Psychologically, I dreamed of climbing a steep slope and then seeing the grave.

You persisted and achieved your goal; So what you see later is only the grave of failure, the grave of frustration, because you finally succeeded. In other words, your career will be challenging and there will be no competition with you; On this difficult career path, it is obvious that you succeeded in the challenge later; However, in the real society, we still have to rely on our own efforts, otherwise this good omen will not be realized.