Director Duoduo: Hello!
The so-called fortune is actually just a kind of psychological comfort. In fact, in the final analysis, everything has its own rules; and although a person's fate is certainly related to nature (i.e. "fate"), it also depends on the day after tomorrow (i.e. "luck"). So there is a saying "fate is in your own hands". Of course, external conditions will have an impact on a person's destiny, but they are external factors. The more fundamental factor is oneself, that is, internal factors.
We are all in the 21st century, please believe in science and yourself!
I sincerely wish you realize your dream as soon as possible!