The appreciation of "Breast-feeding Women" is not only to call for and praise beautiful feelings, but also to have clear critical thoughts. This text shows the direction of double criticism.
One is to criticize the commodity economy for killing the true love on earth. Undeniably, with the social transformation, all kinds of values are experiencing the violent impact of commodity tide. It is shocking and sad that the beauty of human nature and human feelings, including maternal love, has been neglected and wrapped up as never before. Want Want's parents left their children cruelly in order to get rich. Let him bear the desolation and loneliness without love like an orphan after birth. The richness of material and the lack of emotion have become the shocking contrast and dislocation of this era. The author intends to appeal that while developing the economy, we must never trample on the most precious dignity, emotion and spirit of human society.
The second is to point the edge of criticism to the spiritual field of people in Duanqiao Town. The cultural space of Duanqiao Town is still filled with the stale flavor of feudal thought. In people's cultural and psychological structure, meanness and exile have not been completely eliminated, and a strong ideological and public opinion atmosphere has formed in Duanqiao Town, becoming an invisible killer of murder and love. When Wangwang bit back his sister-in-law's breast, people not only lacked due understanding and sympathy, but even linked a seven-year-old boy with sex in a ridiculous way, so that even the grandfather who loved Wangwang had to put his grandson through the pain of discipline. Perhaps, when people joke about Wangwang, they release their repressed desires, but they don't know how despicable and cruel this behavior is to children! Therefore, in order to cultivate children's healthy psychology, readers need to build not only a high-level material civilization, but also a pure spiritual space.
Text/Bi Feiyu
There are only two roads in Duanqiao Town, one is a stone alley more than three meters wide, and the other is a river more than four meters wide. Three rows of houses are laid out along Stone Lane and Jiahe, all of which are unified two-story attics, and there is almost no gap between buildings. This relationship makes the neighbors of Duanqiao Town only "opposite the door" and "next door". Of course, the three lines connecting the attic are not straight, and its bending degree is equal to that of Jiahe. The stone lane in Duanqiao Town is very quiet, with stone light from beginning to end, clean and quiet. The river head is also like a mirror. The arched reflections of those stone bridges have been lying in the water for thousands of years, with a long posture. When a small junk came, they trembled and dodged. As soon as the small sampan passed, they bowed their backs and returned to their original places. However, when Jiahe reached the easternmost point of Duanqiao Town, it was not Jiahe. It joins a fairly wide water surface, which is of great significance to the young people in Broken Bridge Town. All the young people in Broken Bridge Town started their life voyage on this water surface. They don't like the reflection of rocks and water in Broken Bridge Town, and when they get old, they flock to the distant world. The young people in Broken Bridge Town disappeared without a trace along the waterway, and they had no time to leave their backs on the water. Fortunately, the water has always been forgetful.
Wangwang's house is opposite Huisao's house. There is a slate lane in the middle, and Huisao's house is beside the mountain, which is a mound of twenty or thirty meters high; Want Want's home depends on water, and water is a river. Wangwang is a seven-year-old boy, but his name is not Wangwang. But Wangwang's hand has to carry a bag of Wangwang biscuits or Wangwang ice cream all day, so everyone calls him Wangwang, and so does Wangwang's grandfather, which is smooth and happy. Want Want has been following Grandpa since he was born. His parents made a lot of money by running a trailer and bought a Want Want account in the county. Want Want's mother said that they earned enough money to go to college. When the money for buying a house and getting married came back, they went back to their hometown and opened a soy sauce shop. They are wandering around at the moment, and their hometown is no longer Broken Bridge Town, but water or waterway. Broken bridge town is becoming more and more conceptual in their memory, just a line of words, just a distant collection address on the money order. The draft became the children of my widowed father, and the draft also became the parents of my only son Wangwang.
Want Want sits on his own stone threshold and watches pedestrians when he is free. Holding a bag of Wangwang biscuits or Wangwang ice cream in his hand. Wangwang's father wrote "a bag of Wangwang every day" on a piece of paper on the left side of the money order to take care of it. Want Want is tired of eating cookies, but Grandpa won't let him sit on the threshold empty-handed. Want Want is very boring. If you sit for a long time, you will reach into your crotch and pull out your penis to play with. Holding a bag in one hand and a biscuit in the other. Want Want sat on the threshold just to watch the grocery store for Huisao. The ground floor of Huisao's house is actually a shop. Someone came barking. Want Want came out from behind with a smile as soon as she called back to her sister-in-law.
Huisao was outside, too, and didn't return to Broken Bridge Town until the spring of 1996. Huisao went home to have a baby, gave birth to a boy, and was still nursing. Wangwang has never eaten breast milk. Grandpa said Wangwang's mother was born without juice. Want Want only hugged her mother's nipple once. If she can't suck out the contents, her mother will cry pain. Want Want asked her mother to give it to her grandmother shortly after she was born and before she was buried in the back hill. At the same time, I sent a stainless steel bowl and a stainless steel spoon. Grandma put the milk cake, milk, Heinz nutritious milk paste, egg yolk and soybean powder in a shiny stainless steel bowl, and then sent it to Wangwang's mouth bit by bit with a shiny stainless steel spoon. After eating Want Want, she smiled, and grandma knocked on the empty stainless steel bowl with a stainless steel spoon, making a pleasant and cold industrial sound. Grandma said, "What is this? This is your mother's tits. " Want Want is real, in grandma's words, harder than the milk ball with the nipple arched. However, Want Want's grandfather always said that today's women can't do it, there is no water, the belly is planned by the state, and the breasts should not be planned blindly. At this time, grandma always said to Want Want that your father ate me until I was five years old. I ate until I was five. It's like being proud of yourself and happy for your son.
But Huisao is an exception. Huisao's face, eyes, lips, arms and calves all give people a rounded impression. Fat and fat, thick and round. Huisao's face is like a full moon, healthy and kind. She smiles at everyone. Her face is smooth when she smiles, and two small dimples will nest on both sides of her lower lip. There is a feeling of fullness and happiness after childbirth. The whole body is covered with the smell of milk, which is rich and soft. It seems that sucking her nose is gone. Huisao's breasts are strong and huge, which stand out at the back of the shirt. The milk has a long history and gives people endless impressions. Hui sister-in-law was particularly moved by breastfeeding her child. She always sits outside the shop. Huisao unbuttoned her shirt, lifted it directly, put her son's head in her elbow, and then leaned down. Don't straighten your upper body until your son holds it. When nursing, Huisao always sticks her neck out very long, fondles her son's fingernails or earlobes, and then pinches them. When someone came to buy something, Huisao said, "Help yourself." Looking for change, Huisao also said, "Take it yourself."
Want Want has been paying attention to the beautiful static state of Huisao's breastfeeding. Huisao's breasts are full of excessive motherhood due to the expansion of milk, and the sky-blue blood vessels are hidden under the surface. Want Want firmly believes that Huisao's milk is sky blue, warm but cool. Huisao's son always has a hand to hold his mother's breast when he is nursing. Clean and delicate hands, stroking the outside of the breast. It doesn't look like it is shining in the sun, but the breasts and hands will shine by themselves, which has a translucent crystal effect, almost holy and almost enchanting. Huisao is never shy about breastfeeding. In fact, apart from the old people and children, there are only a few middle-aged women left in Broken Bridge Town. Huisao's silence brought hope and sadness to Want Want. Want Want is entangled in milk fragrance, sadness is as light as milk fragrance, and milk fragrance is endless as a wisp.
Huisao never dreamed that Want Want would do such a thing.
Huisao sat on the threshold of Shimen to nurse the baby, and Wangwang sat opposite across a bluestone lane. Huisao's son is full after eating only one breast. Huisao sent the other one, but the son dodged and spat out milk foam. But Huisao's breasts swelled badly, so she decided to squeeze some out. Huisao stood sideways against the wall, holding her breasts with both hands. When she squeezed hard, the milk came out in a line and an arc. Want Want has been watching Huisao's movements. Want Want saw snow-white milk sprayed on the wall and was sucked clean by the blue bricks on the wall. Want Want smelled the milky fragrance, and Qingshi Lane was warm and friendly everywhere. Want Want quietly walked to the opposite side and hid in the corner. When Huisao finished squeezing, she took her son to her lap. The child hummed, and Huisao lifted her shirt again. But the child refused to eat, just patted his mother's breasts and played with himself, saying something monotonous and incomprehensible.
Huisao didn't even notice. Want Want has come over. Want Want parted the baby's hand, buried his head and aimed it at Huisao's breast. Bite on. At noon in Qingshi Lane, Huisao's screams were abrupt and long, which woke up half of Broken Bridge Town. If it weren't for this scream, Want Want would still refuse to let go. Want Want didn't run away. His mouth was half open and his expression was cold and silly. Want Want saw a pair of semicircular tooth marks and blood stains printed on Huisao's right breast. Huisao came to her senses, and before she could appease the frightened child, the neighbor came. Huisao was hurt and ashamed. She blamed Wangwang and said, "Wangwang, you are going to die."
Want Want's move spread all over Duanqiao Town that afternoon.
This small town without newspapers broadcasts the news of the day everywhere. People's topics naturally focus on sex, but they are not clear. People say, "I'm going to die. The little thing is only seven years old. " People say, "The adults in Broken Bridge Town have never been so rogue." Of course, people's mood is not heavy, but pleasant and novel. Everyone knows that Huisao's tits have been bitten by Want Want, so someone teased Huisao and shouted an advertisement on TV behind her, saying, "Huisao, let's have fun." This is very funny. Everyone laughs, and Huisao laughs. However, Huisao's mother-in-law looked unhappy and came out with a long face and said, "The water is boiling."
Want Want knows that afternoon is after dinner. Although there are only two grandchildren in the family, grandpa has to cook three meals a day and feed Wangwang personally for each meal. Stainless steel bowls and spoons are as bright as before, without wear and corrosion. Grandpa lost his teeth when he was old, and that old tongue was ignored, becoming more and more lawless and nagging. Feeding Wangwang's mouth means nagging, "Eat with your mouth open, chew with your mouth closed, and sleep after eating." "An egg, a bite of meat, when you grow up, you won't worry about making money." Wait, it's all his own jingles. But Wangwang doesn't eat today. The spoon is fed from the right. He tells it to go to the left. When it comes from the left, he tells it to go to the right. Grandpa said, "If you don't eat eggs or bite meat, how can you make money in the future?" Want Want's eyes have been fixed on Huisao's house. There is a lot of food in Mrs. Hui's shop. Grandpa asked, "What do you want?" Want want doesn't talk. Grandpa said, "acrylic frame?" Grandpa said, "Dove chocolate?" Grandpa said, "Kiss eight-treasure porridge?" Want Want doesn't talk. Next to the eight-treasure porridge is Australian whole fat powder.
Grandpa said, "Do you want to eat milk?" Want Want looked back and looked at Grandpa tearfully. Grandpa knew that his grandson wanted to eat milk, so he went across the hall to buy a bag, washed it with water and took it to Want Want. Say, "Want Want is to eat milk." Want Want took a bite of a stainless steel spoon and threw it on the ground, knocking over the stainless steel bowl. Stainless steel is alive and kicking on the stone floor, making a cold metallic sound. Grandpa patted Wangwang on the cheek and said loudly, "Pick it up!" Want Want is motionless, like a salted fish, rolling its eyes. Grandpa raised his hand and said, "Will you pick it up?" Tall again, he said, "Did you pick it up?" The higher grandpa fanned, the farther Wangwang left. Grandpa put down his slap and said, "Little ancestor, pick it up!" " "
It was grandpa who picked up the stainless steel tableware himself. Grandpa said, "How can you throw this? This is the environment where you grew up. This is your milk. Are you going to throw it away? Huh? Throw it or not? There are still seven months before the Spring Festival. Look, I won't tell your parents! "
According to the routine of life, after dinner, Grandpa Wangwang went to the stone pier under the eaves of the south gate to wash dishes. Third Master Liu is washing clothes next door. Third Master Liu smiled as soon as he saw Want Want. Third Master Liu said, "Master Wang, your family wants to eat tofu from others. Did you teach them? " Want Want didn't understand, but he saw something crooked in Liu's wrinkles. Third Master Liu glanced at him and said in a low voice, "Your grandson bit Mrs. Hui's tits this afternoon and bled!"
When Master Want Want realized this, there was a bang in his head. It's amazing. This is not bad, is it? Grandpa Wangwang turned and picked up the broom, holding it upside down. He picked up Wangwang and spanked him three or four times. The little thing didn't cry, but the tears flashed, one fell, and the king opened and fell again. His tears are silent, and there is an extraordinary pain and sadness. This crying makes people soft-hearted, and adults can't do it anymore. Grandpa Wangwang lost his broom and asked sharply, "Who taught you that? Which animal taught you that? " Want want is silent. Want Want lowered her head and shed tears one by one. Want Want sighed and said, "Anyway, there are still seven months before the Spring Festival."
Want Want's parents only return to the broken bridge once a year.
Six days at a time, that is, from New Year's Eve to the fifth day of the first month. Want Want's mother prepared a lot of passion before seeing Want Want, and hugged her when she saw Want Want. Want Want always has something to identify, and many actions cannot be completed at once. In this way, Want Want looked a little miserable when she was held by her mother, playing with it over and over again. It hurts a little. It's a little embarrassing. There are some places that need to be rejected and struggled. Later, mom and dad will come up with a lot of fun and delicious things, all of which are good things that are almost synchronized with TV commercials. They are colorful, colorful, and Want Want will be happy at this time and eat his stomach in a daze. Want Want is always familiar with and likes his parents in the third and fourth grades, and likes their voices and smells. I like to lean over, but every time he just leans over, they suddenly disappear. Want Want always misses the air and never puts it into practice. Want Want hasn't learned to say these bad feelings in complete sentences. Want Want won't say anything.
They must leave early on the fifth day. Want Want often sleeps late on the fourth night, but can't wake up on the fifth morning. Dad's trailer is parked on the vast water in the town east. They put down a small sampan and rowed under their eaves along the Jiahe River. Of course, when they left, they untied the rope on the window lattice and rowed along the Jiahe River to the east end. Then, the heavy whistle of the trailer rang twice, and their trailer drove away. When they go far away, the sun will rise. When Want Want arrived, there was only the sun in the sky and only water on the ground. There is only one winter sun and one winter water left in Wangwang's pupil. When the sun leaves the water, it always drags and drags, with symptoms of pain and bleeding. Then the sun rose, and the vast water surface became a road paved with gold and silver.
Because of Want Want's unexpected attack, Huisao's care naturally became cautious.
Huisao always hides behind the counter and unbuttons the second button on her coat. But Huisao didn't see Want Want for the next two days. I didn't pay much attention to it every day before, but now I can't see it, but it is particularly eye-catching. Huisao met Wangwang at noon and said smoothly, "Wangye, why haven't you seen Wangwang?" Want Want's grandfather has been ashamed to meet his wife these days. As Master Liu said, it would be a shame if Huisao also thought that Want Want was taught by his grandfather. Want Want's grandfather was still blocked by Huisao, and his old eyes dared not look at her. Grandpa Wang Wang said, "I have an intravenous drip in the hospital." Huisao said, "What's the matter? How do you get an intravenous drip? " Grandpa Wangwang said, "I have a high fever and I can't go back." Huisao said, "Did you scare the children?" Want Want is very guilty and says, "If you don't fight, you won't scold big people." Huisao changed the child to the other hand and said reproachfully, "What did you say, Master Wang? What can a seven-year-old child do wrong? " Want Want said, "You can't be an adult if you don't fight or scold." Huisao said, "If it doesn't hurt me, it's just a little broken skin, and I'll be fine." Having said that, Grandpa Want Want lowered his head again, blushing and said, "I have never told him this, never. It is the current TV teaching that is broken. " Huisao was a little unhappy, even a little uncomfortable, and her tone was heavy: "What did you say, Master Wang?"
She lost weight after leaving the hospital. Eyes are big, eyelids are double eyelids. There are fewer speakers, and everyone is a little quiet. Huisao said, "Wangwang is very ill." After Wangwang came home, he never sat on the stone threshold again. Huisao guessed that this was a new rule made by Wangye. However, Huisao knew that Wangwang was hiding behind the door to watch himself nursing, and his black eyes were always shining sadly in a round hole or a gap in the board. Uncle Wang doesn't let Want Want and Huisao get closer, which makes Huisao feel unspeakable. Because of this, Want Want is becoming more and more furtive, wandering silently like a ghost. Huisao once sent some fruit candy to Want Want with her child in her arms. Huisao milked her son and said angrily, "Where's Brother Want Want? We invite Brother Wangwang to eat sugar. " Want Want hid behind the stairs as soon as she saw Huisao. Grandpa stopped Huisao and said, "You can't be so rude." Hui sister-in-law was stopped at the door, and her face was worried. She forgot to imitate her son and said, "Just a few sweets." "You can't be so rude," Wang Hu said with a straight face. Huisao looked back at Wangwang before she left. Want Want's eyes make all mothers sad. Huisao said, "Wangwang, come here." Grandpa said, "Want Want!" Huisao said, "Master Wang, what are you doing?"
But Wangwang is peeking. Only Wangwang and Huisao understand this silent secret. If this continues, Want Want will go crazy, or Huisao will go crazy. In the midday sun, many secrets are quietly stored on both sides of the narrow stone alley. The slender sunshine belt passes through the bluestone pavement, which is cool here and cool there. The sunshine seems a little too much. Broken Bridge Town, which is surrounded by mountains and waters, is very sharply divided into two, and mountains and water appear at the same time. One side is sad, and the other side is still sad.
Grandpa Wang also snores during his nap.
As soon as Master Wang snored, he ran downstairs. Looking at the whole line, Want Want was caught by Huisao on this day. Huisao grabbed his wrist and Wangwang turned pale with fear. Huisao whispered, "Don't be afraid, come with me." Want Want was dragged to the backyard of the grocery store by Huisao. Outside the backyard is a hillside, and the golden sun shines on the hillside. The hillside is big and green, lush and fertile, and all greasy is the green reflection of the sun. Want Want is panting, a little scared, wrapped in the smell of milk. Huisao crouched down and lifted her coat, and her huge round breasts clearly appeared in front of Want Want. Want Want was heartbroken by the smell. It is the mother of smell, and smell is supreme. Huisao touched Wangwang's head and whispered, "Eat, eat." Want Want dare not move. His mother, holding only his soul, is close at hand, just under the tip of his nose, within reach. Want Want looked up, looked up, full of tears, a full face of shame and panic. Huisao said, "It's me. You eat, I eat. -Don't bite, hold and suck slowly. " Want Want leaned over her head, two small hands slowly raised and hugged Huisao's right chest. But Wangwang's hand stopped at the last minute. Want Want said very grievance: "I don't want it."
Huisao said, "Silly boy, brother can't finish it."
Want Want shed tears, and his tears gave off hexagonal light in the sun, which had a dazzling appearance. Want Want stared at Huisao's chest and said with tears, "I don't want it. Not my mother! " Want Want dropped this mindless remark and ran away. Huisao pulled down her coat and followed her out, shouting, "Wangwang, Wangwang ..." Wangwang fled home and bolted the door.
The whole process was earth-shattering in the silent noon. Huisao's voice almost broke into tears. She slapped the door with her hand and shouted, "Want Want!"
There is no sound at Wangwang's house. After a while, Grandpa Wang's snoring stopped. There was a quick sound from downstairs. After a while, there was another sound in the room, which was the muffled sound of a ruler on the meat. Huisao stood in the same place and cried sadly, "Master Wang, Master Wang!" "
Many people gathered around again. When people saw the way Huisao patted the door, they knew that Want Want was "in trouble" again. Someone said with a heavy voice, "this little thing can't be cured."
Huisao turned around. Her tears glowed green, like a mother beast. It's kind of amazing. Hui sister-in-law fierce unusually shouted:
"You go! Let's go What do you know? "