What is the truth of Zhang Ailing's Jasmine Fragrance?

Reading Zhang Ailing's Jasmine Fragrance, the whole person is unconsciously shrouded in a depressed atmosphere and the protagonist's deformed fantasy. Nie Qing Chuan, the hero, is a strange, withdrawn and twisted child who grew up in a family with no sound affection. But when his life broke out with a vivid and bold conversation about Dani and a midnight speech that is likely to become his father, he began to daydream endlessly, even to an incredible situation. If you have seen Zhang Ailing's life, it is not difficult to see that the protagonist is Zhang's incarnation, and his personality split is caused by various environmental factors, just like Zhang Ailing's bumpy experience. So analyzing Nie is actually analyzing Zhang Ailing herself. Yu's mother sympathizes with her mother's feelings. Here is a famous metaphor: "She is not a bird in a cage. Birds in cages will fly out as soon as they are opened. She is a bird embroidered on the screen-a Bai Niao in the golden clouds on the melancholy purple satin screen. After a long time, the feathers were black and moldy, eaten by insects and died on the screen. " But it's more resentment. My mother's marriage to this family is a sober sacrifice, because she knows that she doesn't love this man, but she married this family for the benefit of this family, for the matchmaker's words, for the right match. Her sacrifice was sober, but she was born in this family. She had no choice but to be passive, not only passive, but also abandoned by her mother. He felt that his mother had caused such a tragic fate. If she had been brave, if she had been talking all night ... so he stripped off one "if" after another. Although he knows that this condemnation is unfair, he hates it irresistibly. This is related to Zhang Ailing's typical father complex. Since her mother left to live with her father, Zhang Ailing subconsciously decided to abandon her mother. Like Qing Chuan, she felt that her mother's behavior was irresponsible. Although she also knows that her mother is an unfortunate woman, she loves her father too much to condemn him. She can only unfairly condemn that woman and her own mother. She is also very sorry for this condemnation. So there was this description: he was lying in bed and saw a man in the window. At first, he thought this person was himself, but at first glance, this person became his mother. This kind of writing is actually very symbolic, because Zhang Ailing actually understands that although she has no feelings for her mother and is very narcissistic about her father, she will eventually be a mother, which means that she and her mother are in the works, and she can't tell which one is herself and which one is her mother. Midnight was fed up with such a dark and humid family, and Nie met midnight, which is undoubtedly a glimmer of light from heaven to hell. This man is knowledgeable, responsible and personable. The wide grey satin robe and drooping pleats made him feel a kind of depressing beauty peculiar to China robe at midnight. He is almost fanatical in worship and infatuation. It turned out that twenty years ago, he had the hope of escape and ignited the blazing fire of his fantasy. In the middle of the night, he can see himself resurrected. He can be more thoughtful and meaningful than Dani ... This almost abnormal fantasy occupies a lot of space in the novel. In his so-called "reflection on the source of his own pain", he also thought of the negative consequences, but it was covered up by a strongly distorted love for his father-"no, just good." The feelings projected on Midnight are Zhang Ailing's obvious complex of loving her father. Every girl in childhood, in her teens, has a special feeling and worship for her father. In fact, every girl has an Oedipus complex more or less, but most girls, in the process of her growth, her Oedipus complex will gradually shift, she will mature and project on the opposite sex who should be with her, so she often completes her love through another opposite sex combination. However, Zhang Ailing did not end her father-loving complex, and she continued to combine with other opposite sex in the future, just to continue her father-loving complex. Her father-loving complex stems from living with her father since childhood. In the novel, we can see that when Qing Chuan was scolded at midnight, he was "heartbroken and couldn't forget his own death". Compared with being scolded by his father, it doesn't matter, because he looks down on his father at all, but if he comes from midnight, it will be fatal. Just like the contradiction between Zhang Ailing and her stepmother, she was beaten by her father, put in a hut, and suffered from betrayal, because she cared too much about her father. So a beautiful and lively girl, because she grew up in a loving family, she took care of everyone, including Nie, a very abnormal boy. More importantly, she is a child who talks in the middle of the night. This makes Qing Chuan's feelings for her contradictory and complicated. On the one hand, he is eager to love this beautiful girl, but at the same time, he hates it. He felt that this beautiful girl had taken away his father, because his father should have been his. So when Dani expressed his enthusiasm to him, he went to hurt her. Of course, it's a good thing he didn't kill the girl. "He doesn't like to see girls, especially healthy and beautiful girls, because they are particularly dissatisfied with themselves." Qing Chuan can't get perfect love, so his jealousy and even resentment are understandable-jealous of your beauty, your intelligence and your popularity. As Dani said, "You always make me feel that I have broken the law ... as if I have no right to be so happy! In fact, I am happy and hinder you! " Of course, this is in the way. He almost became a midnight child. Maybe he just said Dani. With him, there would be no her. They are incompatible. He hates Dani as much as he worships midnight malformation. This is just like Zhang Ailing's father-loving complex. She doesn't want another woman in the family to divide up her feelings with her father, so she and her stepmother will always be natural enemies and will never be reconciled. In her autobiographical essay Whispering, she wrote: My aunt told me that my father was going to remarry. When I heard the news, I felt that if my stepmother was in front of me, I would push her off the balcony and let her fall to death. Combined with the final experience, Zhang's inner desire is vented in the novel. When he couldn't get his love, he chose to destroy. This extreme emotion is reflected in Zhang Ailing. Psychologically, Zhang Ailing was expelled from the specific life scene where her father existed. There was competition among her father, stepmother and herself, but there was no doubt that she was a loser. So Zhang chose to continue writing and realize this psychological compensation in his own world. As for him, he wants a little love more than revenge, especially the love for Yan family. Since Yan's family is not related to him, so is marriage. Anyway, he wants to get involved with Yan's family. This is the real reason why he longs to love Danzhu. Therefore, Dani is just a special carrier of the continuation of love-hate complex. Nie written by Qing Chuan is Zhang Ailing who combines fatherly love and narcissism. His father-loving complex has been analyzed before. Now let's talk about his narcissism complex. In psychology, we call a person with a serious narcissism complex a narcissus patient, that is, a person who looks after himself and feels sorry for himself, and finally dies of extreme self-pity. According to the theory of psychology, a girl's father-loving complex can't be solved, that is, when it is impossible to get a return, she often takes it to heart, and she will find a compensation from what she has lost, that is narcissism. So after her father's love was taken away by others, Zhang Ailing formed her unique morbid personality, namely inferiority, narcissism, self-love and selfishness. Their life experiences are strikingly similar. I have seen many photos of Zhang Ailing. She is a thin and pale girl, who looks sick to the naked eye, just like Qing Chuan. All Zhang's later writing is actually to vent his secret love for his father and to comfort himself with his narcissistic special personality. And Qing Chuan, isn't his daydream an outlet for catharsis? He hates Nie Chenjie who exists in himself. He hates his cowardly self in reality. His infinite inferiority is reflected in his self-isolation, but he also fantasizes how "active, enterprising and brave" he would be if he were a child at midnight and under the blue sky. The sharp contrast with reality shows his self-pity. He is selfish, he shows revenge and hatred for Dani, and even wants to abuse him mentally and in the name of her kindness. But in the end, Dani didn't die-he couldn't run away, and he was destined to live and die with his complex all his life. As Zhang Ailing herself said, I kept licking the wound, and I had feelings for it. So this wound will accompany her all her life, forever and ever, forever and ever in her works.