Secret love is a short story of heart abuse 1: Secret love is a lonely ivy. That year, he had a crush on a girl.
She is a girl in the next class, thin and tall, with thick ear-length short hair and big eyes. She blushes when she speaks. Every time after the next class, he can't help looking in. If he sees her, his heart will beat faster, making him feel like jumping out of his throat.
He will find an excuse to borrow books from familiar boys in the next class, making him feel naive. However, 17-year-old boys stubbornly like a beautiful girl, and even if they go to see her next class, the satisfaction will make him happy all afternoon.
In fact, he is the best teenager in the whole grade, and his academic performance has always been among the best. He is tall and handsome, many girls like him, and there are many scandals about him. He once pulled a girl playing basketball next to her with a bicycle, and the girl screamed and laughed. The girls on the basketball team like him, but he doesn't like girls who play basketball, not at all.
More often, he followed her.
She and he are both day students. Every night after school, he will ride a bike behind her for two years. She is in the east side and he is in the west side. To follow her, he came home an hour late. After seeing her go home, he will detour back to the west side.
This is his secret. Later, one of his buddies said, I especially like the one in the next class. It was his buddy's birthday 18. He paused, and his heart suddenly hurt. Buddies also said that her temperament is so good, like a quiet and faint orchid. All the boys in our dormitory like her, and some even call her name in the middle of the night.
Originally, he had the courage to tell her, but after the buddy finished, he decided to keep silent.
He and she were admitted to two universities, one in the south and the other in the north. Since then, they have lived far apart.
Although the distance is far away, he has never forgotten her. Even, he often comes to this northern city by train. At the gate of her school, he expects to meet her, even if it is enough to just look at her. It's a pity that he hasn't met once.
Later, I heard the news that she was in love. How can a girl with such temperament not be chased? He was cold, but he insisted on being alone. I fell in love with everyone in the dormitory except him. He received the most love letters, and many girls wanted to have coffee with him. He can play guitar, play football best, write poems best and shake his head most unforgettable. In short, he is charming but narcissistic. The girl later nicknamed him the cold-faced prince? .
She is still the only one in his heart.
He stole a small photo of her from her library card, black and white, and smiled shyly. He often shows it. Later, the photo finally appeared beside Mao Mao.
She got married after graduating from college. He got drunk when he learned that she was married, and then drove wildly in the wilderness alone. That day, he shed tears under the starry sky, as if he had lost the most precious thing in his life.
Soon after, he got married, and so did the bride. He only allows brides to have short hair, full ears and thick black hair. Once his wife dyed it reddish brown, and he flew into a rage. After getting married, she went to another city, far away from his city. However, he often flies to that city alone, and then stays for one night before leaving. He felt her breath. This city makes him feel distressed, and he will be moved when he mentions it. When forecasting the weather, he will pay attention to the temperature in the city. This habit persisted for many years.
Then their high school classmates got together.
The students want to find the princess, but many people can't find her. He stood up and said, I'll find it.
He didn't find her either.
It is obvious that she is in this city, but he can't find her. He even went to the police registered in the Public Security Bureau to find her name, but without this person, this person seems to be into thin air.
Did something happen to her? He was very worried, so he posted her childhood photos online and asked people in that city to help him find them.
The internet helped him. Three days later, someone posted that this is the accountant of our company.
It turns out that she changed her name after moving to this city. When he learned that he was going to see her, his heart beat wildly. While waiting to see her, he felt that he was suffocating.
Finally, she came out.
He is the one who stayed.
She is fat and black with short yellow hair. She wears colorful trousers on her fat thighs, gold high heels are 7 cm high, several necklaces and four or five gold rings on her hands. He thought he was mistaken for someone else, but it was really her, and he recognized it anyway.
As soon as she opened her mouth, she called him by the wrong name, and he said his name awkwardly. She asked him where he worked, and he said, she immediately said, Oh, my husband happens to have business with you. What's your phone number? Come on, tell me quickly, I will definitely go to the class reunion. Many students are officials now, right? I just want to develop our business with you? He couldn't listen any longer, so he ran away in a panic and ran very fast. Later, he was finally too tired to run. He squatted under a tree and saw a green vine climbing alone on the wall.
He thinks he is a lonely ivy, clinging to the wall, but the wall doesn't know it. Where can the wall know the loneliness of ivy?
For a long time, his tears fell to the ground and smashed a big dot. He finally understood that this secret love in youth was actually a war of one person. You lost and won, but it has nothing to do with others. This lonely ivy has an end. When autumn comes, its leaves will turn yellow and it will never climb again.
Secret love story 2: You secretly love the wrong person. This is a true story that happened in Guangzhou.
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There are two companies on the 0/6th floor of a senior office building in this city. One is in logistics and the other is in advertising.
In the advertising company, there are two inseparable friends, Juanjuan and Shanshan. Juanjuan looks ordinary and has a normal figure, but she is tall and outstanding. She is one of the few beauties in the office building.
However, after work this afternoon, when Juanjuan and Shanshan walked out of the gate, Juanjuan was stopped by a man in his twenties and said that he had a friend who had a crush on her for a long time. It turned out that Zhu Ming, the boy's good friend, was seriously ill, while Zhu Ming had a secret crush on Juanjuan, but he didn't have the courage to confess. Now, at the last stage of her life, Zhu Ming's mother hopes that the girl her son has a crush on can visit Zhu Ming before her bed.
Juanjuan, who thinks he looks ordinary and won't be secretly loved, doesn't believe this is true. Shanshan also said that some men are so boring that they love to use love as game props. Hear Shanshan, Juanjuan pushed people away and left with Shanshan.
The next morning, Juanjuan just walked to the door of the office building. Yesterday, that man appeared again. He walked quickly to Juanjuan and said anxiously, Miss Juanjuan, what I said is true. I'm not lying to you. Listen, I brought Zhu Ming's mother. ? Juanjuan looked in the direction of the boy's finger, and an old woman was coming from the opposite side. The man shouted at the old man. Mother Zhu, this is Juanjuan! ? The old man came up to him and grabbed Juanjuan's hand. Good girl, go and see my son. Now he doesn't have much time. If you go to see him, don't waste his kindness to you! Look, this is his diary for you. ? The old woman took out an orange diary from her bag and handed it to Juanjuan. Juanjuan hesitated, took it and opened it. The title page reads: Dedicated to He who I secretly love.
At that moment, Juanjuan's heart jumped in a hurry. For the first time in 25 years, she knew that a boy had a crush on herself, and she also wrote such a diary. So she decided to follow the old man to the hospital to see Zhu Ming.
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Although Zhu Ming's eyes are closed, his thick eyebrows, high nose and good facial contour all show that he is an absolute handsome guy. Unfortunately, Zhu Ming has been lying for more than a month, just lying, not opening his eyes, not talking, and relying on infusion to maintain his life. Zhu Ming's mother has only one son, and they live alone. Now, Zhu Ming suddenly became seriously ill, and she was almost blind. Looking at the old man's loneliness, Juanjuan was very upset, but she didn't know what to do.
In the evening, Juanjuan returned to her residence, opened the diary written by Zhu Ming, and read it carefully word by word: Today, I saw her go downstairs to eat with another girl, laughing and laughing all the way, as if she had food, which was the happiest thing in the world? Judging from her gestures and smile, she is a girl who doesn't ask much. She always wears jeans. Although simple, it can be seen that she must be a master in business? Today, when I put my motorcycle in the shed, I saw her supporting a row of inverted bicycles. Maybe she accidentally knocked them down, but who is as patient as she is now? Put them away one by one, just like your own bike. Fortunately, there is another girl helping her. This discovery made me love her even more. There are really not many such good girls. I like her more and more. What should I do? She is so good, I am so ordinary?
Looking at it, Juanjuan showed a happy smile. It turns out that there has always been such a handsome guy who has a crush on himself. She decided to visit Zhu Ming every day, and she began to hope that he would wake up and hear his emotional confession. Of course, she will marry him if he wants.
When Shanshan learned that she would go to the hospital to see her newborn lover after work every day, she immediately criticized her and listed several reasons why this was meaningless: 1, he was seriously ill and could not love; You didn't know him before that. You don't know if they are taking advantage of your kindness. His time is running out. Are you involved? Shanshan said a lot of reasons, but Juanjuan's eyes are always shaking the diary. She thought that if Shanshan knew that Zhu Ming was so deeply infatuated with herself, she would certainly understand her practice. It's just that the diary can't be shared with her.
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Later, Juanjuan went to the hospital after work every day, talking and singing to Zhu Ming's handsome but expressionless face. Zhu Ming's mother was very moved and always lamented that her son was not blessed and didn't really fall in love with such a good girl.
In contact again and again, Juanjuan unconsciously regarded Zhu Ming and his mother as his relatives and thought that she was Zhu Ming's girlfriend. Although she hasn't been in love for a day, she doesn't feel anything wrong. She hoped that Zhu Ming would wake up.
Later, she began to scrub Zhu Ming instead of Zhu Ming's mother. Juanjuan calmly thinks that if he can wake up, she will marry him, which is nothing. If he leaves like this, I will repay him with my secret love in my life!
Visiting Zhu Ming in the hospital became the only thing Juanjuan did after work. She also started cooking soup and delivering meals to Zhu Ming's mother. Everyone in the hospital thinks that Juanjuan is Zhu Ming's wife or girlfriend.
And all this behavior of Juanjuan, in Shanshan's eyes, is undoubtedly stupid. More than once, she advised her to think calmly. Juanjuan said, I thought about it. Anyway, I have to hold on until he wakes up or he leaves. I insist on doing this for myself, for Zhu Ming and his mother. ?
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Believe it or not, there are miracles in the world. Zhu Ming really woke up after half a year in a coma!
Juanjuan, who works in the company, can't wait for the elevator when she hears the phone call from Zhu Ming's mother. She ran from the eighth floor to the 1 floor in high heels. On the roadside, she is waiting for the bus and the taxi is carrying passengers. She couldn't wait to rush to the hospital where Zhu Ming was.
Juanjuan ran to the door of the hospital, but she had no strength at all. After passing through the glass window of the registration office, she saw her ugly side in the mirror and felt uneasy: What does Zhu Ming like about herself? Remembering those words in the diary, she found confidence. She thought of a sentence, that is: people are beautiful because they are cute, not because they are beautiful!
She excitedly pushed open the door of the ward.
Zhu Ming really woke up, half lying in bed, staring at Juanjuan stupefied. Juanjuan's face suddenly turned red. Zhu Ming's mother was about to introduce her when Zhu Ming asked in a low voice. Where is Juanjuan?
? She's Juanjuan! ? Zhu Ming's mother said. Zhu Ming shook his head and said? She is not Juanjuan, Juanjuan is the girl with her. ?
Juanjuan understands that for a long time, Zhu Ming has been secretly in love with Shan, the tall and beautiful Shan! She remembered that all the scenes described in her diary were with Shanshan.
Tears, suddenly poured out. She lowered her head and said softly, Juanjuan is at work. What's the matter? Come over later. ? Say that finish, she turned out of the room. Zhu Ming's mother followed closely and said? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I'm really sorry for you. Juanjuan, such a good girl, wiped her tears, pretended not to care and said to the old man, It doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter. I'll call Juanjuan. ? Then run back to the company.
When Shanshan told her the truth, she refused to see Zhu Ming for only one reason: I don't know him! Juanjuan begged her to visit him for her friend's sake, because the doctor had said that although Zhu Ming was awake, his days were limited, and maybe he would die on the operating table soon.
Finally, Shanshan and Juanjuan came to the hospital together. In front of the ward, Juanjuan pushed Shanshan into the ward, and then she gently fell to the door. She is really exhausted.
Seeing Zhu Ming lying there, Shanshan said stiffly. My name is Wang Shanshan, and I'm not your crush on Juanjuan! ? I like you! ? It is too late. I already have a boyfriend. Besides, I have a lot of work at hand now. I'm leaving! ? With that, she left the room. Outside the door, she saw Juanjuan sitting there and asked, "Why are you so troublesome?" ? Come back with me! ?
Juanjuan ignored Shanshan, but walked into the ward again after Shanshan left. She said:? Although this is a misunderstanding, it has little impact. In the future, I will take care of you. ?
Zhu Ming looked at Juanjuan apologetically and said? I came to your company to do business and asked her for her business card. Why did she give me your business card? Well, for a while, Shanshan ran out of business cards. If a client asks for a business card, she will give it to others, and I will sometimes give it to others. ?
This is the reason for misunderstanding.
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Later, Juanjuan still went to see Zhu Ming, just like before.
Finally one day, Zhu Ming said to her. Juanjuan, when you get closer, you will find that you are cuter than Shanshan. My mother always praises your good soup, and your meticulous care for me makes me feel extremely warm. If I can, can I change my crush?
This is, of course, the end that Juanjuan longed for, but she knows better than Zhu Ming that Zhu Ming has only two months left. But she smiled and promised him that she would marry him when he was discharged from the hospital.
A year later, Zhu Ming died. He lived longer than the doctor predicted 10 months. It was Juanjuan's love that prolonged Zhu Ming's life and comforted Zhu Ming's mother.
Although Juanjuan's efforts didn't pay off in the end, even her dream of wearing a wedding dress with Zhu Ming didn't come true. However, shortly after Zhu Ming left, she kept receiving requests from boys for dating. They all said that it is easy to find a beautiful woman to get married now, but it is a kind of happiness to meet a kind woman like Juanjuan. After all, for a family, a woman's kindness is more important than her beauty.
Yes, plastic surgery centers and beauty clubs that have sprung up everywhere are trying to create personal image projects. Beauty can be established, and kindness is a virtue that never needs to be corrected.
Unrequited love is a broken seed. Secret love is a very small seed. If you are born with malnutrition, you will not be able to sprout and grow branches. Over time, you will die a little bit in your heart, leaving an indelible shadow on your life.
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Jiang Yun is looking for a light blue guppy, which has a small black tail and emits blue light at night.
The peacock fish that Jiang Yun raised for the first time was given to her by the boy she secretly loved before she transferred to school. Since then, she has kept this peacock fish called Mosaic, and gave them another name? Ranbo pt? . One morning a year later, they suddenly died in a fish tank, and their life span expired.
The fish tank there has been empty for many years. One day, Jiang Yun received a strange message on the Internet, which was sent by her crush 16-year-old boy. He's coming back and wants to meet. Jiang Yun is full of power. She brushed all the moss on the wall of the empty fish tank, put clean water, bought aquatic plants and electric oxygen, and everything looked the same as before, except for two fish.
There is only one person in the aquarium, squatting in front of a huge glass jar, staring at the angelfish swimming around in the aquarium with his mouth bent. He turned around and saw Jiang Yun standing at the door and smiled. The small aquarium is full of huge glass fish tanks. Fish of all shapes and colors swim around in the fish tank, and teenagers are like at the bottom of the sea. For a moment, Jiang Yun felt like Yu Xia on a sunny day, with brown skin, thin and tall, and a face like the morning sun.
? Hey, buy fish? He also has two rows of neat white teeth.
? Do you have any guppies with blue tails and black spots? Jiang Yun asked.
? Let me show you. ? The boy walked up to Jiang Yun, still smiling. Jiang Yun followed him with his head down, passing through one huge glass fish tank after another.
With a clash, the iron gate at the back door of the aquarium shop was pulled open, and a chubby middle-aged man in rain boots came in carrying two water bags.
? Liang, are you hitting on girls again? I brought the fish you wanted. ? A middle-aged man came with a bag. The boy named A Liang shrugged his shoulders at Jiang Yun and didn't care if he was exposed.
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Two days later, Jiang Yun opened the door and found a small red bucket on the mat at the door with a note on it. The note said: Give you two blue mosaics. I didn't mean to make fun of you the other day I'd like to invite you to the movies.
Liang signs his name and draws a big smiling face at the back.
How did A Liang know Jiang Yun's address is unknown, but Jiang Yun decided to keep the appointment. This is the first time she has seen a movie alone with a boy.
At the gate of the cinema, Jiang Yun saw A Liang holding a huge teddy bear in his hand. This bear and A Liang have become the focus of attention. He stood there holding the bear and waved to Jiang Yun. When Jiang Yun approached, A Liang stuffed the bear into Jiang Yun's arms.
? A gift for you to make amends. ? A Liang said. The way he smiles is sincere.
? How can such a big bear watch a movie? Jiang Yun blushed and pushed the bear, but was turned back. Liang made a naughty face and took out a movie ticket from his pocket and waved it. Don't worry, I bought three movie tickets. ?
After the movie, A Liang sent Jiang Yun home. Jiang Yun asked him, OK, now can you tell me how you know my home address?
A Liang said with a smile? I send milk to your house every morning, before you wake up. ?
When we first met in the aquarium, A Liang recognized Jiang Yun. He knew that Jiang Yun went out at half past six in the morning, stood at the door, opened the milk box, drank a bottle of milk, and then went to school. It has been like this for a long time.
Liang didn't go to school. He not only delivered milk, but also worked in a toy factory, sorted dolls in the toy factory and bought a big teddy bear at a very cheap price. All employees in the toy factory have such low-cost benefits.
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Later, A Liang took Jiang Yun to the toy factory. Jiang Yun saw the process of making dolls. Space cotton is the core, cloth is the skin, and buttons are the eyes. Together, there seems to be life.
? At first, because she likes dolls, we went to work in the toy factory together. ? A Liang talked about his first love. She is a restless girl. Sometimes she likes this and sometimes she likes that.
? How can a person have so many hobbies? Each must have or try. ? He said.
At first, A Liang and the girl worked in a toy factory. Later, when the girl saved enough money, she went to India to volunteer. The girl also sent a photo to A Liang. In the photo, she was surrounded by a group of Indian old people, laughing so happily, and those old people laughed so happily, but they were all dying. Later, the girl went to Africa and was never heard from again.
? Do you miss her? Jiang Yun asked A Liang.
? I often miss you, but being together is a matter of two people, and neither of them can be forced. ? A Liang said.
Jiang Yun likes the story of A Liang. A Liang has some characteristics that people like. The girl who went to Africa must like him, too. Jiang Yun always thinks that love is the most wonderful thing in the world, but A Liang's girlfriend hasn't realized it yet.
A Liang said to Jiang Yun. I couldn't help wanting to know you the first time I saw you. You look like her. ?
A Liang likes his present life and relies on his little happiness. Although his girlfriend left him, she did not leave in pain, but pursued more happiness. He likes to do whatever he likes. He doesn't have big dreams, but small dreams are enough. Now he is saving money to go to Tibet and inviting Jiang Yun to go with him.
Jiang Yun and A Liang are about the same age, but he looks full of youthful vitality.
What does Jiang Yun like? Lived for more than 20 years, graduated from a second-rate university, worked in a second-rate job, working from nine to five, day after day, year after year. Jiang Yun can't find anything he likes, and there's nothing he wants to do. He doesn't even have time to like a boy.
Oh, that boy, Jiang Yun had a crush on 16 years old, and he asked Jiang Yun to meet him.
Jiang Yun hesitated about going to the appointment. She's scared. She is a girl without confidence and courage. She has no confidence at all. The boy asked Jiang Yun to meet him at his alma mater in high school. Before the appointment, Jiang Yun dug out the letter written by 16 years old and wrote a confession letter to the boy.
At the age of 16, the day before the boys left, Jiang Yun had a high fever. She insisted on giving the letter to the boys, but she missed the train.
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Jiang Yun decided to keep the appointment. She dug out a beautiful long sweater and rabbit fur boots, tied her hair carefully and applied a little eye shadow.
After graduating from high school, Jiang Yun has never been back to his alma mater. Although it is very close, she occasionally passes by in a city, but it seems that there is nothing worth remembering.
When Jiang Yun arrived at school, the boys had not come yet. She walked around the campus and suddenly felt very sad. The school gate was repainted and a beautiful flower bed was made. Grass has been planted on the playground, and there is no longer loess everywhere like before. Jiang Yun once met a boy on the playground. On a rainy day, he played football with a group of classmates in the yellow mud. Everyone was covered in mud and laughed happily. He kicked a dirty ball at Jiang Yun?
Gradually, strange and familiar figures appeared on campus. They were all Jiang Yun's high school classmates.
First classmate A, then classmate B, then classmate C? Many students came one after another. Yes, this is a high school reunion initiated by that boy, including Jiang Yun. Every classmate he knows is invited here.
? He came back from England. ? A said.
? He is now working in a world-famous law firm. ? B said.
? His girlfriend is a beauty in college. ? C said.
Have you ever had a crush on the most popular boy in school like Jiang Yun, with good grades, good looks, good personality and charm?
This kind of secret love is a very small seed, which is naturally malnourished and cannot sprout and grow branches. Over time, I will die a little in my heart, leaving an indelible shadow on my life.
When the boy left, he not only gave the peacock fish to Jiang Yun, but also gave it to everyone he knew.
Jiang Yun left without waiting for the boys to come. She took the letter in her hand and threw it into the trash can by the roadside.
Boys have a nice name called Ruth.
Goodbye, Ruth. Jiang Yun said to himself. She suddenly remembered Liang.
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Jiang Yun hasn't seen A Liang for a long time, the boy who let her know herself again.
It is said that the toy factory closed down and A Liang left here for other places.
A month later, Jiang Yun received a postcard from A Liang. In Tibet, behind it is the Potala Palace covered with snow.
A Liang went to Potala Palace at the coldest time of the year. In the photo, he was wrapped in a thick sheepskin blanket and half of his face was wrapped in a dirty scarf.
? Spring has come, and I will wait for you in Tibet. ? Liang invited to Tibet again on the postcard.
A Liang suffers from asthma, but he says he is not afraid. He also said:? I'm not afraid. What are you afraid of? I can be your left leg, take you over mountains and see all the beauty in the world. ?
It turns out that being confessed is so beautiful. Jiang Yun's heart is full of warm air.
Many years ago, when Jiang Yun was chasing a boy with a confession letter, her left leg was run over by a car. She missed the train and lost a leg. She thought she was the smallest seed in the world, a broken seed, but it turns out that every seed has a spring of germination.
Jiang Yun is waiting for spring, everything will pass away, but spring will always come.