Once upon a time, for a short time, we thought we loved someone deeply.
Later we learned that it wasn't love, it was just lying to ourselves.
The people you thought you wouldn't lose didn't. You cry, others make you laugh. You are heartbroken and find that people who don't love you are not worth your grief at all.
Looking back today, is it not a comedy? When feelings are exhausted, it has a new realm, and all sadness is just history.
I feel the same way.