled, and was about to ask what was wrong, when I heard her say: "It's snowing."
I looked at her blankly, she was naked, and the bright light was projected from outside the curtains. The light illuminates Xiaoya's uneven shape, making her very cute. I stood up, hugged her from behind, and put my head around her white neck, "Really?" I said.
She turned around and kissed me, "Aki, I like you to kiss me." After that, she kissed me.
After enough mischief, we felt like the two of us were depraved children with an excited sense of guilt. Every time, Xiaoya will study harder, and I will save more money or borrow money. Of course I paid for it every time, and I would buy some snacks and beer. After a long time, I would be very hungry. As we ate snacks, watched TV, and listened to the sound of rain, Xiaoya would turn over and come up again, "Aki." , do it again.
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Every time, I carefully put on a condom. For a long time, I would also be very bold. When I heard that there was a safe period, I dared to do it without a condom. The process Always very careful. Xiaoya has always been afraid of pregnancy, but I always tease her, and then she will become serious, "If you don't take it, you won't play." "I had no choice but to put it on obediently, and then said, "How did you know it would work? "
"Idiot Aji, I have a feeling, I have a strong vitality. "
I laughed. Xiaoya is indeed a girl with strong "vitality". She is not tall, her breasts are not big, and she is not very beautiful. However, since the relationship was confirmed, every time She is more involved and crazier than me every time we make out. Her skin is very white, the fairest girl I know. Among the girls, she is as dazzling as a diamond, and her waist is also very thin. , her skin is very smooth, and she has great stamina. She can do it for a long time every time, like a "water pump", and I always think of "Chrysanthemum"'s classic comment.
"Aki, you. What are you thinking about? Are you thinking about other women? "Xiaoya rubbed her head against me. I stopped talking and continued to work hard.
Many times I wonder, we are so good, what will happen next? Get married or have children? Will Xiaoya stay with me forever...
The more I thought about it, the more confused I became. I fell in love with Xiaoya. I thought I was a poisoned person, but gradually I discovered that I was a stingy person with a weird temper. The guy who said incomprehensible love words, "Xiaoya, you are mine. "I hugged her and said.
"Ha egg, I'm not you, I'm my own. "Xiaoya always seemed more mature than me.
She said that she had a sister who was only two or three years older than her. When she was in high school, she hoped to become a teacher of hers and stopped reading. Focusing on being a mistress made the teacher's family crazy and made his parents go crazy. Xiaoya was in the first year of high school at the time. Although she was not in love, she didn't understand. She said: "My sister would like a married man." My husband, I would like an ugly man with a bald head. This is due to the weird genes in our family. ”
I laughed and said, “What now?” "
Xiaoya sighed, "There is nothing left. The teacher is not divorced. She went to Zhuhai to work on her own, and her parents don't recognize her anymore. Sometimes, he calls me occasionally, but never leaves his own phone number. "
I remained silent.
Xiaoya then said seriously, "Aki, no matter what, I will not let love go to my head and lose myself. ”
I think she is right, but for some reason, it always feels weird. It’s like a couple going to register for marriage, but the registrar keeps emphasizing: It’s okay to get married, but maybe not. Let's grow old together...
That's what I thought, in 1996, my first year in college, it was just like that.
In 1996, of course, we also passed away. It’s not that I didn’t do anything serious. When I was a freshman, all schools would have a recruiting competition for clubs. I despised this activity and didn’t join any clubs. However, Xiaoya joined the drama club and I accompanied her to participate in several dramas. The club's activities were either rehearsals or performances. At that time, they often rehearsed several famous plays, such as "Thunderstorm", "Hamlet", etc. Xiaoya always wanted to get me into the drama club, but I insisted not to go. I must have acted as a clown, and I would definitely have established myself as an "ugly man" and would never have a chance to stand up again. Later, I joined the football team of the foreign language department, and Xiaoya didn't try to persuade me again.