But this beautiful writer, known as the "fairy", was despised by several powerful female writers in that year. Especially Zhang Ailing, who was very popular at that time, hated being compared with Bai Wei. There are not many pictures of Bai Wei handed down from ancient times. She may not be really beautiful, but she is still beautiful. However, looking at Bai Wei's life, I have to say that she is not doing well.
She escaped from an arranged marriage, was bitten by her mother-in-law, and wandered to Japan alone, where she worked as a servant. The economic pressure made her feel sick and depressed. At the age of 30, she met her beloved man, the poet Yang Sao.
Sister Yang is from Zhangzhou, Fujian. He loves poetry and has the demeanor of a celebrity. After graduating from high school, he went to Japan to study abroad. Yang Sao is six years younger than Bai Wei. She called her brother. Structure.baiwei fell in love with Yang Sao, so transparent, sincere and unreserved, and the relationship between them quickly warmed up.
Before that, Yang Sao adored Hunan girl Ling Qinru, and then they fell in love. Bai Wei is also the brother of Ling Biru who has unrequited love. At this time, Bai and Yang's two broken hearts collided in a foreign country, which is understandable. However, for a long time, perhaps it is precisely because Yang Sao has not completely walked out of the shadow of lovelorn and is not ready for a new love. Under the emotional pressure of Bai Wei, he began to run away. So Yang Sao fled to Hangzhou, but structure.baiwei followed him; Yang Sao fled back to his hometown in Zhangzhou, and Bai Wei' s letter was behind him; Later, Yang Sao fled to Singapore as a poor teacher, and Bai Wei's letter came. Structure.baiwei's love is aboveboard, and she complains about lovesickness endlessly, but Yang Sao is hurt by structure.baiwei's deep affection.
1927, they finally got together in Shanghai. In order to live and write, they live a platonic emotional life. With the help of Lu Xun, the works of Yang Sao and Bai Wei appeared frequently and became the stars of Shanghai literary world. But at this time Qin Ru is also in Shanghai, and Yang Sao keeps in touch with her in the dark. Bai Wei was very jealous when she found out. On the one hand, she slammed the door and attacked Qin Ru; On the other hand, she launched a fierce crusade against Yang Sao. Bai Wei wrote in her love letter, "Eddie, I must love you and stay with you." You should respect my innocence and don't strangle my innocent and lovely soul! "
The flame of love finally went out. Last night's collection of love letters is a portrayal of their feelings.
After breaking up with Bai Wei, Yang Sao joined the Chongqing Federation of Literary and Art Circles in the winter of 1938. 1940, Bai Wei also came to Chongqing, the wartime capital, and stayed with famous scholars such as Cao Ming, Ouyang Shan, Xiao Jun, Yang Sao and Zhang Henshui in the South Hot Spring, where the Federation of Literary and Art Circles is located. Due to malnutrition, coupled with frequent air strikes and alarms, Bai Wei, who is frail and sick, suddenly developed a high fever and insisted on talking nonsense. Sister Yang tried her best to take care of Bai Wei for seven days and seven nights.
Maybe it's the relationship between age and suffering. At this time, after meeting with structure.baiwei, Sister Yang saw that the woman she once loved was seriously ill because of her own fault, and she had a kind of "resurrection" repentance. He repeatedly asked Bai Wei to start over and let him love her. Sha Ting and other friends also hope that they can shake hands and become partners. Bai Wei's grief is greater than her inner death, which is unacceptable. Looking back on her ten years with Yang Sao, she not only ruined her body, but also her heart, almost ruined her youth, career and future, and finally came back from the dead. Therefore, Bai Wei has doubts and fears about the feelings of both sexes. She knew that Yang Sao's "resurrected" love was merciful and violated her dignity as a human being. So, seven days later, when she was able to get up, she took a cane and dragged her sick leg back to her hut.
Nevertheless, in the face of the sincere confession of the unforgettable lover in the past, Bai Wei's heart still aroused great waves, because she learned a lesson from the past, that is, love still exists, but she is afraid. Friends can't understand that she still loves Sister Yang, but they flatly refuse to make up with her. In fact, structure.baiwei doesn't want a gentle lover and a warm home. A year later, she wrote in a letter to Yang Sao. You have become a perfect good man now. Under this change, from now on, the root of hatred you planted in my heart has been completely uprooted, and the infinite pain you planted in me has disappeared. I am very happy, I will be healthy every day! This can not help but make me deeply grateful for your transformation! "
Although they did not become husband and wife, the love generated by their love will not end in each other's hearts. After the Southern Anhui Incident, Yang Sao followed Zhou Enlai's instructions and retreated to Singapore. In Nanyang, he sent money from 50 yuan to structure.baiwei, and his monthly salary was less than 70 yuan. Love is very important, but one must live. 1June, 944, Sister Yang married Chen Renniang, a local overseas Chinese student, because she knew that she would never have a chance to train structure.baiwei again in her life.
However, structure.baiwei never fell in love again and never got married. Poverty, illness and lovelorn make her feel bad and have a bad temper. Bai Wei lived in a residential area in Hepingli, Beijing in her later years, with only one unit. The house is simple, old and messy. 1On August 27th, 987, Bai Wei finally ended her bumpy and painful life.
After all, the emotional entanglement between Bai Wei and Yang Sao for more than 20 years is a silent ending. Lu Xun's beauty writer failed to become the second Xiao Hong. A man who loves structure. Bai Wei is not without her, but she loves labor all her life.