First, the beginning of the routine
At that time, I just entered the prosthodontics department and didn't know anything. I was not familiar with the teacher and my business was not stupid. Then I found out that I was set by Teacher Liu.
On the way back to the clinic after filling out the model, I silently followed Mr. Liu into the room, waiting for myself to be spit out for a while. Then teacher Liu suddenly turned back and asked me, Danny, aren't you a Scorpio? I paused for a moment, and then I answered somewhat inexplicably: No, I am a Libra. Teacher Liu, go on, you are not. I thought you were! At that moment, I recalled Scorpio in my life and couldn't help shivering. Then I muttered: How can I be a Scorpio? Nothing like it. . . After a few seconds, Mr. Liu seemed to see that I was a little reluctant, as if suddenly remembering and asking: What happened to Scorpio? What are its characteristics? Based on the principle of being careful not to talk nonsense, I made a careless eye: nothing, nothing. But when I think of the past, I am a little unwilling. I can't help but whisper: Scorpio loves to bear grudges! Next, the most critical, important and unexpected thing happened. When Mr. Liu walked out of the door, he looked back at me again and said seriously but seemingly with a bad smile, I am Scorpio. I am so stupid this time. I don't just want to vomit silently, I just want to vomit publicly. How can there be such a routine? But I didn't know at that time that this man would become another Scorpio that affected my life.
Second, Libra and Scorpio
It is said that Libra and Scorpio are the most mismatched constellations, and they love each other and kill each other. I, as a typical Libra girl, have left three scorpions in my life. I had the consciousness of staying away from Scorpio, but I never imagined that I could meet a Scorpio who had such a great influence on my life, and even I began to change my mind and no longer rejected Scorpio.
Libra is very casual and has a wide range of interests, but has no patience, and has only three minutes of enthusiasm for everything; Scorpio is earnest, persistent and cautious. He will definitely do what he wants and realize it. Constellation theory: Scorpio people are mostly determined and smart. They usually have strong insight and keen judgment, so that they can continue to study the truth on the road. Whenever I see such an evaluation of Scorpio, I will have a deep sense of inferiority. I feel that I can't be such a person in my life. People like me will get better every day, and then I feel hopeless in life.
However, how can the idealistic Libra be defeated like this, constantly fighting every day, and then being hit again and again, trying to stand up again. Scorpio, a pragmatic and realistic Scorpio, and Libra, a romantic ideal, strive to find a balance between the two extremes every day. While the scales are jumping, scorpions are also looking for answers carefully. Both of them want to convince each other, but it doesn't seem that easy. It is this seriousness and meticulousness that convinced me a little. Every time I ask a question, after Mr. Liu gives me an answer, I will find something written and theoretical and send it to me, so that I can deepen and confirm the answer again. This is what I am most shocked and admire.
In this collision between Libra and Scorpio, Scorpio has taught Libra a lot and changed a lot. I wonder if Libra has left a deep impression on Scorpio
Three, two people who love to worry and clean up.
If Libra and Scorpio are very different, then I still have similarities with Teacher Liu. For example, both of them love to clean up and worry. In the process of the two of us packing things every day, Mr. Liu drew a truth and gave it to me: do more and make more mistakes, do less and make fewer mistakes, and don't do well. So, start being more careful every day, don't throw away things you shouldn't throw away, don't throw your hands too fast, exercise restraint when you should, and prioritize. You see, how can we find the philosophy of life in the little things in life?
This man who loves to worry and tidy up really breaks his heart for us. After school, watching him peel the back of watermelon for us, I couldn't say a word.
Fourth, torture each other.
I have always felt that during the two months of recovery, Teacher Liu and I tortured each other for some time. I am tortured by all kinds of complicated operations every day, but Mr. Liu Can will not be tortured by what I teach him. I am tortured by Mr. Liu's professional depth problems every day, and Mr. Liu is tortured by my divergent thinking problems every day; A person who is obsessed with the church and makes her fall in love with the restoration, a person who is obsessed with how to win such a complicated restoration and is determined not to do such a torturous subject.
I am from jump thinking. Looking at one question, I often think of another. My mind is divergent, but my memory is only 3 seconds. So I like to take a small notebook and write down many of my flashes. But after Mr. Liu rummaged through my notebook, every time I rummaged through it to write, I was stopped. Let me use my head instead of taking notes? . So with the memory of my fish, I successfully forgot many questions, and then when I was asked again, I was a little silly and forgot all about it. There were no survivors.
On a sunny afternoon, Miss Liu tries to comfort me, criticize me and tell me that you think too fast every day. If I hadn't answered your question every time, you would really be stumped many times. My heart secretly pleased, hahaha, finally, finally, we have said that the purpose of stopping Mr. Liu will be achieved!
Why torture each other? Because, to tell the truth, I am not happy, even painful, and I feel that I can't jump out of the abyss. I think this may be the first big hurdle in my life. I can't learn anything, I can't do it well, and I am depressed and powerless every day. I want to give up but dare not, because someone behind me is urging and supervising you, and you can't stop. During that time, I was afraid of WeChat ringing, and I was afraid that Teacher Liu had any tasks and instructions to complete. I try my best to do it well, but I can't do it well, even badly. I had no confidence from the beginning, and my confidence decreased a little with each passing day. On the one hand, I feel a little sorry for Mr. Liu, on the other hand, I feel helpless for myself. Why can't I do it well? I can't do it well at all.
I think Mr. Liu must be suffering, too. Why can't this child teach? He can't do it well if he says it, and he can't do it well if he doesn't say it. If he criticizes it or encourages it, he can't do it well. We must all be physically and mentally exhausted, torturing each other face to face at work and mentally at rest.
Five, fancy comfort
Teacher Liu is a master and knows one thing: attack others first. When I was about to give up after being repaired and tortured every day, the master teacher Liu appeared, putting aside my operation, my stupid mistakes, my bad state every day and my laziness, which opened a fancy comfort strategy for me. Under such a fierce offensive, guilt has replaced other embarrassment, so I will persist, regain my confidence and work hard. I can be sorry for myself, but I can't let Miss Liu down. So, while I am grateful and moved, I spit out my feelings, master and scheming.
Obviously, I made a mistake, but I asked him to take me out for fun and tell me his story and the problems he encountered. Obviously, my operation is not good, but he told me that the operation can be improved through practice, and the reading and learning ability is his own. After many years, your reading ability is much more than others, and you can practice well. Those who are handy, after many years, his operation is still so good, how much better can it be? Therefore, it is most important to enrich your ability of continuous learning and reading. Obviously, I didn't complete the set goals and tasks, but told me to go to the floor-to-ceiling window in the corridor and point to the tall building outside to tell me where your goal is. No matter how many obstacles there are on the road, you just need to remember that your goal is there, clear the obstacles and go there, and don't think about anything else.
My ingenious teammate told me that sometimes she is a little envious of me because I have many conditions. Although I have received a lot of criticism, I have received more attention, encouragement and care. It is precisely because of Mr. Liu's dedication and dedication that my heart is a more complicated emotion-respect.
6. Teacher Liu, whose temper is getting better and better.
Before he came to repair it, Mr. Liu's reputation had spread far and wide, and everyone was too scared to come. I, on the other hand, had the cheek to change my brand, forced myself to go to Mr. Liu and asked myself to be baptized by the storm. But the fact is that Miss Liu has given me so much support, comfort and encouragement, and she still tries to keep quiet every day. So I think, Miss Liu has been much better by my temper. However, when I left school, I found that Mr. Liu's temper was getting better and better, so that I began to doubt whether the previous rumors about Mr. Liu were true. Facts have proved that people's temper can be tempered, and I can't guarantee how much I have played here. ?
According to Mr. Liu himself, when people get older, they become emotional and more and more soft-hearted. But I think we must be so cute and then we won't give up. hahaha
Seven, two months of repair.
During the two months of restoration, I was urged to read the whole restoration book carefully, and the problems that once troubled me but let go were solved; I was ordered and drew a movable atlas of two books, which really made my understanding more flexible. Accompanying me is a complete denture. When the occlusal paper is put away and the occlusal points are in place, that sense of happiness and accomplishment is the biggest gain of repair.
These two months are the most painful months in my one-year internship life. I lost my confidence and got it back a little bit. I can't relax every day You can't sleep without reading, or you feel guilty.
This is a day to fall into the abyss, but it is also a day to get out of the abyss. Thank you for not giving up, and thank you for not giving up.
I want to give this document to our veteran cadre-Teacher Liu.