Ten years is a broken chapter, with no beginning and no end, so it stands alone in the long river of history, without connection or cohesion. Because history has been erased, the future has become a fantasy. The fabricated history fooled ignorant teenagers. In addition to complicity, intellectual historians can only shut up. Blind obedience and betrayal abound, turning hands into clouds and covering hands for rain. People can't see the future, can't see tomorrow, and the spirit is in a state of extreme emptiness, anxiety and fear. The so-called ideal is just a slogan declaration.
The school's military songs are loud and clear, and children are rampant in the streets. They are called "children" because they are not qualified to be hooligans, nor are they hooligans in the true sense. It's just that current events have created such a special group. They seem to have a rising sun in Ran Ran. The revolutionary situation is in full swing, and everyone has a meeting to make a revolution. They are in a hurry and have no time to care about it. Therefore, Zhong Yuemin people are the most carefree and free group, and of course they have become a dead corner of society. No revolution, no soldiers, no factories. Fortunately, Chairman Mao's words, "There is much to be done in a vast world" and the loudest slogan at that time, "Take root in the countryside and do revolution". Since then, they have become attached to their brothers and sisters. I remember a popular song "Xiao Fang" a few years ago, which is a romantic love story of an educated youth rooted in the countryside. Bitterness is mixed with helplessness, the future and love can't have both, and the sad fate can't be changed.
When human beings abandon culture, science, history, sincerity and truth, what are we left with? In addition to struggle, it is politics. Struggle is a political struggle, and politics is the politics of struggle. When the brain is evacuated and the soul is re-entered into the same program, human society is doomed to be calm, but not smart enough, but stupid enough.
You can't choose which era you were born in. The choice is conditional. Compared with doing nothing, Zhong Yuemin chose to go to the countryside and embarked on a journey with the mentality of going out for a long trip. This experience is the real beginning of his life.
People living at the bottom of society have simple and direct pursuits and ideals-daughter-in-law and white bread. "Eating color" is the basic demand of ordinary people, but it has become their highest ideal. This shocked Zhong Yuemin and made him think. Although his rational thinking does not run through, his heart is a rich world where rationality and sensibility coexist.
Fortunately, he finally left the barren land and came to the revolutionary melting pot for unprecedented smelting. Stubborn, he grew into an iron warrior in the battle.
Ten years of catastrophe has finally come to a hasty end, and the fragments of life cruelly remind people that youth has passed away in the wasted years, and they can't bear the heavy responsibility of making a living without skills. The boat of fate once again threw them to the bottom of their lives, and even the cry for help was silent. Whether it is Kui Yong or Ning Wei, the tragic fate is still embarrassing.
Social change is always accompanied by economic take-off. Zhong Yuemin is still the lucky dog of this era. In middle age, not only do you have a decent job, but love also follows. This is not only because he has a good father, but also because his own personality charm makes many women irresistible. However, does the sparrow know the ambition of the swan? This is not the ultimate ideal of his life. Even without Ning Wei's misfortune, he will not spend the rest of his life in a shopping mall that is no less than the battlefield. That kind of meaningless false entertainment won't have such charm on him.
He is gone, really gone, and born-that is the ultimate in his life.
Entering WTO and Being Born —— Zhong Yuemin's temperament as a poet and philosopher.
For a long time, I want to outline a unique temperament of Zhong Yuemin in my mind. However, it is always erratic and elusive. I don't know what the problem is. Zhong Yuemin's life is hard, but he is at ease. Does he really care about nothing? It really doesn't matter to anything. Every time I think about this, I always feel unwilling. Judging from his tone, he is unwilling to be lonely, and he is from the Dance Academy. However, if you really treat life as a child's play, can you still serve the motherland? At present, the enemy forces are strategizing and taking their time, and there is a tendency that "Mount Tai will collapse in the front and its color will remain unchanged". How many people in the world can work so hard?
Chewing Zhong Yuemin's teasing carefully is half satire, half joke, mostly well-meaning and full of certain philosophy. Teasing comes from thinking, not deliberate or mysterious, but a casual habit. If not, how can you capture that touching poem in the sound of the piano in an instant? His poetic feelings were drowned in the usual ridiculous ridicule. "Who has seen a poet who goes out with a kitchen knife all day?" Every time I think of this sentence, I can't help laughing, but there are also some faint sadness. An epoch-making poet was strangled in the bud.
Zhong Yuemin's loquacious mouth is Beijing-style. He won't be loquacious. He must not be an authentic Beijinger. Growing up at the foot of the son of heaven, I know a lot, and it is absolutely unreasonable not to say a few words. Plus the descendants of the old revolution who came from the front line with bullets, who doesn't know something about the history of party history and military affairs? Therefore, Zhong Yuemin can speak clearly, confidently and naturally. This has also become one of the magic weapons to attract girls. In fact, not only he but also his brothers have their own merits. But at every key point, I can't grasp the temperature well, so I often get off the road until I ignite the girl's anger, but love is out of the question. Zheng Tong that boy finally opened the shell with Zhong Yuemin's on-demand and full help, and won the beauty's heart.
Shaanxi Opera and Xintianyou can be described as beautiful treasures in China folk art treasure house. Even in the ten years of turmoil in which asceticism dominated art, it was not completely stifled. Perhaps it was because it was too barren to be patronized, but Daqin's cavity was sung repeatedly. The straightforward, bold and slightly inflammatory lyrics make a desolate and remote loess plateau bright. The male voice is heroic, the female voice is euphemistic, and there is a little joy and desire in the plain and poor life. In the Sun, Moon and Stars, Zhong Yuemin was moved and immersed by this simple but not boring unique art.
"Blue sky, blue sky, blue sky, catch up with which mule, sneak away to smoke, and carry sorghum and salt at the same time, and go home happily."
"Hey, sheep have a stomachache, a towel. It is easy for us to meet and difficult to speak. "
"One is on the mountain and the other is in the ditch. We can't do it. Hey, we succeeded in one move. "
The breath from the abdomen is ups and downs and sincere. It turns out that these sour songs are also gentle and lovely, touching and close to the heart.
"Because you know, you are merciful." In the pale years, the belief in heaven was the only color in Zhong Yuemin's life. He fell in love with Xintianyou, Du Laohan, Hanwa and Qinling Mountains, a woman who will never forget, with the calm temperament of a philosopher and full of Xintianyou. This love stems from his innate artistic feelings that he doesn't often reveal.
Zhong Yuemin is very clever. From beginning to end, I found his aura compelling and his heroic spirit compelling. The stalwart and handsome is only the appearance, and the intelligence and wisdom are its essential characteristics. Where does this wisdom come from? Is it family background, parental inheritance, or acquired training, maybe both. Although my father has made outstanding achievements, he was once a scholar, and his inheritance is there. And this inheritance is manifested in his love of reading. Zhong Yuemin's bibliography is not given in the film, but it is not difficult to guess from the banned books circulated privately in those years. In addition to the Chinese classic A Dream of Red Mansions and other banned books, there are also some western novels and philosophical books. /kloc-At the beginning of the 5th century, after a long and dark religious rule in the Middle Ages, Europe entered the Renaissance represented by French and Italian literary masters. The Enlightenment in France rose at the same time. They pursue human rights, individual liberation and freedom of thought, and oppose asceticism. This is undoubtedly a call for young people at that time. I think the spirit of contract advocated by Zhong Yuemin is also inspired by Rousseau's social contract theory. When overthrowing religious rule, what the whole society lacks and needs most is the law. And the law is not achieved overnight. In the era of social change, this is the primary problem, and it is also an important guarantee to determine whether the society can transition smoothly. Therefore, Rousseau's contract theory is a good rule. No matter whether "natural human rights" is established or not, and whether "ancestors can't legislate for future generations" is reasonable, Zhong Yuemin likes this spirit of contract precisely because of his philosophical thinking. People who can't think must be vulgar.
Going out to do heroic deeds, he borrowed wine and recited poems, saying, "Alas, the years have passed, the fame has not been established, and the scholar is old, so the opportunity is coming." Three consecutive unvoiced short sentences are extremely sonorous, and it is time to wait for your country. It's crazy to laugh at Jing Ke who was ordered to stab the king of Qin and died before he could conquer him, so bold and unrestrained. Clap your hands and laugh beside you What's wrong with sparsity? What's wrong with being crazy? There is comfort in my heart. This is the truth of Zhong Yuemin. Having said that, I have to mention Liu Kezhuang, a famous poet in the Southern Song Dynasty. His ci style is inherited from self-declaration, and his life has been ups and downs. The atmosphere between his poems is vigorous, generous and tragic, but he is not depressed. Zhong Yuemin can recite this sentence under the circumstances at that time, which is not an ordinary generation.
A true philosopher doesn't have to meditate all day, let alone abstain from sex. Laughing and cursing may not lack profound rational connotation. "The world is turbid, but I am lonely; Everyone is drunk, and I wake up alone. " In the face of senior officials, Chen is full of straightforward knowledge; The debate on Confucianism is really a hundred schools of thought contend. Every time the words are shocking and amazing. No one said that he learned a lot, but he did show his unique philosopher wisdom unscrupulously in crazy singing and drinking. "There is a China in the northwest of the man. Don't shed tears at the West Bridge." Zhong Yuemin finally gave up his extravagant life and went to the west alone to start a new life exploration. I'd rather stay away from the world of hubbub and singing and dancing, and trace back to the present by the past. Who can say that this is not the magnanimity of a compassionate thinker?
From entering WTO to being born, Zhong Yuemin's temperament as a poet and philosopher needs no deliberate explanation.
Third, a boat in the sea-Zhong Yuemin's view of love
In the whole story, Zhong Yuemin's love is the main line. And it is this main line that has puzzled me for a long time. The so-called "peak, the other mountains all appear dwarfs under the sky.". Between the courts, we ordinary people can't understand Zhong Yuemin's love. But I have to say that there are many biased views.
"Which teenager is not good at love and which girl is not good at love." The love with Zhou was their first love. In fact, he didn't want to pick flowers, but in desperation, he became a flower protector and fell in love with the girl, and the relationship began. Love for Xiaobai is a wonderful emotion of a boy who seems to understand something. This first love is love, not love, at least for Zhong Yuemin. "Girls' feelings are always poems. "Maybe women are always a little earlier than men, so Zhou really fell in love with this cute and naughty boy, and it was out of control. At first, as a stubborn man, he was obviously not serious, just to show off and be cool. It is also an enviable beauty to have a beautiful girl around him. However, it was a kiss that should not have happened. When the girl in Seeds of Love kissed him for the first time, her heart was secretly promised. Unfortunately, when he knew, it was too late. This unruly and arrogant teenager doesn't want to be trapped by emotions. For the sake of freedom, he will spare no effort to get rid of all shackles and fetters. Xiao Bai loves him, which is both Xiao Bai's sorrow and Xiao Bai's luck. After all, that love is worth it.
The appearance of Qinling Mountain will inevitably lead to the revival of Xintianyou. Beating notes and melodious melodies, not to mention Zhong Yuemin, who lives in the loess plateau with yellow sand all over the sky, even modern people surrounded by pop music in big cities today will be moved by it. The catchy and straightforward lyrics and the lingering rhythm for three days will be unforgettable even when we meet for the first time. What's more, Qinling is such a calm woman with charming face, warm feelings, rational thinking and free posture. More importantly, she is evenly matched with Zhong Yuemin. Even if it is love, it should be "diamond cut diamond, he will meet talented people". This is the seemingly unrelated but logical "short-lived" love between Zhong Yuemin and Qinling Mountains. For Zhong Yuemin, Qinling Mountain is the love of his life. Even if he is "on the road", he hopes that the days in two of a kind will get longer and longer. For Qinling Mountains, perhaps Zhong Yuemin is the greatest contribution in her life. However, their love is not in the world of mortals, but short-lived in the secular sense. Their love will last forever in an otherworldly world. But it's too abstract and cruel. I'd rather believe that they can "forget each other" like fish and stop loving each other.
If Xiaobai is Zhong Yuemin's fault, Qinling Mountain is a powerful whirlwind that rushes straight to his heart. He lost himself in the bleak melody of the wandering letter-day tour. His wandering lonely heart dissipated in the ravine with the melodious melody. "Brother ... ah ... I embroidered a long time ago ... and embroidered a pair of mandarin ducks together after a long time ..." I can't tell whether it's the lyrics or my inner expectation. He fell in love with her. Not great, not sacred. But this is the truth in the world. No explanation, no reason. I have proved time and time again that the reason why they love each other cannot be solved after all. I prefer Xiaobai to Qinling Mountains. Maybe this is the difference between men and women. Zhong Yuemin loves each other deeply. That careless, cynical boy, as long as he hears these two words-Qinling, is like a hopeless madman in love, which makes people feel distressed and heartbroken. "Elder brother ... ah ... I embroidered a pair of mandarin ducks together a long time ago ... after a long time ..." Many years later, he heard this familiar song lingering in his mind, showing incomparable tenderness between his eyebrows and eyes. I have to admit-his love for her remains the same.
Everyone's emotion has a dead point, once touched, it is extremely painful. Obviously, Zhong Yuemin's death was the woman who could sing "Journey to Heaven" and was called the Qinling Mountains. According to my standard of right and wrong, Qinling failed him after all. Although, in exchange for his freedom, she gambled all her life, but she still can't make me respect or even be grateful. It really shouldn't be Qinling's choice to love each other but not want to depend on each other. Perhaps it is her uniqueness that has firmly attracted Zhong Yuemin, the prodigal son who has been wandering all his life.
As for Gao, only one surname was given in the original work, which also made me doubt for a long time. Perhaps, the author especially wanted to attract people's attention to her cleverness, so she hid her name and left only a pun surname. In film and television dramas, there is obviously no way. How to address a person is not only embarrassing, but also ridiculous. So I gave her a name-Yue, buy one get one free, and got a brother who studied philosophy but didn't have any philosopher temperament-Gao Qi (no judgment here). For Zhong Yuemin, Gao Yue didn't get enough admiration, but got enough appreciation. I like her avant-garde, bold and knowledgeable manner. Although I am ten years younger, my experience is not so much and complicated, but my mind is not inferior. See enthusiasm when you are warm and calm when you are calm. It will be a great honor if Zhong Yuemin really wants to dock the ship in her heart in this beautiful and warm harbor. After all, Gao Yue is a smart and lovely woman who knows and cherishes love.
However, at the end of the play, he was still full of rich and warm feelings. No one knows exactly where to go.
Fourth, who was America in the past? -Zhong Yuemin's loyalty.
When I was ready to start writing, I was shocked to hear the news of the death of James ·J·s· Wang. I don't feel sad about it, but my mood is hard to calm down. A friend said, "I especially like weirdos who have three evils." Because love is clean, it is not harmonious with the world. "The anger in this chest has nowhere to vent, leading to all kinds of quirks and fantasies." I only have sadness. The friend asked, "Is it because he doesn't believe that the world is deaf and he doesn't have a bosom friend?" A person should congratulate him if he doesn't have a bosom friend, which shows that he has climbed very high, not because he doesn't have a bosom friend, but because he has few bosom friends. Why don't you be afraid that there is no confidant before you, and future generations will know you. "After listening to my friends' comments, I am still at a loss. James J.S.Wong, who is full of love and dislike, has made friends, but not many confidants. The most beloved beauty in her life only hates him. Zhong Yuemin is somewhat similar to him. Stop writing now. Otherwise, the title of this topic must be changed to mourning for David Henry Hwang.
"Day smile, there is tide on earth. Who will win? " The story of a hero saving the United States does not seem new. There is always suspicion of new bottles of old wine, but it is also reasonable. On the Shichahai ice rink, a dashing teenager in a black leather pilot's uniform is desperate to save a beautiful woman, with his own chivalrous tenderness. Victory is a red flag flying on the ice rink. "Heroes and teenagers since ancient times." Riding alone, you can come and go freely in the shadow of swords, you can sacrifice your life for justice, just to turn your enemy into your friend. Beggars should do their duty. Beggars' sect leaders are not weak. In the ancient revolutionary base areas, we wiped out thousands of troops and were invincible. Of course, if you can't beat it, you still have to run. This is Chairman Mao's guerrilla strategy, and recklessness is not Zhong Yuemin's choice. We can only marvel at what seems to be cracked. Between joy, kindness and hatred, Zhong Yuemin's deepest feelings have become the freehand brushwork of his indomitable spirit.
"Don't kill MacArthur, but take Li Qiwei alive." This kind of grandiloquence that sounds like a joke can only come from Zhong Yuemin. And I actually believe that he must have this ability. In the change of time and space, I feel that he was born in the wrong age, like a fanatic who came from ancient times and traveled around the world drunk. The appearance of hippies can't hide the legacy of crying. "I am smiling at the sky, I want to save my courage!" Horses neighing, horizontal knives and vertical swords, once upon a time in America, who was it? Soldiers have their own verve. If you really fail, you will die.
"If you take Xiaobai away, let others take Qinling Mountain away." "Finally, let God accept me!" Screaming at the top of my lungs, that's the cry of the chivalrous man who has been facing the love of children all his life. Needless to say, eternal love is still in my heart, and it instantly becomes a permanent wish and trust. Let the woman he loves get a peaceful and happy life that he can't give. This is the real atmosphere, only real men have it. They said, "You don't have to marry him to love him." In the lingering emotional entanglements, they actually enjoyed all the scenery and kindness in his heart. That's enough.
"An upright person is open and poised, and a small person is often sad." After all, Ning Wei is also a hero. His enthusiasm for Zhong Yuemin almost put Min Yue in a dilemma. Ancient chivalrous men took the lead to save the people from fire and water, and although Ning Lang was his brother who went to the national disaster, he almost endangered society. Admire Zhong Yuemin's courage to break when breaking. To be fair, I prefer to let Ning Wei go and let him escape. This is of course my narrowness. I'm not Zhong Yuemin after all.
"Xiang Tao, the wave maker, stood upright with a red flag in his hand."
Fifthly, the colorful music movement at the end of the century-an overview of Zhong Yuemin's jumping and dynamic life.
Zhong Yuemin's life is too wandering and complicated, and his thoughts, feelings, life and career are ups and downs. Very people can experience, very people can accept. Multiple identities are dazzling, unruly, educated youth, beggars, soldiers, officers, vendors, white-collar workers, prisoners, bosses and anti-poaching players. This extraordinary experience is comparable to that of American writer Jack London. No matter what his status is, he is so suitable and competent. What kind of person is Zhong Yuemin? How to give an accurate evaluation is very difficult. Because it's hard for me to wait for laity. Speak your feelings with trepidation, Zhong Yuemin-a talented and humble scholar.
Although his youth was thrown into the kiln and military career in northern Shaanxi, he was still a scholar. When you are strong, it is also a feeling of "a scholar is old". Since military life is not his ideal, the general must be out of touch with him. If it is really a war time, he will definitely not retreat. Soldiers in peacetime really don't appeal to him. He doesn't necessarily dislike being a professional soldier, but he just can't bear to let his life pass silently in the idle years. In fact, Zhong Yuemin doesn't want to be famous at all. He just disdains the pursuit of fame in officialdom. He wants a good name. To say that he has no talent, he always feels that he has failed his talent in the changes of life, and only regrets. And he himself is generous.
"People don't expect anything from themselves." In the materialistic age of money worship, Zhong Yuemin's ideal is to realize his personal ideal. It should be said that he is an individualist or a liberal, which seems to be a derogatory term in the general sense. In fact, he is just looking for personal value orientation. I admire his individualism, his understanding of human humanistic care and his tolerance for spending all his money are better than some people's promises of shouting slogans. Fierce and agile figures haunt the frozen wasteland in the west. Even as a hermit, he is different and unique. "Looking back has always been chic. Go home. There is no rain or shine. " The ultimate pursuit is no pursuit, and the birth of super dust is the interpretation of his life. After half a lifetime of spontaneous behavior, he was finally at the mercy of fate. Zhong Yuemin stumbled all the way and finally found his own life-the first and last beginning. Return to nature, return to nature.
The first half of his life is like a poem he painted himself. Without pain and sadness, even his feelings and tenderness were quietly taken away in the changing starry sky, leaving only a touch of melancholy. The wrong way of life is nothing but sadness, that is, understanding and tolerance of the bumpy life.
"... a quiet lake, with dense birch forest on the shore, colorful birch forest in late autumn, autumn wind passing gently, and birch forest rustling ... Our boat paddles quietly, the oars are soft, the water waves are rippling, and the nightingale in the forest is singing tactfully ... At this time, there is no sadness or joy in your heart, only a touch of melancholy ... The boat is far away, the oars are far away, and the nightingale is singing tactfully. Only faint, if there is no melancholy lingering in my heart for a long time ... "
In this way, the cadenza movement was silent at the end of the century, spreading lightly, transpiration, transpiration and lasting for a long time as nothing happened. And he is hidden in it, scattered, disintegrated and integrated with it. ...
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