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In the afternoon office, everyone is very busy. Yang Ling was burying her head in revising the planning case when she heard the personnel say, "Come, let me introduce you to Yan Xu, a new colleague from the technical department."
Yang Ling looked up and instantly froze.
This boy named Yan Xu gave her a naughty wink and came over to say hello: "Hello, I'm Yan Xu, please take care of me." Then, he said, "Well, I jumped ship." The supplementary explanation behind seems to answer the confusion in Yang Ling's eyes.
The person next to him looked puzzled: "Do you know each other?" Almost at the same time, the two replied, "It seems so."
I do seem to know him. They take the same bus to work every morning once or twice. When braking, Yang Ling tripped and almost fell. Standing beside her is Yan Xu, who is holding her.
When we meet again later, we will nod and smile at each other as a greeting. Yan Xu gets off one stop earlier than her every day. Yang Ling never thought that she would have more intersection with this little man who looks four or five years younger than herself.
Now, he has become his colleague. Maybe it's just coincidence. She didn't think much.
At the end of work, Yang Ling had packed her things in advance and ran away as soon as she arrived. Today, she must go back to spend her birthday with her husband Zhao Dawei. As soon as I got to the station, I heard Yan Xu, panting behind me, calling her, "Hey, Yang Ling, why are you running so fast? I want to talk to you. " Yang Lin turned around. Before she could speak, Yan Xu said a lot in one breath: "I have been paying attention to you for a long time. Well, I like you, so I jumped out of the slot and planned to pursue you. "
Nowadays, young people are really direct, and Yangling is completely lost. People around them looked at them uniformly, and Yang Ling blushed: "What are you talking about?"
"What I said is true." Yan Xu's expression is serious.
At this time, the bus came and the two got on the bus. Yan Xu stood beside her and introduced her age, constellation and even hobbies in the noisy crowd. Yang Ling was amused by his appearance. It was in the evening that the whole city was brightly lit, and Yangling seemed to relive the feeling of love that year. When the idea appeared, she quickly stopped.
When the bus arrived at the station, Yan Xuwei smiled and said, "See you tomorrow." . She said goodbye and got off the bus. Just a few steps later, I received a text message from a strange number, "You are so cute. I like you very much. Can you like me? " Yan Xu, I guess. This line made her a little distracted.
After taking a deep breath at home, Yang Lingcai opened the door. At the moment, Zhao Dawei, who got off work half an hour earlier than her, is cooking in the kitchen. The cake she ordered online has also been successfully signed. Everything in sight made her fall from the clouds to the ground. This is her fireworks life. Dull, but it has a calming power.
Thinking of this, she replied to Yan Xu's short message in a relaxed tone as much as possible: Thank you for your love, son, but I am married. Let's be colleagues happily.
After sending it, Yang Ling guiltily turned off her mobile phone. She didn't want Zhao Dawei's birthday to go wrong.
02
The next morning, Yang Ling got up early to catch two buses to go to work.
When she got to the office, she turned on her cell phone. Yan Xu's message was answered at eleven o'clock, and his words were restrained appropriately, unlike the careless little boy yesterday. He said, I'm really sorry, but it's nice to meet you. You're right. Let's be colleagues happily.
Yang Ling sighed long, as if she had had a dream. After waking up, everything was calm.
When I went to the teahouse in the morning, Yang Ling saw Yan Xu making coffee there, and the whole person looked haggard. He also saw her and smiled at her. Yang Ling is a little embarrassed. However, she soon told herself that it was just a little boy's infatuation. After a period of time, he will naturally find a girl of the same age and talk about a suitable age love.
Soon after, on Valentine's Day, in the early morning, Yang Ling received a bunch of sunflowers by express delivery.
Yes, sunflowers, not roses. Because of its unique style, it quickly attracted collective onlookers. Some people say with envy that Yang's husband who is in charge really has a good eye and chose a sunflower in a rose. Some people joked that maybe other suitors sent flowers.
Yang Ling let them tease her, but she knew very well that it was Yan Xu who sent the flowers. Zhao Dawei hasn't played this game for a long time. At first, she was a little emotional, but later she got used to it. Although Yan Xu didn't leave a few words, she has always been very good at studying flower language, knowing that sunflower means silent love.
Silent love. On this day, Yang Ling's heart was hard to calm for a long time. Hesitated for a long time, she sent a "thank you" message to Yan Xu, and Yan Xu quickly replied that "as long as I can still look at you every day". Such a reply made her regret sending that message.
After this day, the relationship between the two people still became ambiguous.
Yan Xu's concern for her often shows no trace. Sometimes it's tea time, who ordered Starbucks coffee for her online, and it tastes just like her favorite vanilla latte; Sometimes when waiting for the bus together on rainy days, he will quietly send an umbrella ... Yang Ling is not unmoved by such a small detail.
Occasionally passing by the technical department and meeting Yan Xu's eyes, she couldn't help thinking, what would happen if a man really changed his love? This idea is just a flash. Even if her heart is bewitched, she is no longer qualified to fall in love with others.
She fell in love with Zhao Dawei for two years and married for three years. This man showed her the beauty of life and experienced the secular stability of time. In Zhao Dawei, she knew that no matter how strong her feelings were, they would eventually become dull. Plain is a blessing, everyone says so.
However, after seeing Yan Xu do something for her silently, her heart finally slipped out uncontrollably.
One day, Yan Xu asked tentatively on WeChat, can I invite you to dinner? Before she could answer, Yan Xu immediately said, It's inconvenient. This forbearing wording made Yang Ling feel a little distressed, and she promised to come down.
It's just a meal, just a meal between colleagues. She comforted herself like this.
03
However, with the first date, there will be the second and third times ... Although it is just an ordinary chat and dinner, Yang Ling feels that her heart is like a wild horse that has lost its reins and is getting off track. To her shame, every time she told Zhao Dawei that she would "work overtime at night and not come back for dinner", Zhao Dawei had no doubt.
Sometimes, Yang Ling also thinks, is it how much Zhao Dawei trusts her and their marriage, or how much she ignores it, which will lead to her being by his side, but he is unaware of it? Such a thought, mixed feelings in my heart.
In mid-August, Yang Ling was sent to Shanghai on business. Before leaving, she realized that Yan Xu had been sent to cooperate with her work. Fortunately, there is another colleague, Xiaoya. Otherwise, who knows what will happen? The more depressed some feelings are, the more they will erupt.
But the night after the project, Xiaoya went to the best girlfriend's house in the university, leaving only the two of them in a strange city. After dinner at Huaihai Road, they went to the Bund. In the vast sea of people, Yan Xu suddenly took Yang Ling's hand. She tried to pull it back, but he held it tighter. There will be no acquaintances here, so let her be willful once and enjoy a moment of warmth.
On the way back to the taxi, they sat in the back seat of the taxi, silent all the way, but so ambiguous. Arriving at the hotel, Yang Ling took out her room card and opened the door. Yan Xu stood behind her and asked timidly, "May I come in?" ? Yang Ling nodded casually.
The light in the room is too dim for something to happen. Yan Xu hugged her from behind, and then when a kiss was about to fall, the phone rang. It's Xiaoya: "Sister Ling, please help me see if I left my ID card in my room?"
Everything came to an abrupt end. Yang Ling quickly came to her senses and said, It's getting late. Go back and have a rest.
Left in a flurry, Yang was relieved. She was glad to get a call from Xiaoya, so that things wouldn't get out of hand.
04
After returning from a business trip, Yang Ling got busy at once. Because Zhao Dawei found acute appendicitis in the hospital.
Although it is only a minor operation, Yang Ling is somewhat helpless. Over the years, Zhao Dawei has been the pillar of the family, and he arranged many things. I was admitted to the hospital at once, and my family suddenly went haywire. She realized that Zhao Dawei, who was no longer so romantic, actually gave her the most comfortable and peaceful life.
In those days, after Yang Ling was busy, the company hospital ran home three times, and the whole person was a little busy. One morning, she went straight to work from the hospital in a disheveled manner. When she met Yan Xu at the company gate, his expression was full of surprise. Probably he had never seen her so untidy, and at that moment some light in her eyes seemed to disappear out of thin air.
Yang Ling was annoyed, but she suddenly became relaxed. This is the real her.
Soon after, Zhao Dawei was discharged from the hospital, and Yan Xu jumped out of the tank again. He came here for Yang Ling. When her image in his mind is disillusioned, there is no reason to stay. When you are young, love comes and goes quickly. Maybe many years later, when Yan Xu grows to Zhao Dawei's age, he will understand that to love someone, we should not only love their glamorous side, but also love their embarrassed side.
She remembers that once, Xu Yanman asked her sadly, did we meet the person we love most in my life at the wrong time? She didn't reply to him. She didn't know until now that not only the time was wrong, but also the people were wrong.
Later, Yang Ling thought she was tempted, perhaps just because she saw many beautiful details about Yan Xu when she was in love with Zhao Dawei. That's all.
The road of life is so long, it is not surprising that you meet someone who makes your heart beat after marriage. Especially when marriage is tiring, some unknown hearts are often mistaken for true love. In fact, it may just be a misunderstanding.
Yang Ling is glad that she didn't go to the last step, and everything has fallen by the wayside.