? A female classmate in my university, recognized as a talented woman, is the same age as me. She participated in the senior high school entrance examination proposition work in Dalian and was able to train teachers in the city. She was born in Dalian, but she often expressed her hatred for her hometown many times in her works, hating the cultural barrenness brought by cold weather and barren land. She has always claimed to be "the daughter of Jinling", and she loves Nanjing in her bones, which is profound.
? But reading Chi Zijian's prose, I feel the warmth under the ice and snow and the culture in the mountains. Especially after her husband died unexpectedly, the sadness in her words made people want to give her a hug. It was also at that stage that Chi Zijian's talent broke out and he created The Right Bank of Ergon. I have also read Snow Cry and The Peak, but the terrible thing is that I forgot all about it.
Today, just after the off-year, I watched a documentary about her (off-year shooting). What a coincidence. Watching her go back to her hometown and roll in the snow, watching her happily scatter the snow into the air, and watching her pointing to grandma's garden overflowing with sweet and slightly sad happiness. It really brings a kind of happiness to people. I also recalled my childhood. The happiness of childhood lies in those things. Although things are different, it lies in those people. Although people come and go differently, they lie in those things and are forgotten bit by bit. But those odds and ends, such as the sunshine leaking from the cracks in the leaves, are all warm now.
Chi Zijian, who lives alone now, looks forward to having better works and welcoming a happy old age. I look forward to bringing a gift to my old mother when I am seventy or eighty years old. As I thought, my father is too old. I hope he can stay with me and wait for me at home for a long time. Home is only where your parents are, and only where the people you care about are, you are willing to set foot on your hometown land again and again.
After reading it, I couldn't help talking to my mother-in-law about my childhood. Half pain, more happiness. My childhood was accompanied by my mother's illness, so I took half of her bad temper. I used to complain about the injustice of fate, but now I thank her and understand her. She gave me life and made me braver and more independent. Every time I pass by the small garden, the low grave gives me the power of peace. I will tell her quietly in my heart every time. The day before marriage, I took my husband to visit the grave for the first time. I took my daughter to introduce my grandmother lying inside. ...
? When watching the documentary, everything in my hometown was awakened bit by bit. My hometown, the childhood I spent in my hometown, makes me happy and proud.
? I will continue to study Chi Zijian in the future. She is an elegant, intelligent and brave book.
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