Tian Wei is the author of "Half Acre of Flower Field". After Lu Youqing and Ziyou, there is another person on the Internet who dares to face death. Born on April 5, 1986 in an ordinary working-class family in Haidian District, Beijing, he entered the high school in 2001. He graduated from high school in 2004 and was admitted to the Chinese Department of Beijing Language and Culture University. When I was in the second grade of junior high school, I was diagnosed with leukemia. But she still insisted on studying. He died on August 13, 2007, and was buried under a cemetery called Hot Spring at the foot of the West Mountain in Beijing. In front of the small tombstone, there is a bouquet of gentian flowers, which was Tian Wei's favorite flower during his lifetime.
Tian Wei was considered to be of average height among girls. At that time, she had short shoulder-length hair, a fair and pure face, big bright and bright eyes, and was a handsome, elegant, lively and steady little girl. Tian Wei loves writing. His writing style is fresh and elegant, and his emotions are delicate and sentimental. He is considered to be one of the students with better skills among his peers. She looks weak, but her spirit in facing death is braver than anyone else. And that grateful heart allows so many people to see the most beautiful love.
"Half Acre of Flower Field" is the last solo dance of the young writer Tian Wei's life. The book also includes her paintings, photography and poetry. Tian Wei has an excellent literary understanding. Her articles are pure and elegant, but there is something quality in them that makes you appreciate them. It’s hard to imagine that such a heavy load is carried on these childlike shoulders, and that in this childlike heart there is a calm acceptance of life falling like a flower. This is the strength and touchingness you don’t know. This girl makes People understand life, we should understand it and cherish every day of our lives.
Book Catalog
Tian Wei’s Diary
2002·December 14, 2002
2003· February 19, 2003 - November 30, 2003
2004·September 3, 2004-December 26, 2004
2005· February 2, 2005-December 25, 2005
2006·January 1, 2006-December 29, 2006
2007· January 3, 2007 - September 3, 2007
Tian Wei’s novels
Mourning Tian Wei
Tian Wei who stayed in his youth
p>"Reader" Issue 22, 2009 - Half an Acre of Flower Field Author: Hou Jianfei
This is a story about maternal love and a story of gratitude in words. Tian Wei, an ordinary Beijing girl, could not leave more material wealth to the world, but she left a red mark in people's hearts...
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From the day she became pregnant, Wang Chunrong was enveloped in the joy of becoming a mother. She loved the little baby in her belly so much! Not many women can understand the heart of this female worker - she lost her mother when she was a child, and when she was a little girl, she secretly thought that if she had children in the future, she must give all her love to her children and never let them Loss of maternal love.
However, the child did not arrive as expected. Five days past the expected date of delivery, Wang Chunrong clearly felt that the fetus had stopped moving. She came to the hospital for examination anxiously. There were no fetal sounds. The doctor declared the fetus dead.
Wang Chunrong collapsed to the ground with tears streaming down his face...
Perform a caesarean section immediately! The baby girl who was not breathing was like a transparent carrot. The nurse held her upside down and patted her back vigorously, but there was no response. Wang Chunrong, who had always been awake, was crying loudly. Before the incision was sutured, she struggled to get up to snatch the child.
Just as the medical staff were preparing to perform final treatments on the baby, the mother's crying suddenly stopped and the delivery room fell silent. Just as the medical staff were stunned, an extremely weak cry of a baby startled everyone.
A miracle happened on this early spring morning—Wang Chunrong’s daughter came back to life!
Wang Chunrong grabbed the baby desperately and held it tightly in his arms. The baby's cries gradually became louder, and the mother's tears were still flowing freely, but they were already tears of happiness.
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The recovered baby girl’s surname was Tian. Her mother named her Tian Wei and her baby name was Tian Tian.
The Tian family is the most ordinary family in Beijing. Tian Wei’s parents are both factory workers.
Tian Wei has liked reading, writing and drawing since he was a child.
When Tian Wei was in junior high school, he had read a lot of Chinese classical literature. "Strange Stories from a Chinese Studio", Tang poetry, and Song lyrics are her favorites. As soon as he entered the first grade of junior high school, Tian Wei began to keep a diary and take reading notes, but no one could read the words, not even his mother.
From elementary school to junior high school, although Tian Wei’s compositions have always been regarded as model essays, her academic performance has always been average. Several teachers said that this child loves to read leisure books and spends all her time reading. Go up, otherwise the result will be better.
The mother tolerantly supports her daughter's study and buying books. Tian Wei, who has been sensible for a long time, knew that his family was not financially well-off, so he bought used books as much as possible. The special book fairs held twice a year at the Temple of Earth in Beijing have become the festivals she looks forward to the most. Sometimes she stayed there all day without eating or drinking, and spent the money she saved on books.
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In 2001, Tian Wei was in the third grade of junior high school.
One day not long after the winter vacation, Tian Wei came home from school with a strange expression. When her mother asked her why, she hesitated for a long time, then stretched out her left middle finger and told her mother that during physical education class, she felt a little pain in this finger. When she looked carefully, she found that the middle finger was pale without a trace of blood. The physical education teacher said that he should go to the hospital for a check-up.
The mother quickly grabbed her daughter's hand and inspected it carefully, but found nothing strange. Tian Wei was afraid that his mother would be worried, so he said that maybe he accidentally hit something.
Then one day, the four fingers of Tian Wei’s left hand turned white at the same time, accompanied by excruciating pain. The teacher asked Tian Wei to go home, and her parents rushed her to the hospital.
After a series of blood test results came out, the doctor already knew: Tian Wei had something similar to a heart attack. This disease is often caused by parents' blood type incompatibility, and the incidence rate in children is one in 100,000.
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The bad news suddenly befell this beautiful 16-year-old girl, just like her "stillbirth" years ago, which caught the whole family off guard.
My mother prayed thousands of times: Will a miracle happen again? Can my daughter be brought back to life?
While the adults were focusing on Tian Wei's illness, Tian Wei endured the severe pain that came from time to time and turned all his attention to his studies.
In her third year of junior high school, Tian Wei studied in school for less than three months, but she was admitted to Beijing Zhongguancun Middle School with excellent results.
Tian Wei spent almost half of her three years in high school recuperating at home or being hospitalized, but she was admitted to the Chinese Department of Beijing Language and Culture University with excellent results.
Tian Wei knows how much his parents have paid for him. She knew that her family had spent almost all their savings in order to treat her. She has no other way to repay the love of her relatives. She can only maintain an optimistic attitude, actively cooperate with treatment, and study hard at the same time.
During this period, the mother shed the most tears, but she rarely shed tears in front of others, let alone in front of her daughter. Whenever she sees her daughter in unbearable pain, her mother tries to make her daughter happy. Mother said: "Tian Tian, ??if you feel uncomfortable, you won't go to school. 'It is virtue for a woman to be without talent'. The Tian family has never produced a top scholar in several lifetimes, but your father still marries a good woman!" Mother suddenly became humorous, but considerate. Tian Wei knew that his mother had never been a joking person. He felt pain in his body and his mother felt pain in her heart. In the silent nights, Tian Wei suffered from insomnia or woke up from the pain. She knew that in the corner of the night, her mother was shedding tears; she knew that what her mother wanted to do most was to bear the pain for herself!
Everything of this was felt by the clever Tian Wei, who recorded every touch and happiness in words. Gradually, Tian Wei felt that whenever he described his mother's love, or every flower, grass, tree or stone with a grateful heart, the severe pain in his hands, feet and head would be relieved; When my heart recalls the encouragement and help from my parents, relatives, classmates and teachers, the gray sky will brighten.
Writing has become the most vivid color in Tian Wei’s life.
Five
In 2004, a personal space called "Half Acre of Flower Field" appeared on the campus network of Peking University. The casual writing style and the short-song-like prose have attracted countless sincere glances. An autumn leaf, a pool of water, and a trace of coffee memory all seem to be breathing life. Of course, careful people will also see that behind this beautiful and poetic text, there is a touch of sadness and multiple tortures of life and destiny.
Such a text full of spirituality and wisdom, on a university campus where the world is turbulent and people's hearts are floating, is like a gentle wind, making ripples on the impetuous sea. Perhaps it was God's will that Tian Wei, who was ill, unexpectedly found love in this half-acre of flower fields.
A senior who was later nicknamed "Big Bear" by her could not withstand the poetic "temptation" of the "flower field" and must find the owner of the flower field to take a look: "What kind of beautiful person wrote such a poem?" Beautiful words?" It turned out that they fell in love at first sight.
Da Xiong was about to graduate, and his mother invited Da Xiong to her home for dinner. Finally, she tentatively asked, "Do you know about Tian Tian's illness?"
Da Xiong nodded seriously and said: "Tian Tian told me everything, but it's not a problem..."
At this time, Tian Wei rushed out from the next room, threw himself into his mother's arms, and cried heartily. field.
Later she quietly said to her mother: "Mom, I will put on the whitest wedding dress for you! I want you to know that you have the most beautiful daughter in the world!"
< p>However, the God of Death closed his net before she finally put on her wedding dress.On the evening of August 13, 2007, 21-year-old Tian Wei closed his beautiful big eyes. She was in her third year of college at the time.
"Half an acre of flower fields" became a prophecy. A fairy-like girl left half an acre of flower fields and turned into a butterfly and left.
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Several of Tian Wei’s close friends from college compiled her computer diary in memory of her. What surprised the students was that from the time she learned about her illness until the day before her death, she was writing, and every piece of writing was a story of gratitude. Tian Wei recalled his childhood playmates and wrote down the touching feeling of growing up bit by bit. When she learned that her disease was still a medical problem in the world and that many sick children in China died because their families were too poor to afford medical treatment, she wrote a letter asking for help to her elective teacher Liang Xiaosheng. Teacher Liang is a representative of the National People's Congress. "If Teacher Liang submits a bill and the government can establish a fund, there will be hope for children suffering from this disease."
Tian Wei’s close friend from high school, Jing, said that when she went to college in Nanjing, Tian Tian always wrote letters to her personally and made a card for every birthday. If she doesn't receive a letter from Tiantian for a long time, Jing will know that her condition has worsened. "Tian Wei never writes to friends when she is in a low mood. What she tells everyone must be happy news." Jing also said that once she came back from Nanjing to meet with Tian Wei, but Tian Wei declined and said that the two Something happened, and I wanted to meet again in a few days. Jing knew that Tian Wei didn't want to see her with a sick look. Three days later, Tian Wei suddenly appeared in front of her, as bright as the sun, and his big clear eyes were shining, as if he had never been sick.
Tian Wei said in his diary: "If you can, just let my right eye shed tears. Let the other eye be bright and smile."
About his mother, Tian Wei wrote: "Mom said, it would be great if I could give birth to you again. You seem to resent yourself for giving me a sickly body. You think you are responsible for my continuous suffering. Mom, I often Thank you, you gave me life. Even though there are many things that are not what I want in this body, life is always the unique and most precious gift. I am grateful that I am your daughter in this life, and I am grateful to be able to cling to you and be open to you. Mom, misfortune is our common destiny, but happiness is a deeper theme."
Today, at the foot of the West Mountain in Beijing, there is a cemetery called Hot Spring, a fairy-like field. Wei rested here. In front of the small tombstone, there is always a bouquet of gentian flowers, which was Tian Wei's favorite flower during his lifetime.
The famous writer Liang Xiaosheng’s sincere recommendation! A beautiful girl dances her last solo!
This book contains Tian Wei’s paintings, photography and poetry. It allows you to gradually realize that behind her detailed description of daily life, her slightly sad helplessness is revealed, and you can also feel the smile soaked in her tears...
The Chinese we teach, It is a Chinese language that advocates sprouting from the heart of good feelings. Tian Wei undoubtedly has such a heart. Now I finally understand what the calmness in her eyes that transcends her age means to us. People who often look at death calmly are extraordinary people. As a female Chinese student, the reason why Tian Wei has a solemn attitude towards Chinese characters may be based on this idea - if she wants to write, she should write seriously. And, treat it as a valuable opportunity.
This made me not only stunned, but also solemn and respectful. The butterfly flew away... Let us sing a song "Ode to Butterflies" with sadness...
Liang Xiaosheng
In the cry of death, I finally saw the joy of life.
Lu Wenbin
Tian Wei has an excellent literary understanding. Her writing is pure and elegant, but there is something quality inside that makes you appreciate... In this child-like There is such a heavy load on her shoulders, and in this child-like heart, there is a calm acceptance of life falling like a flower. This makes me, who is much older than her, in awe.
Zhang Guanfu
What I like most is that you say, I want to be happy, I only want to be happy. I agree, I agree with all your willful words. Because there is extraordinary persistence and purity in this willfulness. The words "live a good life" are not compassionate. I now know that these four words are so difficult and profound. It’s confusing, painful, and even despairing. You told me what kind of life it is. The days are falling, leaving me nowhere to hide.