As far as you are concerned, put forward the following analysis: you really want to be with your boyfriend, you have thought about it, and you have taken measures to work hard, but the opposition at home and the setbacks you have suffered make you feel that you are fighting alone, so only one person will find the dream of going back to school. Your boyfriend didn't call you when you asked for directions, which means it is difficult for people around you to take your advice. As graduation approaches, your mood becomes more urgent, so you will "dream of being hunted down."