The rushing heat flow in the chest, with a scorching impact, rushed to the throat irresistibly. He only felt that the hand holding the letter was shaking, his nose was sour, and hot tears were about to come out of his eyes.
Who created a miracle?
1964 One night in early autumn, Yang Zhenning went to the famous Brookhaven National Laboratory, and took the train from new york to Pajock on the way. It's late at night, and the rickety carriage is empty. The story of those bloody gangsters on the night train is frightening. Yang Zhenning caught a glimpse of a yellow-skinned old man wearing a cap, looking at himself with a friendly smile. He sat down against the old man.
After talking, Yang Zhenning knew that the old man was from Zhejiang. Geng went to America with his father in the year of compensation. For more than 60 years, he washed dishes in restaurants and worked as a coolie on the dock, and now he works in a laundry. When Yang Zhenning asked who was in his family, the old man burst into tears: "I am alone and have never been married in my life." The old man's wrinkled face like a walnut shell has no resentment. When the bus arrived in Patten, the old man staggered through the dimly lit corridor, walked to the rear of the car and got off the bus trembling.
Looking at the old man's back bent by years, Yang Zhenning secretly shed tears, filled with endless bitterness and anger.
On the lowest day, Yang Zhenning heard the news that China successfully exploded the first atomic bomb. Late at night, the news released by Tokyo should be said that the fighters of Japan Air Self-Defense Force collected radioactive dust from high altitude. The analysis results show that it was not the plutonium bomb that exploded in China, but the uranium bomb that exploded for the first time!
This loud noise shocked the whole world.
Some western military critics were shocked and thought that China had built an atomic bomb with the help of the Soviet Union. In this regard, Yang Zhenning has no time to think about it. The rigor of the physicist told him that everything needed to be confirmed. But there is no need to prove that China has an atomic bomb.
For several days, excited Yang Zhenning silently hummed the song "China People" that his father taught him to sing:
"China men, China men/want to hold up the sky/Yangtze River, the east of Asia, Kunlun Mountain ... how many chivalrous men/broken heads in ancient and modern times, Yan Yan Le Gong/blood is still red!"
Friends say that he is so excited and a "man with temperament". At the moment, the songs of childhood made him feel a hot heat flow in his chest. What kind of China people have created a miracle that attracts worldwide attention?
At that time, when the American government accepted Einstein's suggestion and implemented the Manhattan Project, there were first-class physicists from all over the world, such as Fermi in Italy, Taylor in Hungary, Rutherford in New Zealand and Heisenberg in Germany. It is not surprising that the atomic bomb was born in the United States, because there are so many stars, and the American economy is strong. And China, with its own scientists and weak national strength, how can it build an atomic bomb?
Too many questions, too many unknowns, just ask Deng Jiaxian. According to many newspapers, Deng Jiaxian is the Oppenheimer of China. 1949, Jia Xian got his doctorate in the United States and returned to China. It's worse than him 15!
Still no answer.
In the midsummer of Beihai Park, Lv Yun holds the White Pagoda, and the breeze sends lotus fragrance. Deng Jiaxian and Xu Luxi entertained visiting Yang Zhenning and Du Zhili with antique meals. Before that, when the China government asked Yang Zhenning to write down the name of the person he wanted to see, Yang Zhenning's first name was Deng Jiaxian!
As soon as they met, Yang Zhenning noticed that Deng Jiaxian's face was tired from time to time, and his skin was tanned by the scorching wind and sand on the Gobi Desert, which made people feel the hardship of "Oppenheimer, China".
When old friends meet, they are all very kind. In a burst of laughter, everyone became young.
Yang Zhenning made a bold suggestion: "Jiaxian, please borrow two bicycles. Let's take a trip to Tsinghua, Peking University and Yuanmingyuan-find the place we used to play and rush down the slope of the old meteorological observatory. "
Deng Jiaxian objected at once: "How did you forget that time, you rode your bicycle in the middle of the goldfish bowl and got Zhenping into the car? As a result, Zhenping was planted, hit a big hole in his forehead, and the blood flowed straight out, which frightened us all. Later, we sent Zhenping to the hospital, and you bought Zhenping money cakes to coax him not to tell his father. As a result, my uncle still knows and scolds you ... This time, if you fall, I can't explain it to the 700 million people of China! "
Yang Zhenning's brave cycling plan was rejected in the laughter of the ladies.
Topic, naturally turned to China's atomic bomb.
"You mean our big firecrackers?" Deng Jiaxian has a confident face. "I know there are all kinds of speculations abroad."
"Recently, there is a new saying that American Joan Hinton, whose Chinese name is Joan Hinton, helped China's atomic bomb plan. Joan Hinton used to be Fermi's assistant. "
Deng Jiaxian frowned slightly: "Joan Hinton? I don't think he was involved. "
Since the Americans don't help, let alone the Soviets, who built China's atomic bomb and hydrogen bomb? In the past seven years, this question that has troubled Yang Zhenning is about to get a clear answer.
Deng Jiaxian smiled mysteriously and said, "I need to confirm this question you mentioned."
Tears welled up.
In the morning, Yang Zhenning walked out of the hotel and took a walk in the forest vagina.
The atmosphere in Shanghai is tense in the morning, and the streets are full of people in a hurry. Turning into an alley, a familiar fragrance came to the nose. The snack bar is frying fried dough sticks. Customers sit or stand, drinking hot sweet soybean milk and crunching crispy fried dough sticks. Oh, China's long-lost breakfast! Tired of the western breakfast in the hotel, Yang Zhenning sat down without thinking and asked for a bowl of soybean milk and two fried dough sticks.
Yang Zhenning just picked up the fried dough sticks with chopsticks, and before he could send them to his mouth, the waiter's sister-in-law suddenly shouted at Yang Zhenning, "Comrade, food stamps? Do you have food stamps? " Yang Zhenning stare big eyes: "food stamps? What, what food stamps? Didn't I pay? " "Nong's nerves have a problem? No food stamps, eat fritters, don't jam! " While speaking, the waitress took the two fried dough sticks in front of Yang Zhenning and threw a dime on the table.
All the customers' eyes are full of surprise-just as Mr. Lu Xun said, "Just as the French don't know Napoleon, the Americans don't know Washington"-this person doesn't know that China people need food stamps to eat!
Yang Zhenning doesn't know how to leave the snack bar that makes him very embarrassed. This extremely unpleasant experience made the great physicist think that in China, food is very limited and people live a completely isolated life. It's too difficult for you to build an atomic bomb under such conditions, Jia Xian!
On the evening of August 6, 2006, Shanghai Revolutionary Committee held a farewell banquet for Yang Zhenning and his wife.
The measured enthusiasm of the Municipal Revolutionary Committee and the well-worded welcome speech, including the opportunity to applaud and smile, made Yang Zhenning feel that this was an act.
He still remembers the warm and cordial atmosphere when Premier Zhou hosted a banquet in Beijing to entertain guests. During the dinner, Qian Weichang, Hua, Qian Xuesen, Wu, Zhu Kezhen and Zhou Peiyuan were free in front of Premier Zhou, which made them fully feel the personality charm of Premier Zhou.
But at the moment, on the Huangpu River, facing a full table of delicious food, he lacks appetite.
A secretary came over politely and opened the folder: "Dr. Yang Zhenning, this is your letter."
On the envelope is his familiar words:
Please hand in:
Dr. Yang Zhenning
Dento
It's Jia Xian's letter! Jiaxian sent this letter specially before I returned to America. There must be something important. Yang Zhenning immediately opened the letter, which was short, but with a line of thunder and lightning under his arm:
I have fully confirmed that before the end of 1959, China's atomic weapons project received almost no "assistance" from the Soviet Union and no foreigners participated.
No foreigners participated! No foreigners participated!
It seems that Jia Xian whispered kindly beside him, with a firm and confident tone. Yang Zhenning completely forgot what this place was. He couldn't hear what his master was saying. He only felt that something was burning in his mind, which was far more shocking than the news that China's first atomic bomb exploded successfully seven years ago. It has been confirmed that neither "Soviet help" nor "American Joan Hinton help" exists!
The rushing heat flow in the chest, with a scorching impact, rushed to the throat irresistibly. He only felt that the hand holding the letter was shaking, his nose was sour, and hot tears were about to come out of his eyes.
"Excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom." Yang Zhenning left quickly.
When he walked into the bathroom, he saw himself in the mirror, his eyes were red and he was in tears. When have you ever shed such tears? I was 15 years old, and I saw a small town near the Yangtze River, which was in flames after the Japanese bombing. I spent the rest of my life in Long Yuan village, and my mother was sewing clothes under the dim oil lamp at night. Was it when I said goodbye to my hometown and suddenly found out that my father Fahua was born prematurely? Is it the night train in new york? I read a century-long history of humiliation from the faces of old overseas Chinese?
China people, China people/hold up the sky with one hand!
The songs of my childhood echoed in my ears again. At that time, when his father taught him to sing this song, China's sky and earth were divided into pieces. Father said that the year he was born-1896, China just signed treaty of shimonoseki. Later, Germany occupied Jiaozhou Bay, Russia occupied Lushun Dalian, France occupied Guangzhou Bay, and Britain further occupied Ahava and Hong Kong New Territories ... My father was indignant: "Ning Er, the sky of China, does not belong to China!" He clearly saw the tears in his father's eyes.
At the moment, he buried his face in his hands and tried not to cry. Tears surged through the fingers, and the humiliation of two generations vanished in an instant. He seemed to hear China with an atomic bomb and a hydrogen bomb, and announced with an earth-shattering voice that China's sky will always belong to China!
Jiaxian, I am proud of you! Chinese nation, I am proud of you!
(Author: Bai Qin)
Highlights of this article: sincere feelings. Thought-provoking.
Smile is practiced like this.
After a period of hard work, he finally realized that "the innocent smile like a baby from the heart is the most charming" and practiced that smiling face worth millions.
William Willa is a top life insurance salesman in America, earning millions of dollars a year. His secret is to have an irresistible smile from customers. That charming smiling face is not born, but a long-term effort.
William was once a famous professional baseball star in America. At the age of 40, he was forced to retire due to physical decline, and then applied for an insurance company salesman.
He thought he should be admitted because of his popularity, but he was rejected. The personnel manager said to him, "the salesman of the insurance company must have a charming smiling face, but you don't."
After listening to the manager's words, William was determined to practice smiling face. He laughs at home a hundred times a day, and the neighbors think he is crazy because of unemployment. In order to avoid misunderstanding, he simply hid in the toilet and laughed.
After a period of practice, he went to see the manager. But the manager said, "Still no good."
William didn't get discouraged and continued to practice hard. He collected many charming smiling faces of public figures, pasted them all over the house and observed them at any time.
He also bought a big mirror as tall as himself and put it in the toilet. He practices in front of the mirror every day. After a while, he went to see the manager again The manager said coldly, "it's better, but it's still not attractive enough."
William didn't give up and kept practicing. One day, when he was walking, he met the administrator of the community. He greeted the administrator with a natural smile. The librarian said to him, "Mr. Willa, you look different." This sentence greatly increased his confidence and immediately ran to see the manager. The manager said to him, "it's a little tasteless, but it's still not a heartfelt smile."
William never gave up. After a period of hard work, he finally realized that "a pure smile from the heart like a baby is the most charming" and practiced that smiling face worth millions.
Where there is a will, there is a way. William's experience of practicing smiling well explains this sentence.
A person who can't laugh will never appreciate the beauty of life.
Sell yourself.
You're on your own.
Wang Hongmei is a 99-year-old student in the journalism department of Renmin University of China. In today's climate, journalism students of China Renmin University are still very popular in the market. Wang Hongmei has her own plan in mind, because she has been aiming at this famous national newspaper since her sophomore year.
Students who read China Literature News all think that it is an ideal choice to be an editor and reporter in a newspaper. What's more, this big newspaper, whose name is known to everyone, has a large circulation and high grade, which naturally has economic benefits. Even with a press card, the natural and unrestrained strength is enviable enough. Reporter, that is the "uncrowned king"!
Newspapers are famous and well paid, and the threshold is naturally not low. In this employment mechanism of "free employment and two-way choice", the emphasis of choosing a job is to have real skills. As a journalism major, Hongmei naturally knows what hardware she should have for job hunting: it goes without saying that it is best to get a CET-4 and CET-6 certificate and at least be able to operate a computer, which is very fashionable today. More importantly, if you want to publish a certain number of works, you'd better have a "big book" to impress people, because everyone is staring at your writing and oral expression skills.
Hongmei has no background and it doesn't matter. To make matters worse, her writing style has always been ordinary. When I was a junior, I only published a few trivial reports. I felt that I couldn't get them, and I was even more embarrassed to start before others. Because of this, Hongmei has always kept this idea of going to newspapers in her heart, never telling others, for fear of being laughed at by others. Whenever everyone talks about her future work, she takes a low-key attitude, saying that she can just find a unit and live a normal life. In fact, she doesn't think so. She is an extremely strong girl, unwilling to feel inferior, and always wants to achieve her goal through her own efforts-to become a reporter of that big newspaper. Therefore, during her study, she practiced writing hard, contributed in many ways, strived for achievements and realized her dreams. All this was done in the dark. Wang Hongmei talked to me about these things afterwards and said modestly, "At that time, I was an ugly duckling in my class and I was not valued by everyone."
Love Me, Love Me, Love Me Since my sophomore year, Wang Hongmei has been paying close attention to this newspaper with great enthusiasm, and constantly contributing articles for it, striving to accumulate more achievements, which will become a stepping stone for applying for this newspaper. When I was a junior, my classmates attacked one after another to find a unit. Hongmei is unmoved, keeping a close eye on the dynamics, hoping to find a breakthrough, and it is best to find an opportunity to practice in this unit. As a rule, this newspaper seldom comes to VIP internship. Therefore, we must create our own opportunities to achieve the first step.
The opportunity has finally come. 1998 during the new year's day, an essay contest was held in the supplement of this newspaper to solicit essays and award prizes to all sectors of society. Opportunity knocks only once. Wang Hongmei immediately according to its requirements, to the library to check the information, began to write a draft, after writing the first draft, he was not satisfied. I wrote it again for my classmates to read and comment on. Everyone said it was good. Still not at ease, she sent this manuscript to the professional writing teacher, and sincerely talked with the teacher about the importance of this manuscript, hoping that the teacher could put forward valuable opinions and try to get a prize back. In this way, I kept revising and perfecting, and finally figured it out. I copied this manuscript neatly, put it in an envelope and carefully dropped it into the mailbox. ...
Waiting is long, not to mention this kind of waiting that determines a person's future. Two months later, the award was finally published in the newspaper. Many things happen. Wang Hongmei won the first prize for this article and will attend the award ceremony.
At the award ceremony, Wang Hongmei dressed up very appropriately and lively, giving people a very pure impression, fully demonstrating the youthful vigor and vitality, and left a deep impression on the newspaper leaders present. She also lost no time to introduce herself to some responsible persons of the newspaper. Shortly after returning to school, Hongmei sent a warm and sincere letter to the editor of the newspaper supplement, hoping to practice in this newspaper. It is precisely because of the winning of the essay and her outstanding performance in the prize-winning activities that the person in charge of the newspaper appreciated her very much and promised her an internship in the newspaper. After receiving this news, Wang Hongmei breathed a long sigh of relief: The first step was successful, which was a successful "Normandy landing" in her job search career.
Wang Hongmei certainly knows that this internship opportunity is hard-won, and whether he can enter this newspaper is in jeopardy. So, she put everything on the internship. In these three months, she got up at 6 o'clock every morning, washed herself in a hurry and started to go to the newspaper by car. Change trains twice and arrive at the newspaper office. It's still half an hour before work. Hongmei entered the office in advance, mopped the floor, put boiling water on the table, and wiped the table clean. The information on every desk is in good order. Open the window to let fresh air in. Sometimes I buy some flowers and put them in vases on the windowsill. Maybe this office hasn't been so brand-new for a long time. When she finished all this for the first time, the office staff who came to work were surprised and thought it was misplaced. Knowing that all this was done by the intern girl, of course, praise was inevitable, and Wang Hongmei naturally gained an intangible asset. During the internship, although she was unfamiliar with her business, she still devoted herself wholeheartedly and went all out, not only running news and choosing topics, but also getting along well. Three months later, Hongmei lost five pounds, but it was this three-month internship that won her a ticket to work in this newspaper.
When Wang Hongmei got his wish and signed an agreement with the newspaper. She smiled sweetly and was very happy. As soon as the news came out, it immediately became explosive news. Anyone who knows the inside story knows that this result is hard-won. People who don't know the details think that Wang Hongmei may have a hard background and took a shortcut. When I asked her what she thought of other people's guesses, she said with great emotion: "It doesn't matter what others think. I know I fought for it. Because for young people like us who are born in rural areas and have no social relations to rely on, the only thing we can rely on is our own efforts. There is a lyric that says well:' Don't blame anyone, you can only rely on yourself.' "She looks very calm. I believe that the road of life in the future will be wider and wider at her feet!
(Author: Zhao)
Highlights of this article: philosophy of life. For a long time.
My confession
We finally have more living conditions than others, but wouldn't it be ridiculous if we stopped trying to do what we should do?
Don't play deep
In writing, I have requirements for myself. What I write should make people who are only in the sixth grade of primary school or ordinary middle school understand what my point of view is and how I look at the problem. It should be as simple as possible so that others can understand it as soon as they read it. There are some great scholars in the west, and their influence on contemporary thoughts and popular ideas is very far-reaching. If their thoughts are profound, then such profound things are often simple and can be read, understood and accepted by ordinary people. I hope that we literary intellectuals will have more profound thinking and popular expressions based on reality. But now many of us don't think about problems based on today, and we don't think about future problems. Many people actually do history work in books. In terms of literature, art, film and television, there are more than 260 emperors and more than 260 princesses in history. How many years should I write? For the sake of so-called academic level, some scholars often engage in some public issues that are far from reality, and they also disdain to write some popular works that spread theoretical ideas to the public. In fact, what kind of knowledge is that? It is not that professional academic research should not be done, but that it is really rare for us scholars to write vivid and popular works and influence the public with our own ideas. If intellectuals are thinkers, then the ideological achievements we provide are so few that they are not directly proportional to the scientific and technological achievements.
Mission and inertia
Paying attention to reality should be the mission of scholars and thinkers. I am very willing to do something for the progress of China people, which is really what China intellectuals should do. However, there is a view or mentality that in the face of problems and difficulties that hinder the progress of the country, one's own thoughts, views and abilities have not been paid attention to and brought into play, so these things can't be managed. So we have to rely on a natural process and wait for the problem to change slowly with natural time. I don't think it is impossible. But how long will nature itself last? How much will these problems cost the country during this period? Moreover, this mentality can easily lead to our inertia. A politician can say that I can't solve problems when I am in office, so let our next generation rely on their wisdom to solve them. No one wants to say during his term of office that I will be this wise politician. And intellectuals think so, too. There is nothing our generation can do. Let the later intellectuals solve it. Then, this mentality may be passed on to younger students like genes. When they are very young, they will say "Let's wait for the next generation to solve it …", which will easily push away their sense of responsibility. Intellectuals with a sense of mission must never give up like this.
People live to 50 years old. How long can they live? How much more can we do? In real life, there are many people who, like us, have a strong desire to receive higher education, engage in ideological inquiry, live the same way as us, and express their ideas and attitudes. However, they have no conditions and no opportunities. We are so eager ourselves that we finally have more living conditions than others. But wouldn't it be ridiculous if we didn't try our best to do what we should do? Therefore, I will encourage myself to do it all the way, without hesitation or flinching.
(Author: Liang)
Highlights of this article: the true meaning of life. Educational significance.
There is no shame in admitting mistakes.
Don't cheat, admit that you did something wrong at once. It won't make you lose face, but you can win some respect-people rarely say "I was wrong" today.
A slip of the tongue is a dilemma I often encounter. I once offended some beautiful and kind things in front of millions of viewers on the Today Show. Not long ago, a guest talked about Albert Shi Huaizhe (1952 Nobel Peace Prize winner), and I asked him with great interest how Shi Huaizhe was now. The guest stared at me in surprise and said, "But he has passed away." At that time, I was going to make up for this omission with a cliche: "I didn't even know he was ill." This sentence flashed through my mind, and finally I confessed, "I'm so embarrassed, I'm so clumsy." Of course, I should remember that he passed away some time ago. "After that, I asked the next question.
I expected an avalanche of mocking letters, but in fact none of them mentioned my big mistake. I think most of the audience are tolerant and considerate. Maybe they have made similar mistakes. Maybe they appreciate my honesty.
I want to point out one thing: don't cheat and admit that you did something wrong at once. It won't make you lose face, but you can win some respect-people rarely say "I was wrong" today.
Another possible trouble is social debate. I think a good debate is very exciting for both the debater and the audience. We often arrange debates on the Today Show. When two people argue about a problem, don't feel that you must stop them. Observe and estimate whether any of them will cause harm. If the debate is lively and philosophical, let them quarrel, don't participate, and don't choose a side station; After all, they are a group of big children.
If things get worse and turn into personal attacks and absurd nonsense, we must stop it at once. "Hey, guys," you can say in a kind and stern tone of a female teacher, "this is too beside the point. You are too noisy, we can't stand it. Now let's put the discussion aside. "
Of course, some social dilemmas cannot be remedied. Not all problems can be solved, sometimes there is nothing to do, and even professional skills can't save the driver. I interviewed Warren Betty on the Today Show a few years ago. At that time, he was not famous, but his gloomy personality and difficult personality were already famous. I smiled warmly, talked actively and asked him one exciting question after another that I wanted. But he responded by spitting a word or two at me with an expression of almost extreme disgust. After all, he came to our program to promote a new film starring him. I used the old and effective trick: "Tell me, Mr. Betty, what's your new movie about?" He collapsed in the chair, scratched his chest and yawned-after a long time, he said, "Now, this is really a very difficult problem."
You know, we are live, facing thousands of viewers! I really feel sorry for the audience. I said, "Mr. Betty, this is the most annoying interview I have ever done." Forget it, I'm going to interrupt the advertisement. "
All my employees clapped their hands and cheered. Mr. Betty's agent watched his performance and had a heart attack. I also learned a very important lesson, so my advice to you about the art of conversation is:
You can't expect to win everything.
(Author: Barbara walters)
Highlights of this article: introduction of excellent experience.
Letters under the pillow
When the sea of life encounters a storm, I know that there is the strongest, most lasting and unconditional love in the world under my pillow as a reliable guarantee for me to change my destiny.
That year, I 13 years old. A year ago, our family moved from North Florida to South California.
At that time, I was very grumpy and rebellious in adolescence. I have a rebellious attitude towards everything my parents say, and I don't respect them at all, especially when I have to do what they want.
Like many other teenagers, I am trying to get rid of things that conflict with my ideal world. I consider myself an "outstanding genius without guidance" and refuse any love and care. In fact, I am even angry and tired of mentioning the word "love".
One night, after a particularly difficult day, I ran back to my room angrily, slammed the door and fell on the bed. My finger slipped under the pillow and there was an envelope! I pulled it out and saw the envelope saying, "When you are lonely, read it."
Since I am alone, no one will know whether I have read it or not, so I opened it. I saw it read:
"Mike, I know your life is very difficult now, I know you are depressed, and I know what we are doing is not what you want. I also know that I love you wholeheartedly, and nothing you do or say can change that.
If you need someone to talk to, I will always be by your side; If you don't want to, it's okay. I just want you to know that no matter where you go and what you do, I will always love you and be proud that you are the son of my life.
I will always stand behind you and support you. I will always love you, and this will never change.
Love, mom. "
It was one of the earliest letters, "Read it when you are lonely".
As an adult, I once hosted a class discussion in Sarasop, Florida. At the end of the day, a lady came up to me and told me the gap between her and her son. We came to the seaside together, and I told her about my mother's eternal love for me and the letter she wrote, "Read when I am lonely".
A few weeks later, I received a card from her saying that she had written her first letter to her son.
That night, when I went to bed, I reached under the pillow and recalled the comfort every time I touched that letter.
When I was seventeen or eighteen, I knew that I was loved not because I was good or not, but because I was my mother's son. Those letters are the most reliable guarantee. I thank God for letting my mother know what I need as a teenager.
Today, when the sea of life encounters a storm, I know that there is the strongest, most lasting and unconditional love in the world under my pillow as a reliable guarantee for me to change my destiny.
(Author: wormwood)
Highlights of this article: cherish family ties. Seize today.